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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”

Saturday, October 31 || 19:54

uninhibited side

Recognise me?

I'm th one on th most right.

Cuteee right?

hahas.

Th firest boy from th left is my cousin, max.

Followed by my bro, kenny.

THen me, X. :D

Adorable?

Last time i am a crybaby.

I told naka this & she says can tell -.-

So bad wor, my twyin somemre.

hahas, but nvm cute hor.

I told her when i was little,

i always cry when i got dirty or when thr's insects near me somewhr,

or got loud thunder.

i cried several times when i got scared toos.

hahas, shhhhh. :B

But i'm a grown-up girl now.

Is thr sth wrong?

I felt as if we were so far apart.

idk why.

Perhaps today we didn't talk much bah.

I tink it's just me.

Trying to fix it.

the more you push and shove with matters of the heart, the more resistance you will experience.

Friday, October 30 || 16:44

Th more you push and shove with matters of the heart,

the more resistance you will experience.

Just got to know that today is ernest quah's bday.

opps, hehs.

Wish yooe happyy birthday.

Went to meet babyy today at ard 11.

He had to go back to sch to claim his report book.

After getting his report book.

Headed to hougang mall to eat & walk ard.

Went to eat pepper lunch.

yipee! :3

We ate th chicken miso tingy & ate ice-cream toos.

Yum yummmmm.

Went to walk ard.

Saw some cute couple keychains.

babyy bought GUMMIES for meee toos.

wooooots~

(L) them!

Went back to babyy's hse.

watched 命中注定我爱你.

hahas, nice to watch lo.

Headed home at ard 3pm.

Went home early as i thought mommy gng to brg me & bro out.

Thought of gng buy new clothes.

Was so excited,

but this only lead to greater disappointment.

Bro got a last-min ting.

So all not gng le.

Just because brother is not gng,

i don't want to explain further anymre.

I don't see thr's any needs to say on.

Just I'm not that important to yooe.

blown away

Thursday, October 29 || 20:22

Blown away

Went for talks & talks.

Firstly is about th spring cleaning.

Secondly is about discipline.

So retarded :x

Prasana said me & twyin look very alike :3

okies, she's not th first.

after th talks,

went to recess.

then went back class for spring cleaning.

twyin took lots pics toos.

Laughters were all heard.

Before taking th report books. D;

My chinese is 74.

f. , just 1 MORRE MARK then A1 le.

just that stupid 1 mark.

wat's wrong? D;

I just don't understand wat's gng on w me.

w my mind.

w my tinking.

w my everything.

idk & feels so ..

idk how to express it out or wat.

But i just hope everything will be gone once i open my eyes tmrw mrng.

Gone together w th wind,

& blown out of my head.

I know my results were not wat yooe've expected.

I also didn't want to say i didn't did my best.

I just din't understand a fact?

Am i inferior to hym?

Is he still always ur angel?

I know yooe cared,

but yooe showered hym much mre love than me.

Maybe it's just wat yooe said.

He got a brighter future.

I tried working hard,

maybe it wasn't th hardest.

But bear this in mind,

I will continue to strive & prove how much i can achieve.

Just hope thr's enough tym to prove everything.

Yepp, got back report book.

Results were shown.

Soon,

cher will call yooe toos.

Listen & reprimand if yooe want.

I have nth got to say.

I know my results myself.

I just feel so stressed from everything,

i want to take a brk in everything.

& just shut myself away from everything.

No one understand this horrible feeling.

Hiding away.

Carrying a smile even when i am not.

Wednesday, October 28 || 17:37

♥

My twyin ♥

Alot people didn't come to sch today.

Some came to sch,

but due to th attire check.

They're being sent home.

3A's boys, only walden, train & xuetian are not sent home.

Saddened :3

hehs, all is saboh each other de lo.

cute la, hahas.

I today first time so guai.

Pinned up my fringe.

wakakakas :x

Thay says i looks cute ._.

No lo please, so ugly.

Didn't want to put now fringe at first.

hahas, but did in th end.

Cute lorrs, hehes.

Watched movie at chinese lesson.

Don't remind me liao.

I cried sia!

wth lo, so damn scarely can?!?

i cried for dk how many times.

Both me & jiaying hold naka & sk's hands.

I screamed, cried, squeezed naka's hands, etc.

Gd, edmund & stephen were like laughing at us. :x

They're all baddies.

So scarely, gross & disgusting can?!

i don't want to say about it le.

Went recess w jiaying, zh & twyin.

ate & talked lo.

