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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”

Friday, May 29 || 22:18

i rly dk wat's wrong?
Feeling so ..
idk.
Weird de.
Tmr is weikiaw's birthday.
Forcing me go worrs?
Collect presents?
Lols. :D

Today took back report bk.
Haix.
Overall i all pass.
So lucky.
Must work hard for EOY le.
OMG!
...
Bought present for wk & gd.
Gave wk her purple care bear.
Gave gd his present.
But he ran away.
Didn't noe wat to do & react.
Haix.
Heard wat he said.
Didn't noe real or fake.
But hurts alot.
At least i made an effort to go buy it.
But didn't get appreciated.
Was rather sad..?
idk la.

Didn't knew wat dhe hell i did all wrong today lo?
Everyting aso wrong?
Everyting i do,
Or say ,
Or anyting aso seems all wrong.
Didn't noe wat's wrong wif me?
Is it juz me?
Or who?

I seems to be too stuck up & can't seems to breathe.
Misjudgement always happens.
& i can't seem to do wat's rite.
Idk wat's seem to be wrong.
I rly dk.
This is simply getting all ridiculous.
Idk wat dhe hell is wrong.
Felt so stuck up.
Not knowing wat is wrong.
Causing me not able to breathe & struggle.
I rly dk why is this happening? D;
I'm so tired of everyting.

{ Tired }

Wednesday, May 27 || 19:45

Was sooooo sick.
Hiax.
Didn't go to sckol today.
Was so sick in dhe mrng.
Ytd even worse.
Went to sckol.
But couldn't even concentrate properly lo.
Felt so terrible.
Temp was 39 ...
Wat dhe heck larrs.
Didn't went for pe of cuz.
Unless wan me to die.

Even worse,
Before pe,
was maths.
We went to maths hm.
So FREAKING COLD lorrs.
I slept on dhe table.
While rest of them,
played dhe equations game.
Haix.
So terrible to fall sick.
Nicole & wanqin & G & chindin keep telling me,
Go hm.
But i didn't.
Since sckol gng over le.
It makes no difference ma.
After sckol,
went to heartland lo.
Wif ly & ps.
Go thr eat.
I didn't eat though.
Dhun feel lyk.
Haix.
Ltr vomit agn. D;

Ly went hm after eating.
Cuz gng to work.
Me & ps dhen went to pl lo.
Dhen i juz sat thr looking at ppl play.
Cuz i can't play.
Ps dun let me anyw. :D
Started to rain.
I ran for shelter.
But dhe rest carried on playing.
Ps didn't wan me to get wet & sick even worse.
Waited for
Den went hm.

Today, in dhe mrng,
didn't go to sckol
Wanted to go.
But parents dhun let. D;
Went to see doctor.
Have 3 medicine to eat.
All 3 times 1 day.
So saddened lo.
I 1st tym go see doctor alone.
Scared. D;
He called me.
He told dhe teacher he will go toilet for 10 mins +,
cuz got stomachache.
Wth.. :D
Dhe teacher aso dumb enough to believe hym.
Haix.
Dhen i went to dhe clinic at 830am.
But waited until 9am,
dhe doctor dhen come.
Sooo late worrs.
I was given 2 days mc.
Today & tmr.
But i wan to go sckol tmr leh.
I'm soooo B.O.R.E.D at hm!
Haix.
Anyw my fever subside liao.
Juz tat need eat my medicine on tym nia.
idk tmr wan go sckol ma leh.
Haix.

Today slept for very looooong.
Can become piggy le.
I eat le medicine,
jiu slp.
WALAO.
Today was lyk keep coughing.
Haix.
but eat le medicine,
feel better le.
Juz wan to slp nia.
Dhe doctor said.
My body is very very weak.
Dhen my weight is decreasing.
Woots~
Wat a great way to lose weight. :D
Now i tink my weight is 35kg ba.
idk la.
35 kg-38kg.
Hahas.
Joyce didn't go to sckol today too.
She said cuz needs go hospital visits granny.
& was tired.
Yup..
Agree.
I felt so tired too.
Whole day staying at hm.
Nth to do.
Slacking & slpping.

