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Wednesday, November 5 || 21:03
summary of mushroom's day ♥ :
i 2dae got mrng trng.
it was a short 1.
frm 8 to 10 only barss ..
den must go back sckol for gym.
frm 3 left only 2.
me & ros. ♥
den after gym i alone lerss.
quite emo de lo.. ♥
so i called mr.pinkie come.
counsel, counsel marrs .. (:
hahas .. shhhh
den ard 2+ go luhhs lo.
♥
i duno why tis few days felt
quite stress.
feeling tat i started everting.
u all can't blame me for saying so. ♥
i must had my reasons.
juz tat i chose to keep silence.
dun ask me anyting. ♥
even closest frens could feel tat sth was wrong.
even some told me tings tat were true
but hurtful. ♥
i dun wish to say it out.
even face to face.
& i'm NOT running away. ♥
i juz need to face it, alone!
pls dun ask me anyting or anymre.
♥
juz rmb to forgive & forget.
hurtful tings were meant to be forgotten.
but sry. ♥
for me, i can't.
maybe others didn't mean it at all,
but they may hurt ppl withou them knowing. ♥
i 2dae juz felt lyk being drenched.
although i noe i will get worse.
i hope to suffer alone. ♥
without others wif me.
wat happened? you may asked.
well,
i didn't noe tat abt myself. ♥
♥
Am i tired lerrs?
could i continue?
In love is thr choices you could take? ♥
Do you feel struggled lyk how i'm now?
Am i to run away? ♥
♥
Who am i anyw?
wat choices could be given?
i'm rly hurt real real deep. ♥
although, .. you may not mean it,
it still cut me real deep. ♥
i thought you would understand why i'm dong so.
but i thought wrong after all.
wat am i rite abt anyting anyw?
i'm juz an ordinary girl tat could walk away anytym. ♥
No1 could trace me even when you wan to.
The promises i all gave were broken, by me. ♥
i noe, & i'm sry.
nth cn be done to undo them.
when i broke those promises,
my mind was blank. ♥
wat was i tinking then?
wat was i feeling lyk?
crying?
could i even help it?
i couldn't! ♥
..
sometimes crying & getting into rains do help it.
& listening songs.
for some reasons,
i would juz cry when tinking back. ♥
After all,
is all my fault.
why can't tings juz past by without pain?
whenever you may sees me smile when it's fake,
dun say anyting or i couldn't take it de. ♥
juz all of you all happy happy derrs
& i could lit up ur smiles everday i happy le. ♥
At least i'll noe when i not happy,
others still cn be happy de. (:
waaaa...
i sound lyk so noble sia..
lols .. ..
when are tis gng to end? ♥
♥
Once Upon A Tym, I Had Fallen & Couldn't Get Up.
It Was Then, I Realised I Couldn't Stand Up
& Remained Strong Lyk Before.
Wat Had Happened In Tis Short While?
Tat's For Me To Noe & For You To Find Out. ♥
