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Friday, July 31 || 22:10

Got 2 tests today.
haix.
CHinese & e maths.
idk will do well ma.
Hope so baaaaahh.

SO TIRING!
Got trng today.
so tired lo.
was jumping ard all ady.
yayy. :D
got buenos & chocos.
Meeeeee want elmo. :D
cuteeeee hor.

Th trng damn freaking tiring and paiseh lo
& HYM LAUGHING AT ME!
Not gng to forgive hym le.
humph!
Anyw so tired
& funnnn when playing th 3 on 2 match tingy.
hahas.
AFter tat. went to play bb,
was soooo accurate lo.
Then during trng not accurate ._.
Irritating.

❤ {Just trying hard to fit in th last puzzle.}

didn'tknewiwillfeeltatwaytoday,
feltsohelpless&hopeless.
wassostupid.
feltthatineedsomeone'sshouldertocry,
tohidemyselfinto.
didn'tknowhowuseless&stupidiwas,
tilltoday.


Thursday, July 30 || 21:16

Today for pe,
we got HIP-HOP.
we all dancing so funnyy & high lo.
Hahas.
Mdm wong & mr woo too.
It was funnnn.
Happy moments do tend to pass by quickly.
After sckol got th chem remedial.
Must do file-ing.
hahas.
dk how spell la.
Tmr got maths & chinese test.
Haix.
Went to mac then pl.
wif G, sk & zh.
Playy ard lo.
Throw m&ms into mouths.
zh & i at 1st dk how de.
But manage to learn how le.
I'm afraid i might not do as well for my maths, just lyk my chem. D;
idkwhy.
justhatethfeelingyooescoldorsayme.
feltsosadatfirst,
butgotusedtoit.
aseverythingismyfault.
meeewhonvtink,
nvsayordowateverlseting.
onlygotmyselftoblame.
didn'tcry.
onlysmileswereshownonthoutside.

Wednesday, July 29 || 20:44

Today went high as usual.
Got buenos.
yayy. :D
*yum* *yummm*
Got assembly today.
Sian ._.
Elmo sooooo cuteee. :D
red, red, red. :D
yipeeee.
AFter assembly,
went for th financial literacy tingy straight away.
Was sooo hungry.
Haix.
Dhen 330 den can be released for th break.
After break,
we must play th money tingy game.
Hahas.
Th banker is actually wq de.
Dhen she dhun wan do le,
so let walden do lo.
DHen in th end,
Must count how much 'fake' money we have ma.
We sold all th properties le.
dhen me, G & sk went to steal money from th banker.
Took alot of $1000, $500, etc.
hahas.
Dhen end up,
we 3 most money de.
wakakakas. :D
AFter tat went to kfc to eat,
Was very full full. :D
Dhen th hisyam keeps making us laugh.
When he laugh,
damn fraking funnyy lorrs.
HAHAHAS. :D
I'm MARY and he is th fat lamb.
So it goes lyk this,
MARY HAD A FAT FAT LAMB,
FAT FAT LAMB,
FAT FAT LAMB.
MARY HAD A FAT FAT LAMB,
AND IT'S NAME IS,
FAT FAT MORON. :D
❤{ I LOVEEE ELMO}
Although idk why, but it is my fault ba.
idk wat's wrong lo.
I just listen quietly to wat yooe explaining.
Although i tink yooe dhun believe wat i said at all,
But .. it's okies.
Tat's wat missing this whole tym.
It is.
My fault.
I know.
Didn't want to add this to anyone's burden anymre.
Could all this quaralling end?
I'm tired already.
i know.
i know.
It's just meee. D;
I'll just be nothing.



Tuesday, July 28 || 15:06

yoyoyos. :D
Now at com lap.
Suppose to do th mths tingy.
BUt now blogging. :D
Wakakakakas. :D
Supposed to go th ict too.
didn;t go. :D
Only 4 peopleeee went.
wakakakas. :D

Lessons today usual lo.
BORING :D
hahas.
Went crazyy lorrs.
yayy :D
yipeeee :D

Monday, July 27 || 20:56

Got back chem papers.
Fail of course.
Do yooe noe how stupid i felt?
All of yooe so smart.
But not meee.
i'm stupid.
AFter sckol got th money tingy program,
whole class went crazzyy.
Meee stole sweets.
yayy. :D
Walao then th teacher still got lollipops.
I didn't see.
Wat th heck.
Dhun want to talk much.
❤{ I love rainnnnn.}

Sunday, July 26 || 16:23




HAPPYY BIRTHDAY, DADDYY Ohh!
muacks. :D
Love yooe truckloads.

