i'm currently staring into blank space.
i duno wat else mre to do le.
1 mre ppl slash agn!
cn stop ma?!?
cn i ma?!?
let me do it wif you all cn?!?
do it together la?!
2dae,
joyce & i almost qurallel sia.
i duno why..
maybe cuz i giving her attitude bahx..
nw,
sotong aso duno why wanted to go back le.
i duno wat did i did wrong?
well..sry
but sry cnt mend a broken heart.
when i knew you slash 2dae,
i didn't knew wat to says.
i juz walked away bahx..
haix..
juz wat did you all wan to do?
slash, slash slash!!
vincent played the canon 2dae!!
walao loh..
so nice aso(:
haix .. ..
i duno why but i so emo 2dae.
i thought i must happy happy de.
but i went hm early 2dae...
dun feel lyk staying at pl or outside bahx..
cuz joyce went hm early aso den..
i alone de..
so i rather go hm.
so i cn cry it all all out.
i duno why i felt very terrible juz nw & even nw.
i feel i so useless,
wanting to change a person,
bt end up the
person wan to change back le..
but says,
i aso in no position to talk or change any1 la..
least says changes any1..
hahas..
i cnt even tc myself den why i
so nosy go care others nehx?!?
den care le so wat?
ppl will juz hate me..
but as long as i nv reply or anyting..
i only blames myself..
only me, myself.
haix...
so i hope all of u all stop slashing cn?
you wish to slash den
why nt juz take a chopper?!?
so...
juz stop cn?!
i dun wish to slash bt seeing you
all slashing 1 by 1.
i duno wat else to do
but juz stared in space,
looking speechless..
my young wise penguin once said,
slashing somwhw will get
addicted de..
well...i tink it's true.
Once u tink by slashing
cn solve any problems,
den gone case le..
den whenever you got problems,
den take penknife..
"slash"
den i see blood will faint de leh..
unless you wan me to faint infront of you la!!
lolz...
okies i juz telling you all to stop cn?
pls la! ..
i alr cnt control sometimes le
but seeing u all
slash 1 by 1..
wa!!
haix...
i suppose happy happy 2dae de ma?
haix..
mushroom soon
will got winkes le...
i tio sunburn sia!!
'ouch' 'ouch'!!
pain sia..):
but i didn't brk promises though..
i didn't..(onlu little only horx!!)
i happy happy de!!
rite?!?
isn't tat wat i promised?!
but last tym, .. ..
i noe i broke them le..
& by saying sry cnt mend everting.
lyk a broken heart.
i noe...
i..............................................
i rly duno wat else u all
trying to show me through
torturing urself le.
pls dun hurt urself cn?!?
promise me cn?
i give watever you wanted me to do!!
stop cn?
i rly cnt take it..