So many ppl is falling sick now.
NOW NOW,
I WAN ALL OF YOOE TO TC URSELF!
IS TAT VERY VERY CLEAR? :D
hahas.
Reply in my tagboard horrs.
Waa~
I so popular worrs.
G & chindin wrote me in their blog.
Woots~
Gtg orh orh liao.
Nites :D

Realised le.
I'm juz freaking heartless.
Did so much.
Me?
No.
Juz 3 words.
yooe are rite.
Why i lyk tat?
I deserve to be sick.
Suffer mre.

Hym says:
scroll back to everything
A past. says:
?
A past. says:
wat ting?
Hym says:
think of wad i tel u this few days when u are sick
A past. says:
is tat why u cry?
Hym says:
nope
Hym says:
u wait
Hym says:
i explain
Hym says:
u sick that time
Hym says:
i will do everything
Hym says:
that i can
Hym says:
i wonder
Hym says:
rly wonder
Hym says:
i sick le
Hym says:
u just ask me tc
Hym says:
this 2 words
Hym says:
lols
Hym says:
thats y i will say
Hym says:
i am not worth of anything to u
Hym says:
just typing something on ur blog
Hym says:
is hard
Hym says:
lolx
Hym says:
get it now le rite
Hym says:
y dun u try
Hym says:
putting all the efforts on some1 and that person flush everything right back to u
Hym says:
realise something
Hym says:
i nv even scold u
Hym says:
noe y
Hym says:
cos i promised not 2

{❤ dumbdumb}

Saturday, May 23 || 15:58

Was doing maths. (:

Went to maths room for maths ytd,
& naka took a pic of me lo.
LOLs.
Her throat was very pain & she drank 2 bottles of water sia.
WTH!
Hahas.
& her throat is still hurting.
Saddened.
Days ago,
She banged until her head & was having headache though.
Hahas.
So careless sia.

Doesn't dhe cap ROCK?!?

Cute hors :D

Lyk so innocent.

SMILES!

Wooooots~

5 for 1.

CHEESEEE!

Weikiaw hoping ard.

okies ... dhat's me :D

pic Taken low.

SK & PS.

Ly & me.

AGn.

ICE-CREAM!! :D

Isn't it beautiful?

Cool boat. (:

Ps & ly.

Weikiaw,

me,

edmund &

sk.

'THE RAMEN GIRL'

PICS TAKEN AFTER EATING STEAMBOAT:

DHE START:

DHE END. :D

Taken at mrt.

sk, weikiaw & me.

Forgot to post on 1905 so now posting all dhe pics lo.

Hahas.

It was an unforgettable day.

We went to plaza sing to watch 'The Ramen Girl'.

Dhen went to bugis thr to eat steam boat.

Dhe steamboat got 2 diff types of soups.

1 is super duper spicy & other 1 is chicken stock de.
Ly eat lyk not spicy at all de lo.

Lols.

In dhe end,

i & her bet who can eat mre.

Dhe loser must treat water lo.

Dhen guess who lost?

Of cuz me la.

Hahas.

She ate alot lo.

I was still eating but very S L O W L Y. :D

hehes.

So in dhe end,

treated her water liao.

After eating at bugis,

We went to walk walk & shop shop lo.

Went to bugis street.

Saw xiao fou thr eating.

LOls.

Dhen me, ly & sk bought clothes.

Sk bought very MAN de worrs.

Hahas.

Dhen me & ly bought dhe same de.

But juz different colour.

Mine's pink while her's brown.

Dhen went to buy belt together.

All 3 of us bought dhe belts too.

Say nxt tym go out together MUST wear dhe clothes together.

I 1st tym buying clothes without my mother.

Cuz evertym is they pay for them de.

Hehes.

Ly bought grey de shoes too.

If i nt wrong. :D

After gng bugis,

we went to clarke quay.

Edmund went hm.

CUz he cnt too late go hm ma.

I aso actually gng hm de.

But under dhe constant pursuading of seniors,

stayed lo. :D

Didn't regret though.

It was sooooo fun to go out with seniors.

Can relax.

& have fun.

Went to clarke Quay & walked ard.

Saw dhe candy shop 'Sticky'.

Soooooooooooo nice lo.

I LOVE dhe sweets sold thr.

O.M.G!

L.O.V.E it!

... hahas.

