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Sunday, August 23 || 20:28
Went for tution as usual.
Woke up late today.
So quickly washed up le,
go out eat brkfast.
But seems to be early afterall.
Lols.
Got a small quiz during tution.
Gng to flunk too.
Haix.
Such a failure in every aspects.
In th 1st place,
right at th beginning,
I thought everything just seems to be wrong.
All th qurallels and others,
just don't seems to fit in.
Right at th begining,
i thought th reasons why why why we ended like that in th past.
About a year ago,
everything seems to be wrong.
Qurallels, and crying in th dark.
That was a dark period,
for both.
But now,
it seems to be over now.
Really didn't expects us to be able to walk so far now.
All just seems like an illusions.
It seems so true,
that i hope time would just stop at every moments spent together.
I really hope we would not return to th past.
Where hatred,
qurallels,
crying,
avoiding each other,
behaving like each other does not exist,
wearing a mask everyday infront of frens,
pretending to be alright when i'm not
and,
when yooe are no longer a part of meee,
feeds on our weakness day by day.
Making us weaker & weaker towards each other.
Others, even ourselves,
tends to consider giving up that instant.
But,
today had proven ourselves wrong,
Love is sth that yooe needs in order to live on.
Yooe'll always needs that someone to be thr every seconds, every minutes, every moment.
& i am glad we had walked so far.
Do yooe know,
yooe are always tinking meee infront of urself.
and, that's what makes yooe great & silly though.
hahas.
Perhaps i know out thr,
another person will be more suitable then me for yooe.
I knew how worthful i am.
And, it's not great.
.. Just perhaps not enough barrs.
hahas.
.. Anyway,
thks for being thr for me everytime, w/o fail. :D
In th past,
I didn't knew how to love or impt it is.
Comparing th past me, & now,
I seems to change alot,
i th sense of tinking.
I didn't tink th importance of it in th past,
i only took it for granted.
and, placed yooe th same as my frens.
I am sorry,
i didn't knew it hurts so much much to know th true.
Maybe that's just th ransom and th price that are meant to be paid for th truth to be known.
For th past 15 months,
I seems to have grown up.
In th pain, happiness given.
But mostly,
happiness are th one flowing through mee. :D
Although i am still like small small kid & IMMATURE,
I seems to cherish this more than th past.
Soon, i'll believe to rely much on yooe too.
Till then,
dhun yooe try to run away. :B