Hope yooe enjoy today as much as th whole family do.
So sry that on ur birthday,
yooe still have to drive th whole family ard.
Hahas.
If can i also wan to help drive.
But can't.
Ltr got accidents.
Wakakakakas. :/
Too young & dumb. :D
Daddyy,
thks for always giving me wat i wanted,
when mummyy dhun didn't.
Sorry for all th disappointments i had given yooe in my studies.
I promise to work reallyy hard.
I hope i can do it barrs.
Thks for being such a great daddyy ohh to me.
wakakakas. :D
LAstly,
love yooe. :D
❤ { i want to slimmmmmm downnn.}

Saturday, July 25 || 17:44

Went to naka's hse today.
To try to complete th project.
Almost done. :D
FInally th project is finished.
I just sent it to Mr. Chia.
yayy. :D
❤{ i loveeee meeeeee.}

Friday, July 24 || 19:11














Today is soooooo tiring lo.
Today's chinese period got composition to write.
I wrote 3 pages lo.
omg.
Dhen after sckol,
must go to th com lap to do finish th statastics project.
Ours almost done le.
At least,
i tink so only.
I had to go alone lo.
Amanda not feling well.
Nicole & naka got ccas. ._.
So all not free.
So went to eat lunch with sk.
Saw naka, zhihui & vivien on th way.
So went with them.
Ate at koba.
Waaaa~ :D
So nice.
Then we all went crazyy laughing & laughing.
With my nonsense? :D
Amanda & people tried to scare me lo.
I screamed.
Wat?!
I got shocked tio ma.
Went to 7-11.
Sk bought 3 capulses.
Lols. :D
She gave me mr. happy & mr. nosey.
Nosey so ugly sia.
hahas.
Nose loooong loooong de. :D
wakakakakas. :/
Waited for jiaying before heading back to sckol.
Did th project for a very loooooooooooooooooooooooong tym lo.
Abt 3 hrs plus.
So tired.
EVeryting i do.
Cuz i go only ma.
So NAKA THEY ALL OWN ME BUENOS. :D
wakakakakas. :DD
Decided to head hm ard 615 pm.
Physco mdm tan to drive me & sk hm.
But she only drove to my hse de shop & save thr.
Her driving skills id damn FREAKING scary!
She kept
Saddened sk missed her 315 bus.
So i waited with her till her bus come.

❤{ I, meeeee & myself. }

Thursday, July 23 || 20:14

Freak it lorrs.
Didn't go to th science centre in th end.
Freak!
& i'm th only one in 3a tat didn't go.
Maybe it doesn't matters anyway.
Dhun bother.
Haix.
Felt that i dhun belong anywhr.
So left out.
Always meeee.
Lols.
So in th end,
didn't go lo.
Nut did ask frens to have fun ._.
Of course,
did tried my best to go to th science centre.
but didn't succeed.
Tried to do th papers quickly so will make it in tym.
Didn't even take th 5 mins brk lo.
But so?
In th end,
must wait for 215 dhen can go.
Thought can make it.
But didn't.
Freak la. D;
Maybe just not meant for it.
It's fate.
Can't change destiny. ._.

So in th end,
went with oink oink, hym & others to eat lo.
Didn't eat.
Almost didn't eat for whole day.
Until 10 mins ago,
i juz ate finish dinner.
Saved today's money though. :D
Anyw,
went to xyz nxt lo.
Slack thr.
Dhen go out to th court see pl's friendly match.
Saw edmund,
so shld be come back frm science centre le.
Haix
Wat th heck la.
Got slapped LIGHTLY by stupid MARCUS!
gng to get back at hym tmr.
He dies. :D
wakakakakas. :/
went hm at ard 6 but got on bus on 637.
wat th heck lo.
All th buses so packed.
Have to wait for 1 hr plus.
So tired today.
*Dear chindin,
dun sad sad le.
Dhun worry. :D
dumbdumb's here.
wakakakas. :/
SMILEY. :D
yooe cry,
i aso wan to cry le lo.
Only yooe saw me crying.
Well,
dhun wan others to noe th unhappiness inside me
But yooe saw right through me. :D
Seriously,
idk wat to do.
Then is right,
or wrong.
I'm caught in a crossraod.
Not knowing whr directions to head to.
To make th right decision.
I'm always dumb.
I noe.
Tat's wat makes me special i guess.
Nth is gng to make me to a person i'm not.
Cuz no1 is perfect.
Well;
I'm tat no1. :D
hahas.
okes.
Point is,
I HAVE A UNIQUE VOICE & IS DUMB.
wakakakakas. :/
& I LOVEEEEEE IT! :D
❤{ i'm unique for who i am. }