Anyw bought a packet for my bro.

But dhe nxt day,

Brought to sckol & was ate finish.

Shhhhhh ..

Dun tell hym worrs.

After buying dhe sweets,

went to buy some food.

wsent to dhe sing river thr sit.

Chatted,

& took lots of pics too. :D

Dhen ps treated us eat ice-cream.

So nice.

Bought 5 cups.

Cost $19 !!

... hahas.

Ate & took pics.

So funny.

Dhe pics are on top. :D

Went to compass point nxt.

But when ly went to take out money,

Weikiaw dk run till whr.

Lost.

Dhen while ly & ps went to dhe cut hair de shop,

i & sk went ard walk walk lo.

THought maybe will run till her.

Went to arcade.

Hahas.

Sk played dhe basketball game.

So funny.

I throw dhe ball dropped everywhr.

Tink threw tooooo hard. :D

Aso played dhe bowling ting.

hahas.

I mre dhen sk.

wooots~

Dhen when sk went to redeem points to change for snacks,

a withheld call appear in my phone.

It was weikiaw.

hahas.

She called us to meet her at mini toons.

We went,

but didn't saw her so went to 'best' instead.

Hahas.

We were looking at earpiece,

dhen weikiaw called agn.

She called us to meet at mini toons.

dhen we say didn't see her ma.

Dhen we say now go.

went to mini toons.

Met her.

dhen went to fing ly & ps.

Saw ly.

Now her fringe is short.
But chio!!
Hehes.

Went hm le.

Ps, ly & weikiaw waited wif me for 159.

So goooood. :D

Love them.

Hahas.

tdhat day was soooooo memorable.

Hope everyday can be lyk 1905. :D

{❤ dumbdumb}

Wednesday, May 20 || 20:56

Woots~
Actually wanted to blog on 19 may de.
but too late liao.
On 19th may,
We went to 4 places.
Plaza sing, bugis, bugis street thr shop, clarke quay & compass point.
So shiok lorrs.
I 11am go out le.
Dhen at nite 9+pm dhen rch hm.
Hahas.
\Opps. :D
I'll upload dhe pics nxt tym.
Now damn tired liao.
Wan orh orh sia.

Anyw today played our,
well,
last match?
It was memorable!
Tink it's 1 of dhe 1st tym,
we so excited & wan to win as ever.
Laughters were heard.
Screams too.
But many of us, almost ALL, were injured.
Weikiaw fell down dk how many tym liao.
Dhen alot ppl were so tulan with dhe opponent lorrs.
They played unti SO rough lorrs.
Bang bang here,
dhen we fell down liao.
Tink is cuz they tooooooo big in size?
We lyk all so small size dhen tio bang by them. :D
idk larrs.
Hahas ..
It was fun though.
Tis last tym was very very memorable for us.
We're rly bonded lorrs.
Hahas.
Screamed & shouted as one.
TInk so.
I'm so happy tat we are lyk so excited for a match lorrs.
Even though we lost by 3 points,
33-36,
we enjoyed dhe process.
idk is why but we got alot of fouls lo.
ps is fouled out but mostly dhe fouls are not rly de lo.
WTh.
ly & wk ALMOST aso foul out lo.
me & ps & others kept screming ,
'no, no dhun go foul them dhen foul out.
We will win de."
hahas.
wk so funny.
Lyk mediacorp lorrs.
Lols.
She jumped jumped so small size lorrs.
Lyk monkey. :D
hehes.
Shhhhh~
We enjoyed today,
all as a team.
Well, almost as a complete team.
*& hope dhe team everyday can be lyk 190509.

On dhe way back to sckol,
jiayan, wk, ly, ps alighted at koven thr.
To go play ball.
I didn't go.
So me, ct, sk & ellis juz went back sckol.
Ct is hurt sia.
Leg thr.
So went hm together lo.
Pei her also.
Dhen rch hm le,
bath & slacking lo.
Now damn tired le.

