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Sunday, July 27 || 18:45
hiiie...big elephant wans me to put its name big big cuz his eyes too small le..hehex
BIG BIG ELEPHANT!! happy le mahx?!? hahas..
to tink i could be happy now rite? i noe wat you tinking de.. ..
sry for the hurt i caused bahx.. i am lying all tis while mahx i understand de.. .. to tink i am such a liar :D
read my msn if you got mine bahx.. you will understand de.
i dunno wat rly happened bahx..anyw i now terrible sia .. .. my hp spoil le..cnt use anymre le.. now i saving money to buy new 1 cuz my contract gng to over le. so now i is half happy..half sad bahx..
i 2day dun wanna talk to much le.. will my tears soon dried up mahx? you are not the caused of everyting de.. juz saying to clear tis up only. :D have a happy day ahead of you!
Friday, July 25 || 22:08
smilies!
O.o dark sia!
t-rex! ROARXX! ;b
ELMO ROX!! ;b
cool sia! so techno! xp..
Sunday, July 20 || 21:30
[[FINALLY IT IS SUNSHINE AFTER RAINFALL!]] everting had went back to normal le..although i a little too hyper-active also..hehex..lolx. anyw everyting solved le now i and joyce also sighed le, feeling as relieved as ever.. we also decided to change back le.. i changing back to my hyper hyper active self again. i duno why i felt so good returning to my old self... but i already promised every1 that i would change back no matter wat de.. i am a mushroom of my words de okies!! hahas :b ... ...
i duno tis few days i sort sort or wat but i bit bit hyper a lot le bahx..i dunno.. i juz got back my feelings of my old self and be wat i felt i shld be.. juz following my heart. you maybe seem not to believe me,(i didnt even believe myself in the 1st place) but i juz followed my heart bahx almost in everyting i did bahx...not sure lahx..:b
i juz wanna say that no matter wat [I AM WAT I AM] so ... ...yar i duno why i will suddenly wanted to changed back but i certainly tink it is a good ting bahx.. maybe tis way lesser ppl will tink i am another sort of ppl when i am not bahx..i dunno how to put it but nvm lahx it doesnt matters anymre le. as long as i noe my frens are forever supporting me in watever i tink i did rite can le... no matter wat changes around us, i hope all my loved ones would nv ever ever ever chage jiu dui le...
well another ting i rly rly rly wanted is to play bb matches for our 'b' girls... i watched many other sckols gng for girls' matches i felt lyk juz gng for matches too..even friendly ones! but mr teo said we are not ready yet. at 1st i did not believe tat's true.....but now i do.. cuz we will trained to be mre better in our skills to complete with other sckols de! i believe we can de! but i also hope i could play matches soon...i rly wanted to show all the ppl who sees us weak to prove them all wrong! wa! i duno i 2day wat le... suddenly says tis but i juz typing out wat i felt bahx...tc horx every1!!
Saturday, July 19 || 14:13
these few days a lot of things had happened although we cant tnk so much abt it. but even if we tink too much wat good will it do? wAt if knowing them will somehw makes you feel worse? setimes mayb ppl did tings has reasons de but why cant they juz tell out everyting so we can solve them together? in 1 whole time? i sometimes juz duno wat ppl tinking of but if they tink by doing that can makes the whole situation better, why not? but did they tink throughly f wthey dd was rite? was making ppl tinking change? was makng ppl feeling better? so tink before you do anyting or say anyting tat hurts ppl's heart deeply wifout ur knowings...
for me, these few days was terrible, horrible, vegetable! juz jking! hehex.. but tink before you act tat's wat i hav been trying to say btw.. hurting ppl may not means anyting to you to me hurting those ppl tat you loved means a hurtful way to hurt urself. so pls tink befoe doing or saying any hurtul tings to ppl bahx..you might only ends up hurting urself mre than other ppl. believe me..
i aslo duno wat got into me these past few days but nw den i noe that 1 of the ppl i trust is also walking further and further frm us. maybe he got a reason for doing so but why cant he juz says out so we can solve this thing TOGETHER NEHX! i juz duno get it bahx..or will nv get it bahx.. or i am juz tinking so much again...
