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Wednesday, October 1 || 19:29
haix..i did sth wrong agn le.
ytd..i shouldnt had cried.
shouldnt had called.
i only cn say i'm sry wif a smile to u.♥
sry to make it sound lyk it
was all ur fault..
when it is otherwise..
nw is my fault i landed you
to tis state.
i duno hw else to face you
anymre le.
i plan to run away
as far as i cn.
but tis is reality..
which 1 day i had to face.
but hw else could i do nehx?
i'm rly sry to cause you lyk tis.
although sry is juz
an excuse only.♥
nw i dun even dare to cry infront of my frens.
wat am i scared of?
cry cuz of tis?
why am i so weak?
am i juz a person who will juz cry so easily?
a person who is bad but is recognized as a good person?
well.......................
i am nt sure abt myself anymre le.
nw de wo..
is uncertain,
helpless de wo.
only will cry in the dark alone.
not having frens ard me when i emo,
....
cuz i'll even treat them even mre badly.
tis way,...
i will nv forgive myself.♥
nw i noe le..
ppl ard me will only be
ill-treated by me only.
when i am bad mood..
i will vent it on them?
only frens close to me will
noe the ans..
ans tis truthfully.
dun bluff urself
&& me any further le.
i hope to alwys run away in situations lyk tis.
but i couldn't .. haix
mushroom nw very all stuffed up!
dun feels lyk eating le..
too full to eat anyting le.
haix....wat could i do nehx??♥
i noe i did tings wrongly always.
i shouldn't had told any1 ma.
i shouldn't let anyting out
no matter how bad i am feeling.
no matter how much i wanted to cry.
i must keeps it all in.
i aso noe lots lots of ppl
dun lyk cuz of tis problem too.
haix...
i rly duno wat to do..
wat not to do.
i sometimes felt helpless but
could not express it out.
or go to frens either.
i rly am a failure.
can't even protect my loved frens....
penguiin i'm sry..i will alwys loves you no matter wat♥
i hope i'll alwys be thr for you
&& hope you will foreva & eva be my best penguin♥
&& me be ur forever mushroom♥
i loves ya♥
hahas...
i duno how i manage to laugh):
i didn't noe wat happened to me either.
i juz am a failure lyk i said earlier.
cant even protect my love ones.
penguin, sk
they are all i had.
rest are alwys thr for me,
but are only juz as busy..as bees!!
hahas
all are my love ones!!♥
NW I TELL YOU ALL!
ALL TIS IS MY FAULT DUN SAY ANYMRE LE.
I DUN WISH ANY1 TO SHIFT ANY BLAMES TO ANY1.
i aso didnt mean to says it out
to my fens de.
i juz blurted it out.
i couldn't take it anymre so i juz cried it all out.
if u dun believe,
i duno wat to say le.