O.M.G!
Tmr checking script.
I'm soooooo failing liao.
Prepare tissues for me tmr.
My e maths gone case liao.
Today took back chem result,
I pass.
55/100
Wanted to cry liao.
Glenda keeps saying will fail, will fail.
In dhe end,
got 75!!
Wth.
haix.
Clever ma.
Sk is another 1.
Haix.
I feel tat i suit in 3a lorrs.
All so smart de.
I tried lo.
Hahas.
But wth yooe all dhe encouragement,
I will STRIVE HARD for end-of-year de!!
JIAYOOUS ALL! :D
Woots~
Wan to orh orh liao larrs.
So tired.
Nites~ :D

* aiming for a RED wallet. :D
but idk nice ma lorrs.
Hahas.
Love RED.
Woots~
Saving money now,
to go out with seniors nxt tym to buy lots lots stuff. :D
So happy as a team.
Love it.

{❤ dumbdumb}

Tuesday, May 19 || 08:09

I'm sooooooo bored to tear le lorrs.
Early in dhe mrng,
Received his msg & edmund.
Edmund's msg is wan me ask liyinh,
whether he can come today ma.
I msg her le.
Dun tink she replied.
Cuz now too early.

Dhen saw his msg lo,
dk dun feel lyk slpping le.
Feel lyk being mre awake.
No larrs.
Not cause dhe msg.
... Haix.
idk.

i love 愛就宅一起.
Mumu so cute.
& dhe story is so touching.

Sometym maybe people look at yooe,
only look at outside?
does appearance matters?
Not say it's not impt.
But wat matters mre?
Well,
maybe dhe same concept applies to yooe too?
Better off with frens?
Got tink all tis tat ever happens,
Cause wat & who dhen will happen de?
Got?!?
Noe?!??!
Dhe truth will be revealed,
but yet i chall be bind.
To not see all tis happening.
To be alone,
& juz sit in a corner.

Rewinding back to dhe tym.
Whr everyting was so simple.
Didn't have to cry alone or tink by being alone.
When idk wat alone is.
Life full of colours.
Until,
I appeared.
& changed everting.
EVERYTING!
Nth gng to be dhe same.
I caused everyting.
Tings to be turmed upside down.
Alone is a word of my life now.
Hoping every moment of my life,
is being alone.
So i wouldn't noe any1.
& hurt hym.
Lyk now.
Feeling dejected as ever.
& hopeless.
Regrtted ever metting hym.
To get nth but only scars on his heart.
Wat for?

{❤ dumbdumb}

Monday, May 18 || 21:36

Well,
today i had my last MYE paper.
CHEMISTRY!!
O.M.G!
Tink all dk can marrs.
So scare lorrs.
Especially my e maths.
Haix.
But today after dhe exams,
end at 1105.

i & joyce went to pl.
Dhen lyk so early,
& it's drizzling.
lols.
So went to play ball lorrs.
Played with sec 2 derrs.
DHen played in rain too.
Haix.
I & joyce was lyk all wet!!
Haix dhen went into xyz lorrs.
Dhen we still blowed fan.
Max somemre.
Haix.
It was lyk so cold.
Edmund msg me says actually coming de,
but waiting for rain dhen can come.
I replied. LOLS. :D
Hahas.

Joyce went back early.
To fetch her grandma.
So i went to eat wif ernest lorrs.
Haix.
Pig sia.
So oily.
Scare gng to get fat liao.
omg.
Haix.
But i paid $4 nia.
Rest he pay.
Blarrs ;D
Saw zhihui, naka, & vivien they all.
They went to kfc too.
Lols.
Saw eeni & lee mei too.
Tink they went to take mrt or sth larrs.
idk cuz i not stalking them. :D

After tat,
Went back to pl.
With a full full stomach. :D
Hiax... so full.
Went back to xyz,
played tic-tat-toe wif enerest.
but nobody won.
Hahas. :D
But played hang-man,
his word is pregancy.
Lols.
lamo.
so lame.
mine is abt a cute cartoon movie.
Called .. ..
MONSTER VS ALIENS.
Hahas.
He dk.
& took a very looooooong tym to figure tat out.
Hiax.
Saddened. :D

Got a keychain today anyw.