Then 3A, 3D & 3I need to remain in th ish.

To witness caning.

omg, dun wan to say who got caned.

But both me & twyin felt th same way.

A weird feeling to see a fren being caned :x

went back to class,

& lessons continued.

Ms li told some precautions we shld take for th SPA.

I am scared of it D;

Hope that i'll do well.

Watched a art film at maths rm.

Together w whole of 3A & 3B.

Then mr leon tan ask naka this,

'Why you look like Mary?'

Those who heard it who was laughing lo.

hehes :3

After sch,

me, twyin & wq went to staff rm to help mrs tan.

To put th papers into each report book.

I saw my result lo.

Disappointed, of course.

Level position is 54.

CLass position is 33/43.

omg :x

headed to ps w twyin then.

He's not coming.

But i understand.

just left A LITTLE sad only la. :3

When rch ps,

Walked ard & bought elmo ting for nicole.

Went to eat then.

Continued to walk ard.

Went to buy gummies, yayy. :3

(L) Gummies!

Took mrt to serangoon.

I waited w twyin for her bus before i took 315 hm.

I'm great :x

Tuesday, October 27 || 19:19

Stay forever in a world w/o worries.

Got a notice that i got PTC.

yar, i know it's common.

& i shldn't be worrying about anything.

Haix, but cnt control my feelings.

i just felt that way.

idk, just dk le.

Don't wish to care le anyw.

Got physics & chem practical today.

Quite tiring.

Still got trng though.

At aljunied due to 'o' level.

babyy didn't go,

went home instead.

& naka kicked jack's leg today.

Very hard,

she's soooo violent wor.

First tym in history.

& she's feeling guilty.

keeps saying, 'sorry, sorry'.

idk why today like no mood de.

idk why no appetite toos.

Lazyy to post le,

byes.

& happyy bday, nicole sim leng ♥

Together always elmo's fans.

I LOVE YOU'

Sunday, October 25 || 19:50

Just a simple expression,

' I LOVE YOU'.

Went for tution as normal.

But this tym i & bro took th mrt thr instead.

Cause parents need to go to kusu island to pray or sth.

We rch just nice.

Just 1 mre week away.

Got to get rdy soon.

After tution went to westmall to wait for parents to come back.

While waiting,

me & kenny went to library,

everywhr of th mall.

When parents finally rch westmall,

mommy went to eat.

Meanwhile i took money from her to buy earrings.

yipee.

hehes.

I bought a pair of stars,

a pair of crowns,

and 2 letters of 'J' & 'K'.

hehs, idk why i will suddenly like this either.

don't ask me, hehs.

cuteee hor :B

Went back to find mommy & kenny after buying.

Ate ice kachang.

yummmmy.

After that,

went to walk for awhile.

Bought a special D.I.Y ting for babyy.

I tink it is costly for such a tiny, small ting.

But i tink it's meaningful.

So i bought it as a small surprise ting for hym.

Just finished piecing it together in th evening.

& it looks great.

Hope he will loves it,

although it's only a small ting.

Waited for daddy to come fetch us.

He went to fetch home grandma from my aunt's hse.

Headed home straight.

It was alr quite late in th afternoon.

Home-ed & completed th small ting :D

give love room to grow

Thursday, October 22 || 19:33

Give love room to grow.

Babyy didn't come to sch today.

thought that he just overslept,

cause he didn't reply my msg in th mrng.

but didn't know he not coming.

Until i realised that i didn't see hym during frc,

or either is he with his frens.

It was ltr on that he msg me he couldn't wake up,

hence did not come to sch.

It whole day was BORING.

had th stupid motivation talk.

From ard 9 to 135.

damn fraking looong lorrs.

kinda miss babyy at first.

lalas~

babyy went too cut his hair before meeting me.

before that jack, qy, sm, vivien & naka didn't know whr to go toos.

So after i met babyy,

we, 7 people, went to compass point together.

It was a funnn day.

EXCEPT TH PART,
JACK PULLED OUT TH MONKEY & SPOILED IT!

We went to swensens to eat.

i shared with babyy.

naka nv eat.

idk why she like whole day so sian sian de ._.

but watever it is, cheer ups! :D

hehs, thr's a waiter name 'jack' toos.

naka went home first as she needs help her mom collect glasses.

After paying th bill,

we went to walk walk almost everywhr.

Saw daren ma came toos.

then soon sm went home toos.

Felt hungry so went with babyy to subway.

bought th monster cookies.

