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Monday, September 1 || 17:43
why does tis tym hurts mre than it shld?
why i 2dae suddenly
tink of the past again?
cn i help it if
i drops a single tear agn?
Am i even fit to forgive myself?
NO!!
To me, i myself is nth..
but is only a burden to others.
i'll only brg them unhappiness
and sadness wif me...
So, i will only hide myself &
disappear in he shadows..
when i bad mood, i will only shows
it when i am alone..
i dun wish to vent it on others...
Tat's y, i decided to run away &
be wf myself instead.
Running away wont solve
anyting, bt ony buy me tym only..
Are regrets apporoaching me nw?
Perhaps, heaven is juz punishing me of
wat i deserve only .. ..
i noe by shiftin all the blames on myself,
i'm selfish..so be it!
bu, tat is the only
ting i cn do to forgive myself . .
ppl says luv comes & go .. ..
is it true?
lalalalalalalalalaalalalalaa .. ..
haix...i nw emo again le ...
dots . . .
dun judge me as wat i am nw..
i might not be her...
i juz hope brighten up all
my frens day by making
them smile & happy happy de everdae! O.o
cuz me, everyting changes u till lyk tis..i noe
sry bahx...
i didnt mean for all tis to
happen either..
so muc tings happened in juz a short tym sia...
sometimes..juz cnt control tears de..
haix..EMO-tonal de wo sia .. ..
Memories so close to me,
juz fades away frm me as tym goes by.
Tings tat were once hidden frm me,
were they the reality i had to face?
Smetimes, infront of u,
i dun dare to cry bt alwys hides my
tears aside until u r gone .. ..
If facing reality would help, i would have done so long ago..
Facing them will only deepen my cut everytym...
Juz tinking back memories were already so hard..
let alone facing reality le.
1 day, am i rly able to stand up & face troubles alone?
fighting alone ma?
when will tis day ever cum nehx?
In dreams, everting is illusions!
Bt by the tym i wakes up,
will i ever finds myself in the
world of reality & facts le ma?
By the tym i understand the whole ting,
will it be too late for everting?
2dae marks a new beginning for everting &
is aso brandon's birthday!
HAPPY BIRHTDAE! O.o
tat's y i using my fav. colour!
MUSHROOM O.o .. ..