Wednesday, July 22 || 14:30

Now doing th project tingy.
Hahas.
So using com now.
Reading out abcs to amanda.
Wakakakakas. :D
Freak it.
Tmr i got th PISA thingy.
freak lo.
Not sure able to go to th science centre marrs.
I wan go to th science centre!!
Walao,
then G so bad lorrs.
Haix.
Now dk can go ma. D;
BOO-HOOOOO.
I WAN GO TO TH SCIENCE CENTRE! D;
will be posting at nite.
yoyoyoyos.
Finally,
i changed my link le.
To
http://www.th-bittersweet-remembrance.blogspot.com/ :D
❤{I want drk milk tea :D}

Tuesday, July 21 || 20:47

Today G has to leave early.
During recess,
have go to hospital to check her brains liao.
She's being crazyy lately.
lyk me. :D
wakakakakakakakakas. :/

At recess,
G & others talking tings idk... agn!
Lols.
Even lijun & others aso noe sia.
hahas. ;\
But amanda laugh until whole face sper duper red!
wakakakaas. :/
See their expressions so funnyy lorrs. :D

Dhen after sckol went with naka only,
to go eat mac.
hahas.
She dk how to eat spicyy tings de lorrs.
muahahahahas. :D
Eat le,
went to pl thr study physics.
Cause tmr got test on forces.
She let me listen a el song also veryy nice.
But i can't seems to find it on internet lo.
She went hm at 430 ba.
Dhen i went in xyz,
watch movie.
People go rent de.
Until 6pm,
dhen i go hm le.
I scare tmr will fail sia.
Gone Case. :D

❤{ Too Late? }



Monday, July 20 || 21:17

Today one of th lessons so funnyy.
Is th mr. chan & mdm tan de lessons.
Maths.
Hahas.
Dhen i do a qns le,
it's wrong.
But i said it was correct.
Mr.Chan says it's wrong & if he's correct,
must give hym 1oo million.
I said okies.
Then in th end,
i was wrong. :D
But i gave hym a paper tat i wrote US$100 000 000.
Special leh.
US moneyy.
hahas.
i called hym to go to myy bank to redeem it.
wakakakas. :/
He kept th papaer in his pocket. :D

El lessons also.
Stupis lorrs.
Ms.tan says will get stars.
lols,
i want th moon also larrs. :D
So paiseh lo.
When she ask who wan to read th passage,
i go raise my hand sia.
I thought everyone will too.
hahas, :D
Then i just read lorrs.
wakakakas. :/
I got only 1/2 star nia.
Wat th heck. :D

Idk why,
i got th PISA tingyy.
didn't knew wat tat was.
Cian yuh also get.
Hahas.
I actuaaly tat tym
ran out to jumo jump ard.
Then mdm yu called me,
said it is sth impt.
I thought nv hend in hw or wat.
I kept saying huh?!
hahas.
So paiseh.
Vincent also loh.
He ran away.
Thought is he nv hand in hw. :D
So funnyy.
Dhen actually,
it is th M.O.E select ppl from 33 sckols to take part only.
Wat th heck?
& one of tat person must be me.
& selected people must go.
If not will be servely punished.
Lols.
Must wear formally.
On 23/07.
From 1130am to 2pm.
Must go to th ava.
yayy :D
Can skip lessons.
wakakakakas. :/

After sckol,
went to library find mdm tan.
She wanted to quickly settle th project tingyy.
& i'm only present in my grp.
Wat th heck. ._.
hahas.
But so funnyy lorrs.
My grp de settle liao.
I, G & sk helped mdm tan tink wat qns shld be asked for th survey.
She lyk so stressed out!
&& SHE GOT 2 STRAINS OF WHITE HAIRS.
omg. :D
old lerrs.
muhahahahas. :D

