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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”

chasing.

Sunday, November 29 || 17:52

Chasing something that doesn't appear real,

and going after what is wanted may only lead to one complicated after another.

Woke up early agn. went to eat brkfast before heading to bukit batok. daddy gotta go to aunt's thr to print tings. went to th church first, then went to west mall. I didn't bought my sch's txtbks, only my bro bought his. He bought all th stuffs he needs and wants. I didn't. *unfair.

Headed to aunt's hse ard noon. They cooked some food for everybody, but i didn't eat though. My 3 years old cousin, maximus, is ADORABLE. He wanted me to spend time accompanying hym. Then my parents they all abandoned me, alone, at my cousin's hse. *Grrrr.

After my cousin ate his lunch. I began to be like his nanny. -.- He wanted me to play dinosaurs & anyting as long as it's a toy w hym, read storybooks on dinos, watched movie clips on dinos w hym, played cards & played 'donkey'. hahas, but it's funnnn to spend time w small child. He's just cuteee. Every 5 mins will say,' Zhen Zhen jie jie, i want play this okayy? '. so cute.

When playing th 'donkey' card game, those who picks th donkey card is th loser. when he has th donkey card and i has to choose either a donkey card or another card from hym, he will tell me that donkey card is a good card. But it's obvious that it's a bad card. hahas, funnny.

Left when parents came to pick me. went to daddy's thr to help out. was very hungry. *grumble grumble. so went thr awhile le, daddy fetched me & bro to hougang point. went thr to fixed my specs properly. It is toos loose. Then went to eat at kfc. tried th new buddy meal, shared w bro. Ate th black pepper chicken, niceeeee. *yummmmmmmy.

After eating, walked home. bathed, now currently rotting at home & parents will be coming home late to come home to brg us out for dinner.

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Twyin: yar, okies. see yooe tmrw toos. :D

greatest gift.

Friday, November 27 || 18:36

The greatest gift is love.

The most hurtful blow is also love.

went to help daddy early in th mrng to move things. He is moving shop to another one. Gotta wake up early to help. Went till afternoon 3pm plus. i & bro went home first. *exhausting.

Had been explaining for th whole day. Tired from explainations. It's this all over? It had been flashing in my mind, dk if all explainations will be understood or mistook to rubbish. It is cause i has been changing? I didn't realised it. idk anything & feels anything that i had changed. Maybe it's cause others will see me better than myself. Been feeling so F. up explaining so much and thr's still so much hurtful tings said. I know it's me that cause yooe to be like this. But whr is all th trust? I did those tings that make those trust faded away? yar, whr's th trust in th first place.

i rly dk. D;

& my horoscope seems true.

Tags replied:

SOKKUAN: yooe are welcomed. Yooe got go east coast in th end meh? ._.

Only love.

Thursday, November 26 || 20:21

Only love lets us see normal things in

an extraordinary way.

went for trng in th mrng. felt extremely tired alr early in th mrng. idk why toos. *signnn. we trained w th 'c' boys cause th 'b' boys having their match in th afternoon. Trained & trained until 1130am plus. Stayed back for only awhile to play match against th 'c' boys. babyy gave me a spongebob figure! cuteeeeee! hahas. It's adorable lo. lols.

After th trng, decided to go to joyce's hse. Actually sk was damn emo & didn't wanted to go. But in th end, she went. hahas. *yayyyy. Went to buy lunch at koba w sk while joyce went to buy food for her sis. went to her hse to eat. Took mrt then lrt to her hse.

Firstly, when rch her hse, BATHE! hahas, i was damn smelly & i hate it. cnt stand it. After bathing, ate lunch. Played DON"T FORGET THE LYRICS, hahas. Funnnnnn, but of course she won la. She's th singing queen! hehs. Started to get high & jumped on th beds. * jump jump, boink boink. hahas, then wanted to video down sk's mv de. hahas. But i videoed joyce's video. Not gng to show, i not so bad. She will damn paiseh de.

My mommy just saw th pics & said sk is cute & looks like kid. wakakakaakas. But she says i look more like small child. Okies, that's not true. But sk is cutee, hahahahahas. *smiles.

