“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”
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Tuesday, March 31 || 19:38
haix... finally today is gng to end le.After soooooo long,it's finally ending.Today has been such a long day.HAIZ... Boo-hoo. My monkey spoils.The keychain dropped out. haix...sian. But no tym to tink abt tat lerrs. i gng cmi soon.
I rly duno whether is misunderstanding or wat.I felt so terrible.Today after sckol i was eating,when i saw hym walked past.i suddenly rmb wat t-rex said.so i asked hym wat happened?... I broke down rly hard.I hid in the toilet but joyce found me.Den i juz straight go back canteen and threw the food away.I cried infront of joyce.Joyce den brought me to the gym besides thr..I broke down straight.I tried calling t-rex.wanting hym to explain wat is all tis abt?But didn't prevail.... i didn't knew wat to do..but cried it all out.I looked lyk a goldfish lorrs.so saddened.i still got trng.I juz sat thr crying, wif joyce sitting thr.looking at me.Of course i went for the trng,but saw hym.Tried not to cry lerrs.But couldn't stop.Each tym i listened to TAT song,my wound would get deeper each tym.i didn't know wat to do.Wat's rite?& wat's wrong?Maybe all i said 1.IS ME!!
But, .. he believed.& hope the other crush.. will be hundred times better last tym derrs.All the best..But at least i noe joyce was thr ..when i poured out my tears....... i juz cried immediately seeing wat he wrote.I didn't wan to add anyting mre to it either.Maybe juz to make hym tink.. if it rly was me...WHo said all tat.Played games against 'c' boys.waaa,damn tu lan lorrs.They pushed, ellbow derrs.Damn tu lan lorrs.Duno why.Duno is tu lan ..or juz me, myself... tmr still got national match against SAC.Hope will win mre mre barrs.den trng ended.. went hm lerrs.Maybe the truth do not need to be dug out,juz leave it lyk tis.Leaving it lyk tis,will not hurt anyone... but only me.Mre worth it then everyne suffers wif me.So letting me take it all...is maybe for a better change.
Tuesday, March 24 || 20:34
today ran 2.4km agn.so bo bian ran lo.. is 12.52mins.i 1st tym so high but hurt until my ankle.duno why juz didn't felt tat elated... could some1 pls come over and lend me a listening ear?i duno wat i did was rite or not?... but i guess it didn't makes any difference.it's the same?joyce, thks for today.For ur accompany for whenever i needs it.i rly needed tat.well .. today actually went to study derrs.but duno why go until the boys' trng lorrs.... well no comment lorrs.scolded by joyce sia.. den i cried.hahas she bullied me lorrs.jking (:den played 5 on 5.'c' boys wif girls + boys.well ... i was same wif hym.thought he didn't wan to play de.so juz said anyting cuz in the endwon't be playing de cuz not enough ppl marrs.den he played marrs.den my rite arm duno why got cuts sia.den at 1st,joyce dun believe me lorrs.say wat i slash ar..but .... i didn't.anyw, i played badly.didn't seem to be in good mood lorrs.den played wif shurong, weikiaw, joyce, 2 'c' boys de and me.3 on 3.den played until quite rough in the ending lorrs.was duno why rly rly .. haix duno larrs.maybe it's true.duno heard wat exacctly but was .. ..duno larrs.was is not obivous enough?Is it not enough to make me believe?cuz nth ..hahas..........................sry anyw...and joyce , always rmb wat i told yooe.. (:Happy to see yooe so hardworkingin ur studies.study hard barrs....
Saturday, March 21 || 17:01
Now tat i had fixed my msn,is my blog now..haix.
i must change blogskin barrs.
yooe must be wondering why i
am typing my text on the rite.
cuz .. ppl who used internet cnt see wat's on
the left marrs.
some used firefox or others can see barrs ..
if i not wrong la..
{ It has been 11 days lerrs .. .. ;}
Monday, March 16 || 15:29
HIIE.... now i at com lap 2 for the ict.Only ... 7 ppl here sia.Sian... duno do wat now lorrrs.So i'm here blogging hahas.
Thursday, March 12 || 13:31
SIAN!!!Now at com lap den edmund sooooooo irritating....ytd was how i faced hym.i noe i was selfish .. and very bad.Although i cried badly.AT 1ST,.. I DIDN'T KNEW WAT TO DO.tIS WAS AWLFUL......haix all tis bad.. was done by me.so all is rly rly rly my fault...i didn't knew wat to do lo..my eyes was lyk pain lyk hell...i knew his too.haix...