Went to eat lunch lorrs.
I'm starving lorrs.
Didn't eat at recess.
wakakakas. :/
Eat le went to xyz.
Slack, slack & slack.
We're being idiotic lorrs.
i also dk wat th heck sk, G & stephen talking abt lo.
They keep saying i'm pure.
then they dirty meh?
Hahas. :D
& everyting i say,
they also laugh at it.
Although i dhun get it,
i just laugh seeing their stupid expressions. :D

❤{ just don't know why. }





Sunday, July 19 || 18:26

Finally,
my blog okies liao.
wakakakas. :D
Today went for tution as usual.
After tution went to eat.
I & kenny ate mac. :D
Went to compass point to walk walk.
Went to th library.
Borrowed some books.
Went shopping with mommy! :D
She bought me fbts & shorts.
Wooots~
Love her truckloads. :D
I ❤ JIAYI.
FOR HELPING ME PUT TH PIC ON MYY BLOG. :D
❤ { Remembrance }

Saturday, July 18 || 17:25

SRY SRY, MY BLOG IS IN A MESS NOW.
sO,
come back ltr.
I'm trying to fix it. :D
thks.

|| 16:11

Today was another boring day.
Wanted to go out & study with frens de.
But all lyk not free de.
Some tution whole day.
omg.
Some need go dance.
Others all dk.
Haix.
But luckily,
still got kenny to accompanyy me.
hahas.

Went slacking with hym.
Went to buy some tings to eat & drks.
Dhen slack.
& went anywhr.
He went to play scoccer lo
Keep kicking th stupid ball.
So LOLS.
But luckily,
not quite bored le lo. :D

❤{ Not yet found. }

Friday, July 17 || 22:11

Today is a crazyy, tring day.
&& I FINALLY NOE HOW TO PLAY TH WHOLE SONG LE!
yayy :D
yayy :D
wakakakakas. :/
So happyy lo.
But my tings today everyting spoils. D;

❤{ SENT }

Thursday, July 16 || 20:34



Today was rather another boring day ba.
In sckol,
crazyy as usual.
Brought lays to eat.
Didn't eat much though.
Just a little.
Cause very salty ma.

After sckol,
waited for G to write her birthday wishes onto a book,
then give to her senior.
So good lo.
Her senior got a NEW URBAN MALE bag!
I WAN RED DE LO.
freak it. D;

Went crazzyy whole day lo.
HAix.
At least for half of th day.
idk la.
Now no money liao.
Anyting aso can't buy liao.
Haix.
G, sk & naka took me on a ride with gd's bicycle.
I was screaming lyk hellll lo.
So scarely!
Wat th heck.
But it was fun though. :D

&&& I FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO PLAY TH SONG 'WAIT FOR YOU' LE! :DD
SMILEY. :D

Although idk wat's wrong.
but i felt tat i was stupid.
Yees,
i was.
Wat i expected anyway.
Didn't knew it was so fragile.
It was my fault to scold yooe tat anyway.
I was fcuking being ridiculous lo.
WHo did i tink i was?
Tinking everyone will expect th me i'm now.
Some people has different tinking from me de.
Can't expect everyting to go th way i wanted.


❤{ Once yooe sent your heart to be mended,
always remember where yooe last placed it.
Cause if yooe dhun,
yooe might never be able to find it back ever again,
if yooe ever need it. }

Wednesday, July 15 || 21:09

Today is a lols days.
hahas.
Got misunderstanding.
I'mstupid. :/
hahas.
But turn out fine.
Of course la,
got ME sia.
wakakakas. ;/

After sckol went to eat prata.
Dhen went to study at wt lo.
Study Study.
LoLS.

Went totally crazyy with clique.
Hahas.
play here,
play thr.
Went hm at 730 lo.
So late.
We watched pl match,
played at playground.
jump here& thr. :DD



❤{ WAy to hell. }

Tuesday, July 14 || 20:28

Fcuk it.
My earpiece spoil le.
fcuk.
& bag also gng spoil le.
fcuk.

Can't take it much longer.
Gng to lose it soon. D;
yooe just turn th other way when yooe saw me.
Wat do i expect anyway?
Not to worry,
i'll get as far as i can,
away from yooe.


❤{ i would like to stay a secret,
like walking in th dark.
If no one knows yooe,
No one cares &
no one breaks your heart. }

Sunday, July 12 || 16:07



Today early in th freaking mrng,
woke up at 7am.
To bath lo.
CUz when i woke up,
screamed cuz my hair is in a freaking mess!
So quickly bathed,
which took abt 20 mins barrs.
Then packed tings for th a maths tution at 9.

Left hse to eat brkfast ard 8.
Before heading to bukit batok for meeee & bro's tution.
Damn freaking bored at tution lo.
I got a short maths quiz.
Must complete 3 qns.
hahas.
But i completed 1 only.
wakakakas~
I just hand in th paper lo.
With only 1 qns done. :D

After tution,
went to eat lunch le lo.
Freaking hungry lorrs.
stomach *grumble* lerrs.
wakakakas. :/
After eating finish,
fetch my bro to his fren's hse for project.
Before heading to j8.
Went thr shop shop & to library.

Bought a screen protecter for my phone.
waned to buy Elmo de.
But no money le.
I'm still saving money to but th bag i wan.
But i went to zinc to ask,
They say $42.
Wat th fcuk.
So expensive lorrs.
Haix.
Still bend on buying a bag.
But other kinds barrs. :D

Saw Gao lao shi at th library,
looking at cook books i tink.
hahas.
Cause my mommy was thr. :D
Said hieee to her.
& went away to look for mommy.
Went hm after gng library,
i borrowed a book.
wakakakas. :D
Went hm,
so tired lo.
Alot hw not yet completed too.
Physics papers,
Chinese tings &
GEO!!
omg.
idk how to do th geo still.
Others say tmr go sckol then see how,
dhen do.
I guess meeee too ba. :D
Took a quiz on wat's my inner self.
Result:
A Moonlike Person.
I hide my emotion sometimes.
i'm a moon type of person.
I tend to be the quiet type or in contrast,
i'm not happy
but sometimes i act it out in order for me to not burden my friends,
with my problems.
i've faced some problems in my life.
My heart has been dealt blows before .
I tend to think about things a lot more than other people,
& i may get annoyed with people,
who act out without thinking about consequences.
I'm also the type of person that others often come to with their problems,
because i've been through plenty,
& i'm very understanding.
Though i sometimes feel lonely,
my demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.
I usually am logical,
and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions.
I often keep things to myself.
This is just one side of meee,
& i has different faces in different situations and environments,
just like the moon has phases.
Seems true uhh? :/
❤ { Scars;
is wat she would quietly rmb,
for th rest of her life.
Bittersweet moments;
is wat she would never be able to forget,
for th rest of her life. }

Saturday, July 11 || 16:44


I'm damn freaking bored at hm lo.
Nth to do.
idk how to do th physics & geo.
Got, i tink,
5 physics ws need to be completed.
& my geo, ..
gone case le.
All blanks.

❤{Isn't it funnyy how dayy by dayy,

nothinq chanqes but when yooe look backk,

everytinq is different? }


Friday, July 10 || 20:03


Today we ended sckol at 1215 pm.
Haix.
Fri rocks as it's a short & sweet day.
Early end sckol marrs.
FOr english lessons today,
ms lan was so angry wif us lo.
Cuz got brochures got sckol tingy de.
Then she says she dhun wan to see anyone looking at it.
then edmund was reading it.
She went up to hym & took it.
Then we all started to give hym all ours.
Then called hym to flag it.
Ms lan confiscated 3 or 4 le,
then dhun wan take le.
hahas.
After sckol,
waited for G's higher chinese to finish.
Meanwhile,
terence teached me how to play "wait for you" by piano.
Fell in love with it,
& decided to learn how to play it.
Meant alot though.
..... Just a nice song.
Just one simple & loved song.

Waited for G to come to canteen,
then went to mac.
I & zh didn't eat.
Went broke le.
Left with only $1 nia.
Rather pathetic.
Eat le,
went to wt.
To study physics.
But didn't do alot before i, zh, G & sk started eating, AGN! :D

Eat le went to th fitness corner playy playy lo
Nth else to do.
Was soooo tired though.
Then decided to go to heartland walk walk.
Went to lots of places.
Up & down.
Down & up. :D

Went to gift a name.
Saw a damn freaking cutee doggy.
omg.
sO cute sia.
hahas.
We went in & went out agn.
hahas.
Then went to kiddy's place,
hahas.
wanted to buy baby's sucking bottle for sk derrs.
wakakaka~
So bored lo.
Baby's clothes all so cute.
hahas.
So small somemre. :D

