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Saturday, November 29 || 20:13
Can yooe live without me? ❤Juz wat yooe were before yooe met me?
A life full wif meanings?
❤ Could yooe?
If yooe could,
.. i wish to bless you wif all i could.
i aso wish yooe could escape from all tis now,
& be juz lyk before.
As happi as ever.
Rly .. i do.
I wish yooe eternal happy-ness forever.
.. but not wif me.. ); .... x/3
i hope yooe will learn to let go so yooe'll stop hurting
urself lyk tat.
i duno how i managed to say all tis.
i aso duno wat made me say all tis too.
i juz couldn't says all tis infront of yooe.
❤ i juz couldn't.
.. & sry for hurting yooe all tis while.
I wished all tis could hurting .. both of us.
i juz hope tis word 'hurt' will disappear
frm ur minds as well as mine. ❤
Could tis end the suffering for yooe?
❤ Rewinding back to the past,
it was happiness as well as sadness too.
But both i'll keep. ❤
As both are my dearest memories.
I tink i decided to do tis as i hope to stop
tis hurting ting as quickly as possible.
Each day as i talked to yooe,
i felt lyk i was juz owning yooe too much.
I couldn't do all tis anymre. ❤
Although sometimes i do needs yooe ..
but tis doesn't matters anymre.
i juz didn't noe wat to do in return to stop yooe from suffering.
Although yooe didn't say yooe were, ..
but i knew it all along.
Dun tell me it isn't true.
I juz hope yooe'll find some1 better than me.
.... Who noe how to cherish yooe mre than any1 in tis love.
❤ Tat's wat yooe call true love.
Rmb yooe told me before?
Tat's true love is a feeling tat won't fade so easily?
Yooe den said mine wasn't true at all.
Cuz if it was,
it wouldn't had fade so easily.
.. so quickly.
well, .. ❤
for an moment i was tinking how to ans yooe back.
i was stunned for tat instance too.
x/3 .. Tat's the tym we lost confidence wif each other.
Considering tat i was juz playing playing.
For tat instance i was devastated.
No1 believed wat i said. ❤
i juz felt it all so wrong.
But others said so it wasn't true then.
i knew for tat period yooe were suffering too.
Juz tat yooe acted tough only.
But i wasn't tough or brave.
❤ i was alwys the 1 crying.
Tis is not ur fault but mine.
i was the 1 hurting yooe lyk tis 1st.
Tat's why i came to a decision.
❤ Since i hurt yooe in the 1st place.
Why still waste tym on me?
Yooe are only making me so guilty only but nth esle.
For every moment yooe told me 520 ..
i didn't say anyting else but tried to act lyk nth.
It's not tat i couldn't feel it,
it's juz tat i couldn't take it. ❤
I have been tinking since i hurt yooe in the 1st place,
but shouldn't yooe juz let go?
I noe how hard it is to let go so such relationship
since so much had happened to us.
But, ..❤ how could yooe still hang on?
.. & juz pretended i'm juz lyk last tym?
Well .. i'm not anymre.
Ppl did tell me i changed.
i had been wanting to change back.
❤ Slowly, i'm back to my cheerfulness &
always acting tough.
But .. ❤
is it inside same as my outside?
Yooe shld be reading until
here lerrs ba?
i'm sry to hurt yooe lyk tis.
i noe yooe'll start emoing again after yooe
finish reading lerrs.
Den ur frens will start caring for yooe again lerrs.
Juz lyk old times rite? ❤
Juz lyk returning to last tym whr ur frens loved yooe so much.
❤ Having their warmth & caring wif yooe,
whrever yooe goes.
i noe yooe are very sad now lerrs after reading all tis.
Yooe said yooe're happi tat i said out tings.
But yooe're not now lerrs, aren't i rite?
Yes, i am.
Aren't yooe all quiet & emo now?!?
DUN TELL ME NO! x/3
Even if yooe says no,
dun tink i would not noe.
Den yooe'll start wondering if i knew tis
will happen,
why do i still writes all tis?
well ..
i duno ..
But can yooe dun act infront of me? ❤
Ur voice & all tells me all lerrs.
❤ Dun need hide anyting frm me.
Do yooe tinks i rly stupid?
or juz trying to cover it up?
Frm ur voice i noe everyting. x/3
Yooe feels lyk everting yooe do,
aso cnt helps anyting.
YOOE ARE WRONG!
Yooe already helped me a lot a lot lerrs.
Juz tat yooe urself keeps telling urself
yooe hadn't done enugh yet.
❤ Am i rite?
i juz felt tired after so many tings had happened to me.
❤ i'm sry.
i'm already hopeless lerrs.
i noe inside it'll keeps on telling yooe
to give up on me lerrs.
Juz give up on her lerrs ba.
i noe .. .. );
yooe only needs some1 who'll treat yooe better?
..& i dun tink i'm the 1.
i only brought yooe unhappiness.
Face it. ❤
i duno how to give up too.
Do yooe noe how much it hurts inside too? );
❤ Pls Leave Ur Footprints When You Leaves.
