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Friday, October 3 || 20:19
i was walking hm when suddenly it
started to rain.
every1 ran for shelter..
every1 except me(:
hahas shhhhh...(:
then. ..
the sky was very dark &&
began to rain heavily..
but i duno why i juz walked on.
i duno wat happened to me then
&& wat i was tinking abt & i juz walked on.
i walked hm silently & seems to be
tinking of tings very seriously..
but my mind was totally blank!
i duno why why too..
&& 2day i quite childish sia
i so big big le still
go play swings ar
& climb here climb thr ar..
hahas very fun sia
i & huiting go play cuz nth else
to do..hehex..
i was lyk a monkey loh..
1 min run here.
1 min run thr.
1 min will disappear le.
i didn't quite ate lots haix..
duno maybe no appetite bahx..
haix...
actually 2day i shld be studying at mac de.
den in the end didn't even studied anyting loh.
&& yc says wan go mac study nv go.
i aso no mood study so didnt go loh.
& 2day in the evening i
suddenly realised so late le
den juz took bag go loh.
anyw no1 will noe i go or not le ma de ma.
hahas...
sian diao loh nw...
OH YA!!
2day we got the maths paper 1 && geo.!!
wa..the maths lots careless sia..
i so sadded sia..
but the geo still okies okies la..
mr.chia set de still okies nt do difficult(:
i still rmb ytd we still go find mr.chia
last min loh..
ask all the questions la,
all duno de loh.
so until 4 + den rch pl.
but aso studied not a lot la.
nxt mon the sci paper,
i hope still cn score bahx..
scared scared sia :b
i bored.
bored.
bored.
.
..
...
i still rmb in the mrng
i was scared by a fake cockroach loh!!!
i screamed lyk hell loh..hahas..
cuz they said shake hand for gd luck
only den i duno duno de ma.
den juz held out my hand && saw the
cockroach loh!
i scared sia hahas...
& joyce forgot bring calculater
but in the end still manage to borrow 1.
but she used jack de cuz she duno
hw to use the other 1.
haix..
she shld borrow frm
ms.li loh...
nvm..
wat past is past le..
wat matters nw i hw u gng to
live the future.
no matter wat you do or plan to do,
i juz wanna let u noe tat
i'll 4ever be thr for u no matters wat happens.
juz rmb thr are alwys ur frens tat
u cn reley on.
&& rmb to be careful of wat u says out.
cuz sometimes, wifout u knowing,
u may un-intentionly hurts some1.
learn hw to forgive ppl for wat they said.
they may hav alr regretted..
tink twice before doing anyting
tat you may regret.
u r rite..
gives urself mre chances..
but isn't it too late nw?
for me too.
i noe a lot of tings troubling
me but juz didn't wan to say out.
why?
well.....
tat a question for me to noe,
&& for u to find out bahx..(:
haix...bless you tc
when i saw you tis happy,
i hope tym cn be still for a min.
so ur happy face will 4ever remains
wat it is nw.
but i noe tat's impossible.
juz wan to see ur smile lighted up..
i hope you will be bless 4ever...
2day it is as if my heart died a sudden death.
i duno wat makes me says tis.
i felt very emo & could be able to cry out anytym.
i duno la..
d
u
n
o
......
....
..
..
i nw very confused le..
ARRRRRGH!!
duno wat to do den rite?
duno wat to say when face to face wif you!
is thr ending supposed to
be lyk tis?
i rly duno wat the hell
i wanted,
needed,
....
only god noes.
watever u gone through,
it was too much.
although i didn'y noe wat else
to say or do..
i juz wan to apologize for
all i had done.
& i won't forget anyting de..
why shld i?
nvm...juz cherish watever
u have nw before
history repeats itself...agn...
juz rmb...!
when u are sad,
juz glaze at the night sky.
&& u'll find a star tat belongs to u..
alone...
whr u would be loved..for who u are.
&& cherished as who u are.
tcxxx♥