~nice

bought th 2 m&ns with choco chips de and peanut de.

yum yum.

head home before 5 toos.

babyy took th bus with mee. ♥

I ♥ subway's cookies!

sports enrichment

Wednesday, October 21 || 19:30

I hope every sunrise could be like this.

How i wish,

we will be able to watch every sunrise & sunset together,

forever holding hands & never letting it go.

went to sch as per normal.

Today whole day didn't go back class.

yayy*

hahas, class is boring.

also nv do anyting.

except A maths,

we starting basic liao.

Went for frc in th mrng,

before gng to th hall for choukball.

idk how spell, hehs.

played for th first match only.

staring i thought it will be like basketball.

hahas, but it is not.

I intercepted one ball.

hahas, do sah la, ps ps.

hehs.

dhen sk even mre cuteeee.

she shoot th ball then get back th rebound.

& she done it for 3 times.

hehes, cutee.

After th sports enrichment is our recess then another activity at hall.

after recess we got our C.O.P.E.S. talk.

damn freaking boring lorrs.

hahas, but babyy ran from his class to sit with meee.

hehes, yayy :B

After th talk,

th whole sec 3s must stay back.

scolded by mr teo cause nv behave properly during th talk.

hehs, got th 10 mins silence ._.

we got ict after th talk.

went to class for like only 5 mins ._.

before gng to com lap.

yayy, today's ict is must learn how to do powerpoint slides.

so retarded ._.

it's like sooooo obvious.

hahas.

then almost all go facebook, play games, blogs, etc.

After sch went to babyy's hse. saw qy, jack, vivien, shihoe, sm & yl gng hougang mall.

hahas, joke on th bus.

They alighted at hougang mall,

we alighted at sk thr.

must walk, walk, walk.

seems so far.

hahas, lazyy.

ate maggi mee that is cooked by me.

no la, actually is both cook together de.

hehes, i tink my home econ can get A1 lo.

wakakakas, just jking.

Went to compass pt after cleaning up.

Walk everywhr.

babyy bought a cuteee couple keychain for us.

gees, gees, thks lots :D

hahas,

he dk how put so i helped hym.

went to eat ice cream!

*yayy yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i ate a single scoop choco ice-cream,

he ate cold de bo bo cha cha.

nice, yum yum.

hehs, headed home after walking ard.

♥ babyy took th bus with mee, hehs.

Saturday, October 17 || 19:25

Went for brkfast in th mrng at toa payoh.

was very hungry cause ytd at bbq only eat a little dhen went home liao.

hahas.

anyway eat le brkfast le,

then go to toa payoh hub thr walk walk le.

didn't go anywhr else.

today weather was so scorching hot lo.

went home early though.

i'm quite lazyy to post though, hehs.

liying's bday

Friday, October 16 || 21:10

In th mrng,

went back to sckol for dental apointment.

i was soooooo scared lo.

Hearing wat jimmy says about th dental just gave me th creeps.

gosh, i was trembling lo.

when i went in with G,

i let her go says.

I'm polite, hehs.

Sk went in th dental van for mre than an hour liao.

still not out.

Until finally my turn liao,

dhen she okies.

Dhen i tio th better doc.

i tink my doc better.

mre caring lo.

At least he will like joke joke de,

dhen will ask pain anot,

able to carry on,

if cnt raise hand let hym noe, etc.

hahas.

he taught us how to brush and floss teeth properly.

Taught, learnt, done.

hehs.

just brush & floss my teeth for abt 10 mins.

hehs, hehs.

th doc said my teeth is very healthy, just abit dirty.

so he cleaned it for me.

i thought at first a little pain only,

but when i rinsed my mouth,

omg!

so red, all blood lo.

i almost cried infront of th doc.

i wanted to scream de,

but scare all th ppl inside th van will go deaf & hate me forever.

hahs.

so rinsed liao, go le.

wanted to cry liao lo.

headed home at ard 10am.

Went out at ard 3pm.

I almost overslept.

thks goodness babyy called me, i heard it.

then got up and bathed agn before gng out.

Today is LIYING's bday.

she opened a bbq for us.

then i meeting joyce & eeni earlier to buy th presents ma.

Met joyce and eeni at riverdale mall.

Went to buy presents and cards.

Wrote words on cards.

we bought until about 430pm plus plus before gng to take 89 to thr.

When rch liao,

saw ly, ps and all frens thr.

eeni & joyce were likr playing psp.

i so odd, i didn't brg.

So listened to mp3 instead. :D

Later, joyce wanted to go to th beach.

so i accompanied her thr walk walk.

