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Saturday, August 22 || 16:46
Had trng ytd.
Due to th heavily wind & rain.
We moved to th indoor bb court upstairs.
One with lots of fans.
So nice.
Wish can train thr everytime.
hahas.
Slightly sprained my left ankle.
Pain :B
Got bang bang by joyce during th freindly match.
hahas.
I'm alright :D
She cute la.
hahas.
It was a funnn trng.
love it.
After th trng,
we must mop th floor.
Wat th heck. :D
PLayed bb for awhile,
before heading hm.
Dhen that's when th qurallels started. D;
didn't knew i was so fragile.
hahas.
I thought i was strong.
& could protect myself.
hahas.
Now it proved that, that's not true. :D
okies, i admit it.
Although sometimes,
i'm a little blurr blurr,
dk wat i ownself am doing,
quite dumb,
tends to cry over silly tings easily,
has a unqiue voice and
always tends to be strong,
OVERALL,
I'm fine. :B
yayy.
hahas.
I'm sorry for neglecting yooe for wat yooe had done for me.
Tinking & taking it for granted.
That yooe will never leaves me,
so i just anyhow abused it.
Guess i was wrong,
like always. :B
didn't expect it to be so weak.
So little trust in it.
i rly didn't know,
till yesterday.
I found out that,
i am ever so useless.
Without me,
It's okies.
yar,
i know.
i didn't did much for this ting.
Nth at all.
It was just yooe, yooe & yooe.
Even a robot can't do it so perfect.
Needless to say,
for a weak boyy like yooe.
Wat was i tinking?
wat was i expecting?
No1's perfect.
I knew i couldn't fit in.
Seems true after being proven ytd.
I won't be recognise to be perfect in anybody's eyes.
As, if i am,
thr'll be no one living in this world trying to strive to th highest point.
I rly rly tried so hard.
Adapting to i, yooe & everyting.
I may seems like doing nth.
But i am just overcoming myself from th past.
As th saying goes,
the harder yooe hope for sth.
th harder yooe will fall.
I didn't expect myself to be perfect for myself to settle down for yooe.
I tried real hard to accept th part,
mee fitting into yooe & becoming a part of yooe.
Past those times,
i felt that all those was true.
But eventually,
qurallels started.
& i am th cause for it.
Yar, i know.
I'm stubborn.
& yooe are always th ONE giving in to me.
But i didn't do th same for me.
That's wat it's all about.
Giving in.
I thought this time,
yooe rly meant wat yooe said,
and, i cried hard.
Everyting in life.
We have to accept it as wat it is.
If it's yours,
it's yours.
If it's not,
no matter how much yooe struggle to keep it,
eventually,
yooe will lose it.
Tat's what i'm afraid of.
