hiie?
i duno wat happened me sia?
nvm .. ..
2day i had trng at plcc.
frm mrng 830 to 11 .
it was very tiring though.
but i didn't ask for anyting else. ♥
i hope you dun see tis post.
i almost couln't hold it during trng.
♥
is tis the rite way for me to do?
to do tis to myself?
.. .. ♥
anyw after trng i went to eat..
finally ate though ..
haix..
joyce asked me why must i torture myself tis way?
may i ask the same question back to you?!?
do you still rmb the ting you signed wif me?
tat u promised chee xiu zhen & lai sok kuan
not to hurt urself anymre?
still rmb? ♥
or long forgotten? ♥
..
after eating..
we went to play bb lerss.
wifout johnathon aso..sec 3 de .. ♥
i duno wat's wif me 2day too.
so i juz went hm early.
feel lyk shutting myself in my room the whole day. ♥
& here am i now.
listening to tis song too.
have you listened to..
'shuo hao de xing fu ne' ?
tat's a nice song (: ♥♥
well..at least for me..
i tink it is.
Tings had not been easy for me
tis few days duno why.
i juz felt terrible.. ♥
& can't be expressed out.
including hurting me, myself.
i tried & tried.
why can't i?
why?
♥
why am i lyk so far away frm every1 else?
am i feeling tired nw?
how long must tis feeling last?
is thr any remedy for tis? ♥
i can't hold out much longer.
i'm gonna fall 1 day. ♥
well..
at least i learnt sth.
learn to smile when u feel lyk crying. ♥
.. suitable for me though.
sick of crying,
tired of crying,
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying. ♥
tears for me juz came dwn lyk rain.
& do i believe tym changes everting?
yes, i do. ♥
tym changes a person completely until u tink she's a stranger. ♥
tym changes love even though it's strong or not. ♥
tym changes how one tinks. ♥
why must i smile or laugh when actually i'm crying? ♥
why can't i juz come out & say wat i wan?
but i dun wan,
i didn't. ♥
i must wait a little longer to hide
those thoughts frm my heart. ♥
cn tym heal & hide everting?
is thr a point of no return? ♥
Love is lyk an ice-cream. ♥
when you 1st saw it.
it's colourful & pretty & tastes sweet. ♥
but as tym goes by,
it changes everting.
ice-cream melts. ♥
it does not look pretty lerrs.
it's not colourful anymre lerrs.
& it does even not taste sweet anymre lerrs.
.. ♥
Eating the ice-cream alone,
it tastes bitter. ♥
Eating the ice-cream 2 person together,
it tastes sweet. ♥
Eating the ice-cream 3 person together or mre,
it tastes different lerrs,
not bitter or sweet,
but it tastes sour. ♥
i duno wat love is?
Do You? ♥
Cn any1 gives me to wat love actually is?
love may tastes sweet for some. ♥
bitter for some.
& sour for some.
but wat else nerrs?
i tink love is a simple but not easy to understand ting. ♥
lonely is wat i am now.
it cn nv change.
will i bring a sunny day?
or a rainy day?
No1 traces me when i went away. ♥
if thr's happiness in the beginning,
den i won't be lost in ever1's comments.
i hope i'll nv be lost agn. ♥
tat's tat tym.
but rite now,
i'm already lost.
lost in my ♥.
Love let me tinks it's a stranger completely. ♥
idk how to say out love,
how to express, etc .. ..
so i gave up?
yar, tat's wat i did. ♥
is tat's all the reason?
tinks wat you tinks barrs.
i had no control of ppl's tinking.
if i had,
i wouldn't be wat i'm now. ♥
i'm not strong at all.
my heart feels so empty lerrs. ♥
Love falling apart now?