Dhen wk came,
Went to play ball lorrs.
Sian.
No mood today dk why.
Haix.
Almost got fight too.
Tink cuz me.
I cried sia.
Haix.
idk larrs.
Know yooe aso got a lot of problems.
Even mre than me too.
i noe.
CUz is i cause de ma.
Yar ..
It's true.
It juz felt so terrible to come between people.
haix.
i juz didn't know wat to do.
So juz sat thr quietly.
wk was with others marrs.
Dhen i juz sat thr lo.
Alone.
TInk.
Thought.
Haix.
Went with wk to climb dhe rock to dhe highest point.
& juz sat thr lo.
Haix.
Was pouring all tears on her lo..
Thks ar.
Love yooe for dhe tears i shed.
& letting me crying it all out.

Actually wanted to run away.
FRM EVERYTING.
It was juz so ..
terrible inside.
Yar but i noe yooe worse rite?
dots ...
All is only caused by 1 ting.
& tat's me.
Sometym so tym alone would be good.
Juz tinking alone.
& crying alone,
would do a great help.

Anyw gng to vivo tmr.
Wif seniors lorrs.
Bb outing.
woots~
Hahas.
Tink gng sentosa too.
Woots~
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited.
muhahahaha.
Very long go out together wif dhe seniors liao.
Since dhe bbq.
Missed those days. D;
Hope tym could be rewind.
But however it is,
It is still a past.

A past in ur eyes.
suddenly rmb.
'The past'.

{❤ dumbdumb}

Saturday, May 16 || 16:35

Juz finish making my new de song playlist.
Is ly help me de.
Thks ar. :D
Haix.
idk how to put chinese songs de in.
So put el de instead.
Hhahas.
But only got 4 songs nia.

Cried today as i broke dhe frenship hand ard neck de,
tat i bought together wif joyce.
Didn't noe why i'll cry either.
Maybe cuz it meant a lot to me barrs.

Now i'm watching dhe 我不配 mv.
I'm so happy for dhe girl.
Or maybe not?
Who am i to judge any1 anyw.
...
Hhahas. ...
Suits me.
... idk larrs.
Is i anymre dk wat to do marrs.
Anyw my papers all gone case le.
Since then,
all my confidence are lost.
Or is i nv study properly?
Studied till 1130.
Wake up at 430.
Studied ss but ignored maths.
Haux.
Regretted le?
idk.
断了的玄 is nice too.
All his song is all so emotional.
Maybe tat's why i'll fall in love wif dhe songs.
... sometym when yooe are sad or down,
try listening to some songs yooe love.
It helps.
For me,
it will helps me cry.
But tat's good cuz crying it all out,
maybe will make yooe feel better. :D
Well, ..
at least for me.

Nxt mon, is dhe last paper lerrs.
CHemistry.
Which is aso one of my weakest subject.
Haix.
I just feel myself so stupid.
...
ly & joyce,
thks for everyting.
For dhe encouragement too.
love yooe all.

chin din & glenda & sk,
Thks for always helping me in my studies.
Desylia, lily, amanda foo, ... thks too.
...
Ytd went to pl after dhe maths papaer.
Was damn angry mwf myself le,
Somemre edmund go throw paper ball at me.
Damn tulan lorrs.
Hahas.
opps.
Anyw went to pl & ate at wt 1st.
Weikiaw went to amk HQ dk for wat.
Forgot le. :D
Dhen me, joyce & ly ate at wt lorrs.
Me & ly cnt ate finish.
Dhe chicken so big.
Hahas.
As usal i ate dhe slowest.
But normally i take 1 hr de okies! :D
Hahas.
So i didn't finish it.
Cnt larrs.
Too full liao.
Hahas.

I changed.
But got tink cuz wat?
People do changes.

i do.

So wat?
Don't yooe?
Yooe'll nv noe tat i'm writing all tis either.
I'm juz venting all in me.
I noe i have alr change for dhe worst.
But i'm trying to change to dhe old me.
Not for yooe.
For myself.
Does this actually come from my heart?
Not gng to tell either.
Haix.

SO....

DUN ANY1 FORCE ME TO SAY!! :D

Isn't it funny how DAY BY DAY nothing changes,
but when yooe look back,
EVERTING is different?`
Do yooe rly meant it?

If tym could rewind,
i hope tat it would bring me back to dhe past when i first met yooe.
But nth is gng to be dhe same anymre.

Do yooe rly tink tat day is coming soon?