Dhen went to cold storage walk walk.
Went to see all kinds of food.
Choco, biscuits, shampoo, face cleanser, potato chips, fishes, etc.
We kept saying which is nice lo.
'waa this one very nice!'
' tat one is tasty lo!'
wat th heck. :D
hahas.
All no money buy de lo.
Dhen sk bought black pepper steak for $4.
Dhen we all shared it.
Lols. :D
Dhen went to 2nd storey thr sit down,
ate & talked & ate.
Talked abt girls' stuff. ;D

After G went to dance dance,
we all went hm.
haix.
Mine is boyf,
G is boyfr.
Lols.
Shhhhh... :D
hahas.
Went passed pl court,
they having trng.
Saw hym.
It's not abt me.
Went straight hm.
❤ { People thinks i'm lying about being hurt,
because they see me laughing.
Little do they know,
i laugh to keep myself from crying. }

Thursday, July 9 || 20:29







Today was rather boring.
Went to sckol as usual.
Hahas.
For today maths lessons,
got a relief teacher, mr chan.
hahas.
So funny.
Dhen we all make fun of mdm tan infront hym.
den ask hym,
if give hym ur class to teach can?
He said why not.
hahas.
We said mdm tan is HOT & SPICY.
Me + glenda. :D
His name is CHAN WEI CHEE.
Copy my surname de. :D

den during pe,
Was actually free period lo.
Sk sooo emo today sia.
Hiax.
dk freaking why.
So me + nicole + ppl went to jiayouus ppl for their 2.4 run.
Me & her ran to support naka & wq.
hahas.
They passed! :D
Wooots.

idk why just dun wan ti change th way it is now.
Stay happy will yooe all?
This is th best yooe can do for me.
As for me,
even if i'm wif all my frens
i felt ever so alone & 1 person always.
But thks G,
for telling me tat i'm not.
THks, ..
helps alot though.
& sk,
pls cheer up,
as thr are always be frens ard yooe.

❤{ A broken heart is like a mirror,
it's better to leave it broken,
then hurting yourself trying to fix it. }

Tuesday, July 7 || 19:42























Didn't post abt ytd de bbq.
Sry.
Was too tired larrs.
Cnt help it.
Ytd come hm le,
bath le,
tried to force myself to do some hw 1st.
Before finally lay flat on th bed & *snort* *snort*. :D
hahas.

Went to meet joyce at sk 1st.
Before taking lyk 45 mins of bus trip to parkway parade.
To meet up wif candy they all lo.
Before bought things to bbq,
each must pay $10.
hahas.
Dhen buy le,
WALK THROUGH TH BLOODY RAIN!
to our pit,
which is D-30+.
Wat th heck la.
So freaking far lo.
Then we all drenched lyk soooo wet.
Lols. :D
Waited in Mac lo.
No choice,
rain too heavily le.
Bought fries to eat.
Hungry la.
Nv eat for whole day le.
Hahas.

When rain smaller abit,
walked through rain agn to go to our pit.
Saw huting, jimmy, terence, sze keat, henry & ting xuan thr.
Riding bike. :D
So me & joyce rent 2 bikes too.
So fun to ride.
woooots~ :D
But helped to start th fire 1st.
We lyk so noobyy lo.
dk how.
hahas.
Luckily nowadays singaporeans so friendly help us. :D
geees, thks. :D
So we bbq some food & gave them.
So sweeet hor? :D

Waaa~
Got chicken wings & lamb chop sia.
Th lamb is DE-LI-CIOUS!
yum yum. :D
But i & joyce went hm early.
So when i gng to return th bike to claim back my ez-link,
i each hand hold 2 saugages.
hahas.
cutee hor~
Lols. :D
Luckily henry waited for me to go hm together.
If not lost le.
&& i no map somemre! :D
We took bus 76.
Directly to our hse thr.
Woooots~
But lyk very loooooong.
Almost slept on th bus though.
hahas~

Today is CHINDIN & CHINYI 's birthday.
wooots~
HAPPYY BIRTHDAY TWINS~ :D
Wakakakas. :D
So happyy & high wif G today lo.
Siao de.
After sckol, we went to wt to eat.
Dhen studied wif her & sk MATHS!
woooots~