Went home early. Took lrt to compass point. Saw sesame street live thr. ELMO IS CUTE! hahas, sk says i childish. -.-

Walked ard before taking 159 home.

Bathed & had been texting & calling juniors & seniors to inform them bout th match. * tired. D;

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Gd: Is yooe ownself admit de lo. -.-

Every Smile.

Wednesday, November 25 || 19:41

Every smile,

is something that can't be forgotten.

went to orchard today. To catch th movie 2012 at th cathy. Got lost at first. Called twyin, & thks to her & zhihui, we found it. Must turn left at th somerset mrt. hahas. Bought tickets at 140pm.The movie was great. It was very long, estimated bout 3 hrs. But it was a great movie. It's very sad though, alot people died also. But this won't happen to us de, i tink. *smiles.

After buying th tickets, went to walk ard before gng to pastamania to eat. Mine was nice, but i ate some red, hot chillies. *hot hot. But luckily, got buy drks. After eating, went to walk ard to see which tibits to buy into th theatre. wanted to buy fries & subway's cookies in but not enough time though. so i went to buy drks from th cinema & he went to buy kfc's stuffs.

I got lost taking th lift. I was sooooo damn scared lorrs. It leads to diff floors to stores idk de. To KBOX, lan gaming, etc. so i panicked & called hym. I met hym at th floor whr i got th drks. we were running late for th movie, but we can't find which floor is th CINEMA 10. so got damn pissed off. we ran everywhr, searching. but cnt find. F. Lastly, went to ask. Finally knew it's at level 9, besides th lan gaming. -.-

Late for th movie, so didn't catch th beginning part. After th movie, went to walk ard at th Orchard Central. Okies, it's damn bigggggg. *wowwww. walked ard & went to th rooftop. I was empty-handed though. Got th urge to spend money though. so after gng to th rooftop, went to 'more than words' to buy sth. In th end, i bought th action monkey that can walk when being pulled at th tail & bought sweets called 'Puccho', grape flavoured. *niceeeeeee. && i was damn happyy to finally bought sth & not go home empty handed. *smileeeeeeeees.

Headed home ard 525pm. Took 315 home from serangoon mrt, he took it w me. Rch home ard 630pm. Bathed & currently, feeling tired. :B

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Gd: Derrs, of course everytym la. *hehhhs. heyy heyy, i didn't hor. ORH HOR, is yooe says de. How can yooe be sooo bad sia, say her like this. *tsk tsk.

lesser positive.

Tuesday, November 24 || 20:16

Feel like coming across less and less positive;

to a huge extent.

went to trng in th mrng at 9am. Met weikiaw & went in together. Surprsingly, she wasn't caught. hahas. BUT when we rch th court, mr lawrence came & spotted her. so she had to go home. *saddened. Me & sk are th earliest, as usual. -.-

Today's trng, for only me, joyce & sk, was rather slack as coach is practicing formation w th boys for their match just now in th noon. They won th match. *great. I thought that i will be alone after th trng cause joyce needed to go home to look after her laopo & sk needed to go for meeting. Leaving me alone. *booooos. :x

But however, in th end, we all decided to go to joyce's hse to play. Decided to go to her hse to eat instant noodles. *smiles. i ate ALOT hor, hehs.

Firstly, when rch her hse, BATHE! *smellyyyyy.

Then, Joyce cooked noodles for all 4 of us. *hehs. i was like th waitress. -.-

Carrying th bowls of soup. All of us couldn't finished it EXCEPT joyce. so we all gave her our noodles until stacked up until like mountains. *wakakakakakas. && she finished it sia. walao, damn lot leh. Then still have, me & jacey gave to sk, hehs. *innocent.

