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Thursday, September 4 || 20:41
well...
2dae i happy happy de ...
i damn hyper during match sia .. ..
i shot in 2 points ball only but
i hyper for the whole match sia ... ...
at tat tym i was so happy loh(:
anyw we won queenways
100+ to 20+ bahx ... ...
i so happy sia ...
we won 80+ points loh.
i so happy!!
i hope to prove those
who look dwn on us
WRONG!
lols...
we nxt week still got trng sia
i hope got mre friendly matches loh
den i will hyper hyper agn le(:
but... how long cn my smile last nehx?
but, .. ..
i duno wat got into me 2dae sia .. ..
i felt lyk crying but i cant
infront of my frens,
i juz hav to hold them back bahx ... ...
i rather hurt you tis way ..
but, ..
i'm selfish i noe
it is not tat i prefer
tis way or anyting.
i juz dun wan to hurt u anymre le
i noe everting is too much for u
juz tat u wan to take everting to urself only ..
juz lyk me bahx .. ..
i am crying now i duno why .. ..
i juz cnt hold it back anymre
finally no1 is here le
i am blaming myself now
no matter wat i dun wish to hurt any1
anymre le ..
i juz wan to push ALL to myself so
i wun be a burden to others.
i juz a no1 only ..
nth is gonna change tat either ..
i juz hope to die away wif my
shadows .. ..
i dun wan any1 to get hurt.
i juz wan to see my frens happy
everdae & happy happy de .. ..
tat's all bahx..
& u to find ur ms.right bahx..
i am bleeding nw .. ..
i only will punish myself only.
tat's all i noe only
of cuz i aso noe my abc la(:
wat is love tat binds life & death?
love shldnt be used as reason
to tie u dwn .. sry
everting is useless le...
i am juz useless loh
Sad Memories alwys tends to
stay on u forever,
juz lyk a scar on u.
While Happy Memories tends
to fade away so fast,
you can't even catch
if before it disappears..
why is tis so nehx?
Sad Memories are alwys
rmb as if it happened
on tat same day.
you tends to rmb every
details tat happens tat day .. ..
Juz tinking tat, i cant help
it but tears soon drop dwn.
Happy Memories juz faded further
& futher frm you
day by day .. ..
Soon, you'll nt be able
to rmb anyting le...
Happy Memories,
cn you stay on for awhile so
i cn catch a glance
before you fades away frm me slowly?
Once you are alone,
thr's no return of you agn.
So i hope to take a glance
of you first before you are gone..
away frm me agn..
i am blaming myself nw..
all is my fault de loh
wat cn any1 do nw nehx?
NTH!!
i am only cuzing pain to myself
only..
cuz i cuz the whole ting de ..
how it started nehx?
frm me!!
me!!
me!!
no1 noe de ...
i nw is only tinking of a
perfect way to punish myself only..
so i am happy to receive any punishment
i gave myself .. ..
i will take it willing de .. ..
wifout regrets de ..
so u dun cry le(:
wipe ur tears bahx...
smile(:
tc bahx ..
wish u all the best in everting everting u do.
(:
u may says u understand
but dun tell any1 okies?
i dun wish any1 to worry anymre
i not worth it at all de(:
tc horx(:
i gonna on my tap le..
hehex(:
but i wan u to off urs horx!!!
hahas...
smile bahx .. ..
O.o
cute cute sia(:
