-- letting go? -- <3
-- who loves you? -- <3
-- cn you hear i love you? -- <3
-- love me -- <3
*yawn*
haix.
i juz woke up only.
afternoon nappy marrs..
my mother says i piggy le lo.
hahas..♥
2day i stayed at hm the whole day lo.
is B-O-R-I-N-G de lo♥
so i took nappy marss..
nth else to do in the afternoon marrs anyw(:
i very lazy rite? <3
hahas..i gto sun burn frm ytd sia.
pain pain lo.
but nvm ytd very funny sia.
david pumped me 2 times somemre!!
hahas..(:
ytd cy cried aso lo.
we 5 ppl ltr den went heartland in the evening lo.
5 as in me, joyce, cy, sk & jasmine lo.
in the afternoon ytd,
pinkie piglet actually
treat me,cy & joyce ice cream only.
hehex..but we evil larrs..
so in the end is
all 5 of us + david got treat lorrs..
all 5 of us bought ice cream while david
bought drink lorrs..
hahas..
total $9+ sia..
nw suddenly it is raining heavily..
& i'm emo.
tat's the end(:
dun ask me why.
i alwys hope to brighten up other ppl's world..
even though mine was...
sad.
but i nv fails to try my best to
lit up their smiles<3
lyk ytd i did my best to
make cy smile...
but she didn't.
at tat exact moment,
i felt useless enough le <3
it was ytd tat i knew
every1 of us had problems of
our own.
struggling how to handle them♥
i felt useless not able to help penguiin either.
equally useless as i can't help myself
& ppl around me to be happy <3
i rly am tat USELESS aren't i?
if you wan to cry,
i'll be thr♥
if you needs some1 to talk to
i'll be thr♥
juz dun do anyting to hurt urself
anymre okies marrs? -_-''
juz promise a simple promise lyk
tis & you tell me you couldn't.
pls dun hurt urself & me anymre le cn?
ppl do break promises♥
me,
you,
..
but the main point is
wat you learnt frm ur mistakes!<3
& not to repeat it ever.
let me remind you.
you promised me before not to ----- le.
but till now,
i still find you doing so!
why is tat so nerrs?
pls stick to ur promises
since you made them♥
but since you broke them,
you still own an explaination.
till 2day i still duno why you
did tat for?
ur doing is only making the rest of
very worried abt you.
STOP IT WILL YOU?!?
pls hang in thr.
i'm coming for you<3
regrets alwys seems
to alwys hold onto ur heart,
nv to let go♥
could i move on lyk before?
could i even forget
wat happened in the past?
i had fallen..
& i seems i can't get up.
illusions are sth tat are nv real<3
Nobody understand me truly.
sometym words are taken frm my mouth.
..
Heart was broken
Her smile turned to tears.
Scars were tattooed on her ever since tat day.
Tears ran down her face everyday♥
Now,
frens said she's changed.
At nite,
all she does is sit alone & cry.
black is my broken <3.
I'm gng to smile lyk nth's wrong.
Talk lyk everting's prefect.
Act lyk it's all a dream.
& pretend it's not hurting me♥
i didn't say it was ur fault.
i said i was gng to blame you(:
hearing those words,
make me weaker.
day by day past,
& soon i'll not be so strong anymre♥
A day passed.
A light faded.
I'm juz a nth trying to find myself
in tis place of confusion, struggling.
Tears of mine dropped sliently,
not for you,
not for any1.
Love me as is tis was the
last moment we had together♥
-- MrOwR -- <33
-- roar? --
loveeees you♥