After eating, all helped to wash th bowls, pot, spoons,chopsticks & cups. then went into th room to play, their beds sooo nice to sleeeep. *zzzz. Played play station, scrambles, cs, etc. I finaly know wat is counter strike le. *smiles. Took lots of random pics toos. Uploaded to fb toos.

went to riverdale together. Accompanied joyce to buy tings. Even sk wants to dye hair now, wow. I am not dying my hair. It's gng to spoil it instead. Natural is th best. :D

Headed home after walking for awhile. Took LRT w sk. we didn't went stright home but went to compass point instead. went to walk ard, wanted to buy gummies but must save money for tmrw, so didn't. *boo-hoooos. went to BEST, sk wanted to see laptop. saw some which are really cool & fashionable!

Headed home after that.

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Gd: oioioioiioi, never alot times hor. I ALWAYS win. *blarrrrrh.

Be surprised.

Monday, November 23 || 09:13

Follow th instinct,

and yooe may be more surprised by yourself by th day's end.

woke up & went to daddy's at 1130. Bro wanted to slack more so we went ltr. It was a sort-of-tiring + moodless dayy. idk whyy toos, just felt very slack and feels like sleeping th whole day on th bed. Haix, idk what got into me toos.

Thr's trng tmrw. Already told th seniors th date, time & venue of th matches. Hope they all could make it on those days. I don't wish it to turn out as a disappointment for us, if we lose. But i don't tink we will, hehs. JIAYOUUS.

Counting down to 8 more days. *smiles.

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Gd: Derrs, when did i ever lost to yooe before. Besides basketball matches. :x

Lifetime.

Sunday, November 22 || 11:46

Love can makes every moments last for a lifetime.

Today is another ruined day. Firstly, went out to my aunt's shop to cut hair first. Only brother cut his hair cause mommy tinks it's tooos long le. hahas. I didn't trim though. After that, went to toa payoh to eat brkfast. idk why but i only eat 4 bites then don't want le. I gave it to my daddy, hehs.

Brother suddenly got a last min appointment w his frens to go to amkhub to play lan. Lols. Then daddy & mommy were like reprimanding hym, saying just because of his frens suddenly asked hym out then not gng out w th family le. But they scolded for like 5 mins then stopped le, i was like .. . *speechless.

Even worst, i am th innocent party, i was told to brg hym home to take his wallet before gng to amk. Hence, now here i am, rotting at home waiting for parents to come home. *boooooooos. idk why don't feel like eating lunch anymore. No appetite. i want to go on diet! D;

Ltr my cousins will be coming over to my hse for dinner in th evening. My uncle that owns 2 tution centres at bukit batok now, is now opening his 3rd chain of tution centre at heartland mall. -.-

zomg, nxt tym, heartland & kovan will be a very dangerous place for me to slack liao. dieeeeeeee, haix. why? why? *tsk tsk. so saddened.

Tags replied:

babyy: yar yar, i hate yooe toos. :x

jimmy: how i know? I first time use ma. But th can also at fault lo, so hard then i also dk how to use th can opener to open, then keeps anyhw turn turn then got hole le lo. *smiles. :D Thks for th link anway.

Zhihui: welcome, welcome. :D Okies, i will tag more nxt time, yooe tags me toos. :D

Can't retract.

Saturday, November 21 || 17:07

Can't retract th love that has already been given out.

Today is a rotting-at-home day for meee. Stayed at home th whole day. Just ate lunch though, hehs. wanted to go on diet. must tell myself to be more fit marh. hahas. Just realised that my granny's fried beehoon very nice. *delicious. hahas, she gave me to eat some despite losing her protion of her lunch. geeeeees, thks lots ar. :D

I also helped her to open a can of mushroom, using th can opener. I almost cut my finger cause idk how to use that to open. Then th material so hard, open also open until hands so pain. Arghhh, then got irritated then anyhow turn turn then * TA-DAA, open le. *smiles.

Got scolded by parents for not gng to help my daddy but stay at home to rot instead. Sorry ugh, i also dk marh. haix. But nvm, luckily, daddy didn't scold me. But ah po got cut in th hands, zomg. A thousands apologises. D;

Ltr night is gng to be another rotting + boring night. But nvm, can slack and sleep. hahas.