Took some pics thr though.

Started th bbq,

i & joyce started helping.

i tink eeni is too tired cuz she ton ytd,

so she is like listless de.

she didn't eat anything.

Headed home at ard 7pm.

didn't want to go home too late.

rch home at 840pm.

I'm so tired now.

felt that eyelids are gng to drop down anytym le.

daddy is not working tmr.

so i tink th whole family gng out.

Thursday, October 15 || 19:24

babyy didn't come to sckol today.

Cause he dhun feel like.

OKies lo, ps meee at sckol.

haix, saddened.

cry liaooooooo.

He at home slp till late late and play dota ._.

walaoooo, so good.

i was complaining to naka lo.

shhhhhh, hehs.

For pe,

we had to dance finish by today.

So boys dance theirs,

we, girls, dance ours.

boys de soooo cute sia.

hahas, they are lead by ricky & zul.

dhen is our girls turn,

ours is sk lead de.

hahas,

she soooo brave.

Anyw her bday is on 17 oct!

This sunday, hehs.

Back to point,

she damn cute larrs.

hahas, dhun ever tink so looking for th video.

hehes, wakakakas.

mdm wong says girls NICER than boys de.

yayy, girls' power!

when sch FINALLY ended,

waited for hym lo.

he took 62 here.

dhen we went to backgate take 87.

takeeeeee till sk thr.

cause raining, must walk very looong dhen rch.

He cooked noodles for meee.

hehs.

he say i shld be honoured cause first tym he cook noodles for meee.

hehs gees, thks thks. :x

went to play com.

i want to sleep liao lo.

so tired.

*yawn*

went for compass pt for sushi & choco milk tea.

then headed home.

He took th bus with meee, hehs :B

Tuesday, October 13 || 16:50

outdated pics from ystd :

today sckol was released at 1010am.

mdm tan said my maths, both are quite bad.

Both passed but did badly.

was disappointed at first, of course.

But wat done is alr done le.

Besides we are taking three of th papers tmr anyw.

So it doesn't matters anymre.

Just hope that i'll pass my physics & chemistry D;

Asked ms ros about my ss.

She said i passed.

YAYY!

so happyy i finally passed my ss liao.

hahas, hehs.

Went for th idk wat programme until 1010am dhen released le.

Waited for joyce, from th dental!

omg, i dhun wan.

i scare blood! D;

I HATE TH DENTIST!

Arghhhhhh!

*humph, suckyy la.

After waiting for joyce,

then noe only me, her & eeni gng play bb nia.

So lols ._.

anyw went to sk to play ball lo,

while babyy went to buangkok to eat wif marcus & a pri sckol fren.

Played for awahile before gng to buy water.

I ate 2 sushi.

yum, yum*

hehs, hehs.

Continued playing while joyce had to go for blood test.

omg, blood agn ._.

Played until 225pm .

went to compass pt with babyy.

He got lost lo.

he dk th bb court is 3rd or fourth floor.

hahas, hahs.

then headed for th kfc.

He ate, & i waited.

He knew about it le.

I was frowning on how to make it better.

But ha had, simple is mre nicer.

I thought, yar, dhen go ahead with it.

I wanted to pay for everything de.

Anyw, went to walk walk.

before heading home at 4 plus.

He took th bus with me :D

hehs, yayy.

gng out.

Monday, October 12 || 09:26

Today i am gng out with babyy ltr.

yayy.

hahas.

but i still dk meeting hym at whr.

Wat shld i wear.

idk.

hahas.

still brooding about it.

hehs.

idk idk idk.

how? how? how?

hahas.

so excited to go out with babyy agn.

haahas.

maybe posting abt it at nite. :D

Gees, I AM HUNGRY! :B

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hello! :D

I am B.I.A!

hahas.

firstly,

in th mrng,

before i went to meet babyy.

i had to get back my ez-link from my mommy first.

so i had to leave home early to go her workplace to take it from her.

soon, it began to rain.

I was all wet, cold & hungry.

wanted to cry lerrs.

BUt mommy shield me from th rain.

with 2 umbrellas.

however,

i am still wet and cold.

went to amk mrt to take to bishan before changing to cirlce line to serangoon.

So troublesome lo.

But nvm. :D

After meeting with babyy,

went to vivo city le lo.

he gave me a spongebob water bottle.

it's cute.

and he kept saying, ' cool man'.

so retarded. :B

gees, thks anyw.

firstly, went to bought th tickets for,

'CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS'

We watched 3D de.