another ting i dun understand myself is myself alone. i am always hurting ppl's hearts wifout my knowing? inow den realised i maybe had been so selfish all along..hahas how stupid can i get?? you all may say i am tinking too much bahx..that's why i am all writing down here so i do not hav to express them out. by typing them out here can let ppl noe how i felt and juz writing everting i tinks of here..so i dot need to tink so much after i post it out. so i'll feel much better bahx.. i juz waana noe do ppl you loved rly changed a lot? bt you all do not hav to worry abt me:].. cuz the OLD XIUZHEN WILL CUM BACK NO MATTER WAT DE ;D. i promise! the old very hyper,not stubborn, etc... xiuzhen will come back de...typing untill here i already feel lyk crying de but luckily none of you could see my tears cuz tis is blog mahx! hehex i smart rite?! hahas cuz I AM NOT STUPID 2!! hahas..get it?:D
but do not hav to worry cuz i will only cry my big big bullies bully me and when i am sad and when i felt terrible bah bah bah..only those den i will cry hehex! oh ya! and when i got good results cuz happy den juz cry lohx! or cry when i get bad results cuz i go hm gonna get killed le!! ... smile le arhx?!?:d
lastly i juz wanna tell all all all all my frens thx for suppoting me all tis while..i am so touched i wanna cry le. dun worry joycei wont let you down de..i'll change back to my old self no matter wat de.. and you and sk are still my best best frens ever! BFF!! I LOVE YOU GUYS i juz hope time would juz stop when happy memories are forever flowing in our blood! ... ... tc horx...:D
Monday, July 14 || 17:28
how?? i missed the sckol bb court very very very very badly lehx... seeing the bb court now already start to build le but 1 year den will okies lehx.. and i alreAdy start to miss it le..
BB COURT CAN HURRY HURRY OKIES MAHX...I MISS YOU LEHX..I STILL HAV A LOT OF MEMORIES FRM THR DE.. i 1st shot my free throw wif no confidence but my senior encouraged me.. therefore now i hav mre confidence le.. thr are still lots lots lots of memories not only frm me de...i hope it will quick quick okies bahx.. here are some pics of bb court i'll alyws rmb de:] .. ..
a lot of tings did hppened tis past few days...i felt very restless, terrible, and pain inside. i juz dun noe why.. why must thr be an ans for everting nehx? i juz dun get it.. and hope i'll nv get it bahx maybe getting to noe it will juz deepen my cut and left a scar thr wifout ppl knowing..
Sunday, July 13 || 21:22
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hiie...2day was rather another boring day for miie loh.. so many tings happened juz within a few days. time passes quickly when u dun it to but passes slowly when u wan to...but i believe time do heals bahx... le me shows u some cute cute pictures btw no offence horx...
i miss e bb court!
Friday, July 11 || 23:02
uh..for me a lot of tings happened and i juz wan to say sry. it is not any1's fault lah. maybe for me tis is i tink i 1st time handle tis type of problems bahx... i maybe better at studies if youcompare them bahx... or maybe juz an excuse bahx..xp
i'm not sure whether tears can slove paoblems for you all anot but for me, tears are very difficult for me to hold back de. dun worry the old xiuzhen will come back de!!...eventually yr se will be strong de although cn to tell byoutside on how soft she rly is...
anyw...mushroom juz wanna say to JIAYOU! for ur tets or exams! do well so can go good class horx.. here i wish all of you all the best!!:]
Sunday, July 6 || 18:10
wa! 2day damn sian loh i must go for the maths and duno wat stupid 'o' level physics sia. damn tired also loh whr got so early learn de i so early learn i'll still forget de loh. wat's the use? but nvm still waste my time sia. and i am the ONLY gal in the class sia! so stupid loh! watever loh as my lao gong says only 1 week 1 time nia! AARGH...BUT STILL STRESS SIA but luckily tmr i gng out to release stress...hehex:DD
btw i'm very very excited abt nxt tues..080708 cuz...DUN TELL YOU HEHEX! CUM ASK MIIE URSELF LOH SEE MIIE MOOD 1ST BAHX BUT SHLD BE I IN HAPPY MOOD DE hehex lolx..xp.
i will always rmb 080508 de it is so impt how can i forget nehx!!! lao gong i juz wanna tell you no matter wat i will always love you lyk before. i noe i can de so you also nv give u okies? i noe you can de you will do ur very very best for ur exams the same way you will do ur best for everyting you do for miie de! LAO GONG JIAYOU!!:DD
Saturday, July 5 || 17:35
elllo..every1 2day is LOCD day! quite sian actually but was quite fun. the part whr mr.d or mr.L and others ppl got za by water balloons.
almost every1 in 'b' girls got za except for miie and sk..hahas joyce got very wet sia but my lao gong got za..:( but it seems fun though but he and my 'daddy' dun let miie got za.. they juz dun wan miie to get wet bahx...:DD but all was fun though!
during my brk time i also went to play play balloon but mine brust when i threw it in e air and landed tat time. hahas joyce and i were thr laughing and laughing:DD
2day is rather very special to miie as my lao gong bought something which means alot alot to miie de...see? lao gong i wanna tell you i love it very very much. and i wont 4get wat day is nxt tues de! hehe some duno come ask loh..lolx i love you:DD
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