I am soooooooo looking forward for th friendly match, yipeeeeee. Just 10 more days, then it's th day of th friendly match le. I also dk why i sooo damn excited bout th match. I just tink that it has been so long since we played a match together w seniors & juniors. Now finally got tym, to show th seniors all these while wat had we learnt. I hope we can trash North Vista. *yayyyyy. :D

Tags replied:

Gd: even if yooe zi ji pian zi ji also let me win le ar, wakakakas. In th end, i still won, so thr's no diff. :D

Szemin: Hellooo, thks. It's just 10 more days. Can't wait. :D

mistaken.

Friday, November 20 || 17:59

Do not mistake temptation for opportunity.

Woke up early in th mrng, not don't want to sleep, is got stomach ache.*pain pain. so msg hym in th mrng. but just nice wake hym up for his match. He is very off-form today. went to meet hym at koven thr. But due to th rain, waited for hym at mac then heartland then mac agn. -.-

He told me he missed 13 pts today. Hahas, then he kept saying that 13 pts de. But he got assisted other players. Don't worry, yooe're only nervous.

He said coach debrief-ing to them. so i waited for ard 20 mins at heartland. walked ard. Unitl he came, then went to hougang mall to eat lunch. *Starving. dk wat to eat but ate pepper lunch. Both ate th chicken de, want to try new flavours ma. hahas. we added cheese for th pepper rice. niceeeee. :D

It was raining heavily. Decided to go to his hse. i wanted to watch th dvd. It was raining heavily & from compass pt to his hse, very little shelter only. But walked in th end, he used his towel to cover me. hahas. So funnnnny larrs. But in th end, i was half-wet, he was totally wet from head to toes. Gees, thks for covering me w ur towel and sorry for getting urself wet in th end cause me. :x

Rch his hse, went to dry up. My shirt is totally drenched. He took a L shirt let me changed. i thought it's a dino's shirt at 1st. It's damn bloody bigggg lo. To me, i tink it is XLLLLLLL de. :x

He dried my shirt infront of a fan, lols. I sat at th sofa & watched th dvd for ard 2 to 3 hrs. hehs, niceeee to watch. :D

Headed home ard 440. Rch home & bathed. :D

Countinq down to 11 more days. woooots. damn excited bout th friendly match, can't wait. Looking forward to 011209. yayyyyy, after soooo long, i can finally play match together as a team. :D

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Joyce: helloooooooo, i know my skin colour very nice. Nice brown skin colour hor? tyty. urs not bad toos, charcoal black. :D

Gd: hahas, tyty for admitting it. wakakakakas, i win! :D

Be known.

Thursday, November 19 || 20:12

Your heart will always make itself known;

through your words.

Went for trng in th mrng at 9am. waited for weikiaw, cause she says walk into th sch together. Cause she don't want to be caught by th sercurity liao. Lols. In th end, met till joyce so th 3 of us went in. In th end, is she got caught by Mdm amrit. Hahas, she managed to escape and come for th trng though. hahas, funny lo.

Trained w th boys, as usual. haix, do th funny actions lo. hahas, cuteeee. But damn tiring larrs. Coach told us we got friendlly & matches le! yayy, yipeeeeeeee! :D

Bathe & went to eat w hym. At first, i thought he wanted to eat w his frens instead. So i just played a few matches before gng bathe. After bathe when gng leave sch le, mr teo caught us wearing slippers. So must change back to shoes then go outside th sch then can change back to slippers. -.-

Went to eat w hym to AJISEN! *yummm. yayy, hahas. Saw Mdm TL, mr yeo WM & mr chia KK at ajisen toos. hahas. then we waited them to eat finish & waited for them to pay th bill then FINALLY went in. We were like hungry like hell lo, waited for like 15 mins. -.-

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Gd: oioioiio, rly cutee hor. hahas. ty ty. :D

Ellis: yoyoyos, thks for th tag. Will link yooe. :D

ahkiaw: hahas, yooe so damn bloddy violence la. BANG BANG everywhr de. I tink i can fly liao lo. -.-

th verge.

Wednesday, November 18 || 16:19

On th verge in losing faith.

