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HELLO THERE. I am always obsessed w chocolates, strawberries, milktea & more food. I am a taurus, so taurus people love food and are lazy. SIMPLE.
I've always been wanting to find time to bake, play sports and simply spend more time w my love ones.
I am always craving for food like Seoul Garden, yogurt, BBQ chicken wings, seafood and more. You name it, and I simply will love it.
LASTLY if you love me, I'll love back you. ♥
-That's me-

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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”
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Monday, June 15 || 11:57

*sniff* *sniff*
Still abit sick.
hahas.
i hope i get well soon.
i hvnt eat brkfast + lunch sia.
Sooooooo hungry but dhun feel lyk eating though. D:
dk why too. :D
nvm, it's okies. :DDDD

Didn't wat's wrong wif me tis few days.
Lyk everyting is wrong.
idk.
idk how to face myself.
idk wat's wrong wif everyting.
Or .. was it juz me changing?
People said i changed.
Alot?
... idk wat got into me tat make me felt changed to yooe.
I need someone now.
But no1's here.
I'm just a nobody.
Just some1 hurting people mre than they do to me.
Tat's unforgiveable.
Even to me.
I feel tat way now.
idk wat got into me too.
I dun ask for anyone's forgiveness now.
Cause to me,
it does not matters to me anymre.
It's juz a sign of actions & feelings.
It'll never mean anyting mre to me.
So .. i conclude dhe conclusion tat it does not matters.
Anyting does not matters.
To me,
i'm just a selfish, heartless & useless girl tat does not understand dhe word 'sry'.
Cause 'sry' does not mean anyting,
But just is asking for forgiveness for sth yooe've done wrong.
But if sth happened,
will saying 'sry' changes dhe fact & wat had happened?
NO.
It's doesn't.
I dhun noe why i bother torturing myself.
I'm just nth. NTH at all.
Just an ordinary girl.

Drifting further & further?
AGREE.
although idk why all this is happening.
But thr must an reason for all this to happen either.
WAT IS IT?!
idk.
Tat's dhe prob.
Without knowing it,
will it solve this?
No.
So can some1 just tell me,
WHY is all this happening.
Well , ..
maybe i noe dhe ans after all.
Simple.
All this happen cause who?
ME.
Who started all thos in dhe 1st place?
ME.
Who is dhe 1 always hurting hym?
ME.
.. SO noe dhe ans le ma?
Yar yar.
..me.
Looking back.
Now me, Old me.
A BIG difference, huh?
Yar i noe too.
Been told.
Wan to change for dhe better?
idk.
Every step i take,
it is dhe wrong one.
Trying.
Tried.
Tired.
Carry on?
Dhe higher yooe climb,
Dhe harder yooe'll fall.
Well. .. suits me though.
I shldn't expect everyting frm hym.
Shldn't have.
decided not too anymre.
I'm just a burden.
REady yet?
...idk.
I dhun seem ready.
But can i rly do it.

hurt just a bit less.
Ever agn?
Heard it.
hopeless, aren't i?
i'm sry.
choose not to listen in.
Holding tears in.
I'm at somewhr else.
Somewhr i dhun even noe.
Throw dhe rest of it away?
when i heard it,
although i'm at fault at everyting,
I cried my heart out.
I noe.
Isn't this wat i wanted rite?
.. idk.
I'm in a mess now.
Confused.
Tings were said.
I can't tink.
I've a bad heart.
... always making people feel worse.
ALWYS.
Someday,
will i wear out?
Stop for a moment?
Does it leave painful scars behind?
Telling myself lies?

Am i rly lyk tat?
Lyk wat yooe said i was?
..WHy does everyting happens to us?
Is this it?
How is this gng to be solve?
I'm just so useless.
Didn't did anyting for hym.
Guess i'm just lyk this huh.
yar, i agree too.
But let me ask,
Is it torn?
Broken?
I still rmb dhe torn paper.
Since then,
I just fear it.
Fears just arose deeper & deeper since then.
But it wasn't ur fault either.
It was mine.
I picked it up though.
But was thrown away.
I regretted it.
LOTS.
I shld given yooe metal de.
Dhen this way,
it won't be torn le.
Smart rite?
Thks :DD

ღ dumbdumb