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Saturday, July 19 || 14:13
these few days a lot of things had happened although we cant tnk so much abt it. but even if we tink too much wat good will it do? wAt if knowing them will somehw makes you feel worse? setimes mayb ppl did tings has reasons de but why cant they juz tell out everyting so we can solve them together? in 1 whole time? i sometimes juz duno wat ppl tinking of but if they tink by doing that can makes the whole situation better, why not? but did they tink throughly f wthey dd was rite? was making ppl tinking change? was makng ppl feeling better? so tink before you do anyting or say anyting tat hurts ppl's heart deeply wifout ur knowings...
for me, these few days was terrible, horrible, vegetable! juz jking! hehex.. but tink before you act tat's wat i hav been trying to say btw.. hurting ppl may not means anyting to you to me hurting those ppl tat you loved means a hurtful way to hurt urself. so pls tink befoe doing or saying any hurtul tings to ppl bahx..you might only ends up hurting urself mre than other ppl. believe me..
i aslo duno wat got into me these past few days but nw den i noe that 1 of the ppl i trust is also walking further and further frm us. maybe he got a reason for doing so but why cant he juz says out so we can solve this thing TOGETHER NEHX! i juz duno get it bahx..or will nv get it bahx.. or i am juz tinking so much again...
another ting i dun understand myself is myself alone. i am always hurting ppl's hearts wifout my knowing? inow den realised i maybe had been so selfish all along..hahas how stupid can i get?? you all may say i am tinking too much bahx..that's why i am all writing down here so i do not hav to express them out. by typing them out here can let ppl noe how i felt and juz writing everting i tinks of here..so i dot need to tink so much after i post it out. so i'll feel much better bahx.. i juz waana noe do ppl you loved rly changed a lot? bt you all do not hav to worry abt me:].. cuz the OLD XIUZHEN WILL CUM BACK NO MATTER WAT DE ;D. i promise! the old very hyper,not stubborn, etc... xiuzhen will come back de...typing untill here i already feel lyk crying de but luckily none of you could see my tears cuz tis is blog mahx! hehex i smart rite?! hahas cuz I AM NOT STUPID 2!! hahas..get it?:D
but do not hav to worry cuz i will only cry my big big bullies bully me and when i am sad and when i felt terrible bah bah bah..only those den i will cry hehex! oh ya! and when i got good results cuz happy den juz cry lohx! or cry when i get bad results cuz i go hm gonna get killed le!! ... smile le arhx?!?:d
lastly i juz wanna tell all all all all my frens thx for suppoting me all tis while..i am so touched i wanna cry le. dun worry joycei wont let you down de..i'll change back to my old self no matter wat de.. and you and sk are still my best best frens ever! BFF!! I LOVE YOU GUYS i juz hope time would juz stop when happy memories are forever flowing in our blood! ... ... tc horx...:D