{❤ dumbdumb}

Monday, May 11 || 16:33

Didn't knew wat to post.
Have been studying dhe whole day.
Tired.
Restless.
But still continued.
Started at 9am.
Till 12 noon.
At 1st,
Dhun plan to eat lunch still in dhe end,
still ate.
Haix.
Continued studaying till now lorrs.
Decided to take a brk.

Was juz wondering,
how does all tis started from?
idk.
Confused now.
Not able to cry?
Feel anying?
Well,
okies.
Didn't noe wat reaction to have.
I was juz .. idk.
I didn't noe wat to post.
Getting mre & mre ...idk.

Ytd sk & glenda was asking me.
Wat happened to me.
...
Didn't said anyting.
Said tat it was juz nth.
Sk aso very cute de lorrs.
She said a lot of logic thingy.
Kinda scary woors.
Haix.
idk why i dun wan ppl to look at me now.
Now de me.
Maybe,
yooe are rite?
I changed.
Maybe it's change,
for dhe worst.

i believe yooe have learn hoe to love.
But it mayne tooo late.
Cuz it is already gone.
But afterwards,
yooe realised it when yooe are crying.
& know tat when yooe lose someone,
it's not easy to get it back.
Dun run from life.
Sometimes i wish i could juz close my eyes,
& then tings would be different.
I juz wan to be sombody.
idk if i can,
but i'll try.
I've messed up in my llife mre than once.
But at least i'm still alive.
Ppl messed up all dhe tym.
It's no reason to juz run away.
If yooe do,
Ur problems will wait for yooe.
Yooe juz got to move on.
Further.
Yooe have to accept wat yooe have done.

{❤ dumbdumb}

Saturday, May 9 || 19:02

Tings passed quickly.
In an blink of an eye,
+t+%+(.
Thr are tym went i cried & laughed.
Didn't wat was rite,
Wat was wrong.
Ly,
thks for everting.
idk. rly.
Only buried myself in my studies these few weeks.
It was rly terrible.
No1 knew.

I can't be trusted.
So dun any1 trust me, alrite?
I appeared so happy & cheerful in front of my frens.
In fact i'm always happy.
I'm always seen carrying a smile.
... Aren't i?
idk .. ..
Wasting all those ****ing tym on me.
All not worth it.
Rite .. ..
Always thought yooe are nth.
Didn't cherish yooe always.
Rite ..
Changed le.
Asked every1 else.
joyce?
Ask her.
.. tell her i am wat sort of ppl.
I'm sure every1 will agree with it.
I am tat bad de.
I'm sure.
Wat yooe said were rite.
It is rite.
No..
I'm not crying now.
Cuz everyting yooe said is rite.
I agreed to it too.
Rly.
Juz kept quiet,
& listen to urself crying.
Why?
How?
What?
Memeries will be washed through ur minds.
Delete contact?
Earse everthing?
Will tat heps?
Try it.
No matter how hard yooe try,
Yooe juz can't to do it.
I tried.
Last tym.
So?!?
So what?!?!??
...

Yooe shld have nv trust me.
Cuz in dhe end,
yooe are still hurt.
And all was my fault.
I will not appear ..
I'm sry.
Even a million apologises won't works tis tym rite?
I noe.
I dun expect anyting frm yooe.
Juz listening to tat song.
Was enough for me to take it.
I repeated it.
again, again & again.
Now watching it's mv.
...
No comment.
I still rmb tis is dhe song.
I call yooe to send me.
But 1st tym,
cnt dk why.
Dhen 2nd tym saw yooe,
sent me liao.
This song is ..
well, meaningful?
memories are memories.
Once lost, lost forever?
maybe?
maybe not?
now listening to 说好的幸福呢?
I rmb tis is my fav. song.
Even now.
Love it. :D
But yooe love 给我一首歌的时间 instead.
Watching 蒲公英的约定 now.
彩虹 is touching too.
so is 回到过去.
watch it.
Make a person crys.
Shedding tears now?
No .. :D

