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Friday, November 7 || 17:57
2day i finally changed my skin lerrs ..
haix .. ..
diao .. dots ..
nice ma?
hahas .. cool! ;D ♥
actually 2day i duno wat got over me agn. ;x
feel all stressed in my heart.
lyk no matter wat i did aso wrong de.
i'm always wrong.
useless aren't i?
quite hilarious though. ♥
joyce went to china 2day.
in the mrng, 8 board plane.
have fun.
loveeees you. ♥
.. you said why can't i trust you le?
but did you tink wat did you to to lose my trust? ♥
u promised me sth but didn't do it.
we even signed on it. ♥
♥.. but you broke it in the end.
why?
i noe i'm in no position to say anyting..
cuz i broke mine too. ♥
tat's why no matter wat you did,
i didn't blame you.
even if i did blame any1,
i'll only blame myself.
cuz i was the 1st to brk mine promises 1st.
& for tat ..
i'll not forgive myself. ♥
i'm sry to brk mine,
i juz wish all of my frens will live happily everday only.
tat's all.
it is too much to ask for too? ♥
Love Makes My World So Bright.
But At The Same Tym,
It Could Brg Darkness To My World. ♥
Once It's Out Of Our Control,
It's No Longer Sth We Can Control Lerrs. ♥
whenever i qurallel or crying or need some1 to talk to,
i'll always faces my back on them.
i dun wish to see any1 or let them see my crying face.
because mostly tat tym,
i'll be crying. ♥
either in my room locked up,
or somewhr else whr thr's no1 thr.
i hope to let it all out while not facing them.
But .. it's difficult. ♥
i somehow can't do it.
i always seems to fail though.
den i would end up crying, ..
always. ♥
i only noe how to cry & cry & cry!!
Am i such an coward?!?
why can't i juz face up to the facts?!?
i'm only a failure. ♥
i still rmb ..
thr's 1 tym i qurallel very badly wif some1 juz before the exams.
i was scared, cold then. ♥
it was raining as i walked through the rain.
i duno wat's on my mind.
since then, ..
Tis little girl fell in love wif the rain. ♥♥
tat's why i loveeeees rain so much.
tat's why my story started on the day it rained.
special huh? .. hahas ..
.. when i reached hm tat day,
i locked myself in the room for the rest of the day.
refusing to eat or rest or anyting. ♥
i didn't said anyting since i stepped foot into the hrs.
i bathed & tat's it.
.. & the nxt day i was sick, as i expected. ♥
but i said nth & faces the cold world.
To me then,
i loveees rain & broken my promises. ♥
tings went bad,
tings were said & done but i smiled & faced my everday.
i was happy everyday juz lyk old times,
.. or was i? ♥
was i tat strong tat i supposed i am?
i dun even noe myself now. ♥
i'm drifting away further & further away frm myself le.
even i'm a stranger to myself lerrs. ♥