Cause it is th earliest de.

so cool lo.

hahas.

but th ticket prize is $10 each.

hehs.

after buying th ticket,

i was alr complaining that i'm hungry.

hvnt eat all day liao.

so went to harbourfront centre to eat pastamiana.

so nice.

i ate th spicy chicken de,

he ate th mushroom de.

dhen thr goes another $10 to fly awayy. :D

After that,

we went to buy sweets then go in buy water,

then went in to watch liao.

it's a nice movie.

when watching it must wear th special glasses de.

babyy wear lyk those people working in C.I.A de.

hahas.

MEN IN BLACK!

rly look lyk a hammyy ( hamtaro ) !

wakakakaks.

shhh, heh heh heh.

After that,

went to walk walk.

i bought a comb for myself, so did babyy.

hahas, he bought a big blue de.

wakakaks.

went for ice-cream and eat while walking outdoors.

admiring th sea,

so peaceful.

Went to play with th water after that.

hahas, so funnnn.

splashing water.

stomping on th floor.

making footprints.

jumping ard.

Took pics toos.

got up and got dry.

headed home at ard 6.

rch home at 7.

it was a funnnn day :D

but thr's still sckol tmr.

my converse shoes!

Sunday, October 11 || 17:41

idk why but i felt so guilty ytd.

i know, i know.

i shouldn't have.

But i always regard hym as a fren.

Although he bluffed me once before. *

But idk.

I felt is cause me?

i know it is not, yooe will say.

okies, fine.

I'm sorry.

Ytd when he said sth about harming yooe,

i felt a strong feeling.

A feeling that i tink i shld resist all th way to protect yooe,

like how yooe always stand by me & protecting me.

gees, thks. :x

Went for tution as normal.

After tution went to my aunt's shop to cut hair.

NOt me.

Only i didn't cut.

wakakakas.

went to eat lunch after that.

Eat liao dhen go to amkhub.

I went to buy my sckol shoes from th heritage shop tingy.

I bought converse grey de.

But actually i wanted to buy th other one de,

red lining with green colour inside.

But dhun have my size.

Actually i wanted to buy size 4,

but that one only got size 6 th smallest.

So didin't but that.

Bought th grey de, size 5 instead.

Lols, anyw am happyy to get my new shoes.

waaaaas'

gng swimming ltr.

dhen gng to eat dinner at ard 9 plus.

Cause my parents scare ltr we gng thr will have alot ppl.

Lols ._.

i'm hungry now though.

hehs :B

Relationships are a two person journey, and if only one person is doing all of the work, the journey will be slow, and may even stop before its time.

That's why i love hym.

An plan

Saturday, October 10 || 11:17

mrng, earthlings.

I roughly have an idea wat to do on tat day le.

No gng to tell anyone.

It's a surprise.

I want to buy that small bag.

hehs.

Damn cutee & easy to take lo.

Dhen nxt tym i go out dhun need take wallet & hp on hands liao.

weee`

but that look like it might has to wait,

gng to start saving money lerrs.

' hope to save as much as possible.

Want to make that day memorable.

hehs. :D

End of EOY

Friday, October 9 || 13:24

Finally EOY end liao.

so damn happy.

We all shouted and went crazyy after th chen paper.

For 3a and 3b, we only got 1 chemistry paper.

But for th other 2 classes,

they got fnn and dnt.

Went hm to bathe before meeting hym at front gate. :B

Gng eat soon with babyy liao.

hahas.

Now at his hse. :D

Now is at nite liao,

haix,

suddenly felt so tired.

After leaving his hse,

went hougang mall to eat, PEPPER LUNCH!

hahas.

He took a pic of me taking th resevered no. de.

Lols.

th food is he help me cook de.

wakakakas. :/

Went walk walk everywhr,

then after awhile went to eat MOCHA SNOW ICE WITH HERSEY CHOCO!

yum, yum.

hahas.

HE's a piggy! :D

Took mrt to sk, dhen took 159 home.

hehes.

We took th loooong way home.

He took th bus with me.

yayy! :D

Friday, October 2 || 20:54

Nxt week is th starting of th BUSY exam week liao.

Can't wait for holiday to come,

but of course i must try to do well to pass every subject.

I hope i can do it. :D

Went on stage to collect prize & medals.

Legs were shaking like shit.

So horrible.

I got stage fright!

Nicole says i got a baby face when pinned up my frindge.

RETARDED ._.

stupid lorrs.

hehs. :D

I won't be updating my blog for sometym.
Need to concentrate on studies soooon.
M-I-A! :B