Often tells others,
Love is a funny ting.
It will makes yooe do wat yooe normally will not do.
Making yooe feel foolish.
But however yooe will still do it.
For tat person.
Yooe dk what will be dhe nxt ting,
yooe will do for tat hym/her.
Told others to let go?
Respect her?
Can yooe get hold of her?
Loving her is seeing her beautiful smile.
Actually yooe would do alot for a person,
whom yooe love deeply.
Even how difficult it is.
Juz a smile from her.
& yooe will feel everting is worth it.
...
Dun listen to me.
All i said was bullshit.
i'm not fit to tell any1 of yooe tis.
Cherish?
Cherish is wat i didn't do.
But now,
for me it's too late.
Mistake is mistake.
Broken is broken.
Mend it?
Still be dhe same?
will it?
I dun wan to tink so much.
Now most impt is my studies.
I'm already struggling here.
Always i did badly.
Always cried when got back results.
It was rly painful.
inside.
i noe yooe too.
but..
is it, Now is only,
Hate?
It will not be dhe same for me le.
idk wat to do to ans yooe.
Hestitated.
Comfused.
Answered.
Is this it?

Shan't say too much.
Nxt week exams are beginning lerrs.
Jiayoous barrs. ... :D
Work hard.
Everyone.

{❤ dumbdumb}

Tuesday, May 5 || 19:54

Study~
Haix.
Today got temp taking.
mine was 37.0.
Shock tio..
Haix thought will increase mre but didnt.
Hahas~
2nd temp was 36.6.
Haix sian sia.
Today chinese got listening test.
Haix shld be can make it de la. :D
Lols.
For pe lesson,
We played handball.
We tie to 5B de gals.
Muhahahahahahas. :D
Sk good worrs.
solo in sia.
Wooooots~
Bravo.
Hhahas.
Her hairstyle was... kanda... cute?
Mushroom head?
HaHAS.
Go see & yooe'll noe.
Woooooooo~

After pe, mdm wong & mr louis got a stand down.
TO see which was better.
It was a tough match but .. ..
Of cuz mdm wong won!!
She heeeeee hooooo okies liao.
Hahas.
I & sk screams & cheers lyk mad.
Woooots~
Mdm wong good one. :D
Mr Louis Jiayoous toos. :D
After pe was chem.
Dhe ms goek choo came in & scold,
i tink.
idk.
Iwas in toilet.
Dhen came back,
Saw she talking to jimmy.
So fierce.
Dhen jimmy was lyk soooo angry lorrs.
OMG!
But sth happened.
funny derrs.
hahas.
In dhe end,
jimmy went toilet instead of dhe room. :D
Lols.
& walden took hym thr.
Cuz he chairman.
If he nv come shld be vice-chair.
&& jimmy is dhe vice-chairman of our class. :D
LOLs larrs.

After sckol went to find joyce, ps, ly & weikiaw lorrs.
Went to eat le.
Go walk walk.
Took pic of me & joyces' legs. :D
Figured out i quite lame.
But i still can walk. :D
hahas. guess which is mine?

I & joyce went to wt.
Study~
Haix.
Actully wan to juz go in wt & do de.
But if nv buy anyting lyk so bad so

we went in & bought a basket of fries.

Gd came.

Dhen teaches joyce physics.

Tell yooe ar.

Teach joyce will vomit blood de.

Teach until half-way.

She stop by laughing...

Lols larrs.

&& she's SLOW. :D

Study till 630 lerrs.

went hm.

Now gng study liao.

nites. :D

Now i knew i'm tis type of person in ur heart.

& it hurts so much inside me.

Knowing tat,

it just hurts mre than it shld have.

Didn't know juz dropped a tear dwn.

&& is not tat i dun trust yooe.

Is yooe made me lose it in dhe 1st place.

But now i placed it in yooe agn.

Hoping yooe won't destroy it lyk once upon tat tym.

I'm sry.

Didn't knew wat shld rly be done.

All was my fault.

Yooe shld juz kill me.

Do sth to punish me.

To make me cry or sth.

Juz scold me.

I dun wan to say anyting anymre.

so juz ignore me & carry on ur life.

It's worthless in any way.

so i guess it won't be of much difference.