Haix.
Although idk wat's wrong.
But i noe thr's no1's fault.
So pls stay happyy de.
Cuz dumbdumb's here.
wakakakas.
So must cheer up.
Or i'm gng to pinch yooe ar!
wakakaks. :D
❤{ It only takes a couples of minutes to toally screw up ur life.
Putting it back together again, ..
Tat's wat really takes a long time. }

Monday, July 6 || 09:07

I'm gng east coast today.
To celebrate candy's birthday.
I'm CONFIRM gng to get lost if i go thr alone.
I dhun even noe how to get hm frm thr.
haix.
Wat a failure.
LOls. :D
Just jking larrs.
G will kill me if she sees this lo.
Hahas. !
I'm gng wif joyce ltr.
Meeting her at sk ltr.
To take bus 43 to dk whr.
dhen must change bus to east coast.
Die ..
I hvnt even buy presents yet.
&& tmr is chindin's birthday.
O.M.G!
My chinese hw aso hvnt complete yet.
Arghhhh.. D;
❤ { I tend to laugh & joke around when i'm with everyone,
but i feel lonely & empty when i'm all alone.
I cry alone when i has stress & problems.
I often has many problems that are bugging me,
but i NEVER show them out on my face.
i'm not as cheerful as they thought,
but i just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone,
hence i hide my emotions inside.
i'm NTH but just a weak human with feelings afterall. }

Saturday, July 4 || 16:15

Well,
i had nth to claim.
Nth to sry further.
This is th every 1st tym.
I'm lyk this.
But i dhun seem to regret it.
At leest for now.
Thks,
G, chindin, joyce & sk for being thr.
It helped alot.
Rly alot.
Since i made a promise to myself to not cry,
& be brave.
I hope i will.
Although,
i tink it won't happen.
Well,
dhun give up hope.
Nth is impossible.
Cuz i-m-possible.
Have been stuffing myself wif work & work.
Didn't knew wat else to do & tink abt.
Dhun wan to tink abt anyting else too.
if it's possible.
Can't help it sometimes.
But,
it's okies.
idk th chinese hw must write how any chaps lo.
Dhun tink i care anyw.
HAix.
Maths,
is alr enough to kill my brain cells.
❤{你说的每一句话像首歌反覆传唱储存在我的心}

Thursday, July 2 || 21:09

Today lessons are damn freaking boring.
Almost wan to slp le.
Haix.
Nth to claim abt today.
Dun feel lyk saying.
Tink is tired ba

Today for our pe.
We is play bossa ball wif other class de.
Wif pokian's class.
iadk win or lose.
But i didn't went out to play.
hahas.
wanted to jump jump on th ting de.
Looks fun though. :D
But me, G, chindin & amanda foo played volley ball on th HARD floor.
hahas.
Was very fun though. :D
Enjoyed it.

After pe is maths.
All lyk so high lorrs.
Lols. :D
Sk was sittingon G's chair.
So G sat on my chair.
Then somemre she put her leg on my table.
Den i aso put my leg on th table.
But tink leg too short.
hahas.
den i say i also can put my leg on table.
Dhen i just took off my shoe & put on th tan]ble.
hahas.
Lols lo. :D

Today got bossa ball match for sec 4 & 5.
In th afternoon.
Wooooo~
Weikiaw's class (4e) won.
Hahas.
I thought at 1st, jiansheng's class will win de.
Cuz he very tall.
wakakas.
i dragged G to watch th match wif me
wakakakas. :D
Rained at 1st.
Planned to play bb wif seniors de.
But was raining.
But awhile ltr,
stop raining le.
woots~
dhen played bb lo.
hahas.
Anyway,
Tmr is th final.
PLan to go watch & support. :D
&& play volley ball.
wakakakas.


After tat,
played volley ball wif joyce & gd.
hahas.
i was always th ONE hitting it down th slope.
weee~
I tried take,
but almost fell down th slope lo.
So slipperly.
So of course is gd go down take la.
Lols. :D

Then continued to play bb wif seniors lo.
Went hm at 6.10 pm lo.
So tired when i rch hm.
Still have alot of hw hvnt do.
Maths, mt, ss, ...
haix.
Sian diao.
Anyway today is jeremy's birthday.
HAPPYY BIRTHDAY! :D

Anyway, thks G for being thr when i rly need it.
Dhun angry anymre le la
wakakakakas. :D
Cheer up & let ppl see pur smiles.
heeeeeeeees :D
BEEP BEEP BOOOP! :D