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Friday, October 24 || 15:59
yoyoyo(;
2day no sckol le..
quite bored though.
i couldn't go out 2day though.
my mummy maybe bringing me out
to buy sckol shoes.
cuz my shoes got small hole le lo.
b-o-r-e-d sia!!
haix..
i 2day helped my gong gong cleaned the windows.
i scared heights somemre sia ♥
arrrgghhhh(;
but nvm help help ma..
but in the end is all i did alone.
while my bro slacking all the way sia.
haix..
cnt help it though.
gong gong then very scared i'll fall down
then sat dwn watch me..
watch ar watch ar
he fell asleep le lo.
hahas(:
gong gong so cute sia(; ♥
but he old le cnt let hym climb the ladder hymself marrs.
then i helped hym since i nth to do marrs.
i still rmb when i small gal tat tym
he dots me so much de lo ♥
now he old le marrs still will sometym buys
tings or food for us.
so in return help hym marrs..
den whenever national day,
he'll cum over & helped us hanged the flag.
den i'll stand below holding the flag for hym.
how i wish i could nv grow up(; ♥♥
hahas .. .. den got sweets or anyting
he will buy for me or my bro to eat.
when mummy dun let me eat then
he'll neak in sweets for me de.
i loveeees hym <33
he'll always be my cute gong gong(; ♥
Ytd was the last day of sckol though (23.10.08)
on 22.10.08 told us who gng poa or a maths or dnt or .. de
but i was called.
lucky lucky me sia(; ♥
but joyce, qy & cy was called out.
left me & vincent thr nia.
i was so scared sia.
i felt lyk crying seeing my frens 1 by 1
go out.
haix..
but ytd i know le.
i'll be gng 3a nxt year.
i should be happy happy de.
but when i knew penguiin's de.
i cried.
i dun bear to leave 2c'08
i'll miss penguiin the penguiin <3
i'll miss hym <3
i'll miss mama tan the mummy of 2c'08 <3
i'll miss cy the mango <3
i'll miss qy the 1 always happy de <3
i'll miss ting xin the 1 always thr for me <3
i'll miss david always the 1 making ppl laugh <3
i'll miss cheryl pang pang the face i missed.
i'll miss huiting the small gal who is loved.
i'll miss vincent the 1 asking me to go sckol 2gather,
making me laugh <3
i'll miss jimmy the funny guy <3
i'll miss tingxuan. the t-rex <3
i'll miss yuan xi the 1 who loves comics <3
i'll miss jiayi the 1 calling me ah zhen <3
i'll miss amanda the panda <3
i'll miss suhana the nana <3
i'll miss yichuan the band-er & my 1st fren <3
i'll miss alistair the mischevious 1 <3
i'll miss shianglin the banana <3
i'll miss henry the piggy <3>
i'll miss kok how the bob <3>
i'll miss hanafi the pearl de face <3>
i'll miss dominic the 1 always get bullied <3
i'll miss jack the bully <3
i'll miss terence the emo teddy gay <3>
Make sure you all must rmb mushroom always horrs(;
speaking until here i cry le la.
i sure will always rmb 2c'08.
after tat,
i went to pl of cuz.
it was beginning to rain le.
but nth matters to me anymre le.
i duno why i cried ytd when heard tis song.
i cried & cried ♥
i meet edmund ytd though.
pri sckol de fren.
penguiin says we looked alike sia!!
.. dots ..
-_-''
hahas(:
i felt rly rly useless ytd too.
i thought he did so cuz me.
but come to tink of it.
why should he anyw? ♥
hahahahahahahahaha
i so stupid sia.
but nvm le..since i noe nt cuz me..
den wat mre cn i say ♥
only cn blame i stupid ma.
so naive tinking is all my fault of all
wat he done.
funny when i come to tink of it though.
i juz wan to tell you dun tired urself out le.
if you cnt take it,
juz quit.
Ytd i kept blaming myself all day.
who call i so naive nerrs? ♥
hahas(:
i cried & cried.
but wat the fcuking use?
no use de!!
nth gonna helps.
nth!!!
i am tired le.
so tired.
you asked me an question.
& i answered you ♥
i rly duno wat to do le.
i aso duno wat to do than is rite/wrong.
i am rly tired now..juz lyk you.
tis song.. ♥
i hav been listening tis song alot times le.
through all the times i got through.
tis song explains how i feels nw.
tis way are we hurting each other mre?
or less?
i'm already trying my best tp punish
myself & tired myself out le ♥
ppl says why do all tis cuz tis nehx?
i said nth.
i told myself to not regret anyting
when i'm given the last chance to
at least do sth to
make you happy(;
i cnt help it but tears are coming down now.
hahas..i'm crying agn le ma?
i felt so guilty & selfish.
From the day you tore tat paper,
my ♥ had already been bleeding non-stop le.
i now am only left wif
music to occupy my ♥
whenever i cried.
& tat is tis song.
i had nv regretted anyting though ♥
Ytd nite.
i cried.
i cried rly badly.
1. cuz i cnt bear to leave my frens & penguiin.
suddenly wifout them,
i felt hollow,
empty ♥
2. touched by our 2c's class video ytd.
made by jiayi.
whole class almost cried sia ♥
3. i dun wish to talk abt it though.
i almost dehaydrated ytd sia ♥
cried, cried & cried de mushroom <3
i felt tat thr's no way out of tis dark place ♥
i can't face another day.
thr's nth i cn say tat i had done.
i tried & gave everting i got.
the cheerfulness i seek is hidden frm me nw ♥
i let you all down.
you trust in me,
believe in me & i let you down ♥
& i prayed some1 will
come & take the pain away frm my ♥.
i can't see another way ♥