Either for yooe, or me. D:

{❤ dumbdumb}

Sunday, May 3 || 21:45

SIAN~
Today went for tution.
As usual.
At 1st,
didn't wan to go.
So early must wake up le.
No tym to slp mre.
Mreover,
realised my hw hvnt do.
So on dhe way thr,
had to do it on mrt.
GRRRRRR...
So many tings to do.
Too much for my tiny brain.
I juz juz doing my partial fractions dhe paper.
Dhen dk how to do.
So msg chin din lorrs.
Ask ask how to do.
Dhen quite dk wat she toking abt.
Hahas~
So decided to come early tmr to ask her lorrs.
Sian sia~
Whole day study lyk crazy.

Anyw afte tution,
went to eat wif brother.
Dhen went back hm.
Well..
At 1st,
intend to go hm de.
Dhen see go hm aso must study soooooo sian.
So went to amk hub walk walk lo.
Walked till ard 3.15.
Parents came to pick me up.
Dhen went hm le lo.
Dhen study, study, study.
Haix~
Soooooo sian.
But i hope to pass all.
I'm afraid my chem & physics.
I dun do well in them derrs. D:
Wan to cry liao.
Haix~
Dun wana talk abt it larrs.

&& onik oink is soooooo LAME de hors.
Online oi me.
Dhen says bored.
Lols. :D
Dhen i call hym come see my blog.
Cuz i wrote tat he finally tag my blog worrs.
Dhen he says dhe hong xin da jiang got his name ar?
So lame.
Dhen he sent me a thumbnail ting.
idk wat's tat.
Aiya,
He lame derrs la. :D
hehes.
shhhhhhh............. :D

Sooooo here i'm blogging lorrs.
Dun intend to blog too much aso.
Wana slp early so tmr will have a good day.
Tmr getting ic i tink
Wooooots~
Nite nite.
Byes :D

{❤ dumbdumb}

Saturday, May 2 || 16:43

Went to wt after dhe ss remedial.
Today got test.
Sian~
Write until hand gng brk liao.
After test,
Must carry chair go study in 3D.
In total got 83 ppl in tat class.
I sat wif frens at dhe window thr.
Today teach abt CTP derrs.
Haix~
Sian~
After tat,
put back dhe chair & went to pl.
Called weikiaw & gd to come dwn.
Waited for them.
so long. :/
Me & joyce.
Playedd bb until 12noon dhen pei joyce go kovan.
Bought drks le,
Pei her go take 119.
Dhen went back to pl.
Went to wt instead.
Ate & studied.
&& saw 2 cuties :D

TA-DAAAAA :D

Isn't he juz a-d-o-r-a-b-l-e? :D
Woots~
So cute sia.
We met 2 bros.
Both dhe pix is dhe older bro de.
Dhe younger 1 shy shy worrs.
weikiaw wanted me to take wif hym de.
But i dun wan :D
Their faces so alike.
At 1st,
Tought twins but not.
Is bros.
Both are cuties larrs.
Hahas.
So funny.
Weikiaw & others playing cards ma.
Dhen i was studying thr.
Studay phyics .. abt light derrs.
Dhen thr got ambulance marrs.
Dhen i asked hym wat is tat?
... He said it was fire tuck.
Hahas.
Cute sia~
Dhen me & hym team up bully weikiaw.
Hahas.
But dk why dhe younger bro said she's car.
OKies ..
So no link & random.
Dhen when i played scissors, paper, stone.
Lost to them.
Wth..
But they cute.
Weikiaw lost too.
hehes :D
Shhhhhh .. :D

Studied at wt till .. 230.
Only me study nia.
Rest was playing cards or board games.
My headache came agn.
Haix~
So irritating.
But didn't say.
Went to 7-11 walk walk.
Dhen to kovan.
Went to popular.
Went searching for fiction bks to buy.
Grew to love them.
idk why also.
Haix~
Oooooh ya,
got 3 ppl de name change liao.
me: yachiko :D
weikiaw: yachiyo
Gd: si di ko
Hahas.
we were searching new names at dhe name babies de bk marrs.
Dhen at 1st,
Weikiaw's name is zizi derrs.
Hahas.
So funny lo.
Dhen we gave gd "si di ko" tis name.
Eeeeew.
Not nice.
For hym. :D
Hahas.
Went hm at 3.15.
On dhe way saw zhihui aso.
Lols.
Went hm bath le soooo..
Now blogging lorrs.
Need so study lerrs..
Saddened.
Byes.

{❤ dumbdumb}

OR :D

{❤ Yachiko}