Tmr i'm gng to eat sakura buffet.. & gng sci centre again.
But tis tym i'm gng
wif my family & my cousins.
Hahas .. i still rmb last tym
i went to sci centre wif my frens.
For a sckol trip.
It was fun & thr is alot alot tings to
learn from thr.
They are very interesting too.
Thr aso got mac thr.
... sooo hungry lerrs can go thr.
But shld be won't derrs la.
Got buffet to eat lyk a piggy lerrs sia.
I scare scckol reopens lerrs,
i'll looks lyk a piggy sia.
But shld be won't derrs la.
I'm controlling my diet prefectly lerrs..
MUHAHAHAHA .. dots ..
.. & plus i nowadays got bb matches,
traning .. & waiting for zone lerrs.
Shld be busy until dun need eat lerrs hahas ..
Oh Yaaaaa!!
i still rmb on the day before the YT's match.
We got trng before tat.
Ard train for 1 hour plus lerrs,
den we go eat at the NUS canteen thr.
I & sk ate .. joyce drank .. elis nv eat anyting.
Then,
elis sat besides me marrs.
Then.. i fed her eat lots lots of my food.
Mr teo says derrs ma.
Got good thing must share share derrs.
.. & aso ust eat marrs.
Den she nv eat then bo bian i fed her lorrs.
Hahahas .. we shared 1 share of chicky Chop (chicken chop).
I was the last to finish as usual.
Then we went back to ccab lorrs.
Get warmed up lerrs den start lerrs lo.
Waiting by every hour.
WAiting by every min.
Waiting by every secs.
For all for wat,
It's juz for a stupid call.
I would rather not wait for
5 hour plus or mre juz for a call.
Tat's stupid .. rite?
Waiting for sth tat are never meant to happen.
Tat's only for stupid people to do.
Well at least,
i was 1 of the stupids .. LAST TYM.
Now lyk i said before tings do change,
So does love.
Love can last long only if thr are agreement
.. & not so much disagreements.
But .. for me,
nth lasts.
Nth at all.
I changed a lot.
Tat's wat ppl says.
But others changed too.. some might says.
.. & i agree.
But the reason of her changing,
Is cause me?
Am i the real cause?
Is it cause of my attitude problem tat led to ur actions.
I asked her,
She said it's cuz got lots of disagreements
& further mre we can't communicate properly then.
Tat's why he said doesn't means always aso
others' ppl fault.
It was mine too tat all those tings happened.
MY PROBLEM.
I noe lerrs.
Tat day while i was on the bus alone.
I cried.
Not because wat yooe said
were wrong & i felt lost among them.
But ..
Yes. i felt lost among all those tings said.
But tat not means yooe were wrong.
I cried.
Cuz i felt so it was my fault
to blame but not any1 else.
I caused the problem myself ..
& i didn't knew all along.
I felt desvestated.
I didn't trust yooe in the beginning.
Tinking why yooe would do all those tings.
But now,
With every tears i shed,
i knew it my fault.
I should not ask ppl why they did so,
but reflects on myself instead.
After all tis,
i hoped yooe had stopped & learnt
a valuable lesson.
Cherish the ones who cares abt yooe.
Or even loves them.
❤ 爱情的迷宫