Went to daddy's in th mrng. Helped till afternoon, 3pm. Came home & bathed.

I was told that he is only gng one of th trng for tmrw & fri. I am gng for both, as usual. Idk if my answer disappointed hym or he felt neglected. I rly dk wat to do nor wat to say. Became that speechless when told not to reply. I thought it's okayy. BUt it doesn't seems that way.

When i saw it, i didn't know wat to say. Instantly, i got a stupid feeling. HATE IT! I know i shldn't feel that way, it's normal. But i can't help it either, it is just a natural feeling. I don't want anymore unhappyy tings ANYMORE. Just hate feeling them all bottled-up. So F.

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Gd: mine is cuteee lo. Better than yooe lo,hehs.

Ahkiaw: I very fierce de lo. Just that i didn't showed it out before only. Grrrrr... Ltr i fiercer than yooe hor. RAWRRRRRR.

you've lost it.

Tuesday, November 17 || 15:56

Just when yooe tink yooe've got it,

yooe've lost it.

Went for trng in th mrng at 9am, as usual. & As usual, joyce was th last one and was late, but it's also because she went to buy bread for ly. Ly & weikiaw came for th trng. But weikiaw VERy late then come. Ly came on time though. hahas.

So weird lo, only coach trained us, 8 people only. hahas, today trng very funnnn. Seniors said i IMPROVED! yayy, yipeeee, *happyy happyy. But coach still says i need to be more fierce, better to be fiercer than weikiaw. -.-

Grrrrrrrr....

Had graet teamnwork w sk toos. yayy, funnnnn. :D

Bathed & went to eat w joyce, ly & weikiaw. Ate at cosmo. Ate till ard 1.15pm. went to walk ard heartland. waited for babyy to come & pass me th ear piece. yayyy, gees, thks. :D

He had to go for his match though. we decided to go to super bowl to play bowling. waited for ps to come. But in th end, didin't bowl at all. we just sat thr to slack slack awhile. Then went home le. Ly & joyce cab home. Me & ps took mrt to serangoon. Ps gng out. I took 315 home.

P/s; *Suddenly has a craving for gummies now! :3

Tags replied:

k.jiaying: helloooooooooo! vivien's twin! :D

Gd: okies, yooe sounds evil. Of.c is yooe retarded larrs. :B

judging.

Monday, November 16 || 19:07

Don't judge a book by it's cover,

yooe may just be surprised at what is inside.

Woke up late today, idk why Guess i was toos tired yts barrs. hahas.

Today is a quite-tiring & exhausting day.Had to go over to daddy's to help out. Injured my right hand's finger. I tink now it's alright. idk, felt rather pain though. But i am alrights, i am strong. Grrrrrrr... :D

After helping out, daddy had to buy tings. Me, kenny & mommy went home ourselves. But before heading home, mommy wanted to buy a new computer + study table & a computer chair to put inside our room. She took a loooooooooooong tym to finish choosing, bargaining. zomg, waited for long. Luckily, i bought a lychee malt candy to eat while waiting. Mommy took ages to finally says, " let's go home". -.-

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Gd: hahas, okies. Lols, retarded elephant. -.-

Cherie: yar, looong tym nv tag me lerrs. Yooe changed link agn? Or deleted ur blog? If still got blog, give me th link, then i shall link yooe. Thks for tagging anyw, hehs. :D

Emotional.

Sunday, November 15 || 16:02

Emotional.

Went for tution as usual today. Today is th last day for th tuition, yipeeee. hehs. After th tution, dadyy picked us up. Grannyy is coming home today. hahas, she says i become fat le. OKies dokies, i rly planning to go on diet lerrs, SERIOUSLY. D;

Went to ate lunch together, i only ate some bread. After lunch, Daddy had to go and buy sth else. Then only me & mommy went to bishan library. I borrowed some books. hehs, guai rite? Waited for daddy to come and fetched us home.

Babyy msg me in th mrng saying he ordered sth. I thought it was food, and it was for his frens. But it was ltr that he told me tat is he ordered a earpiece for me from overseas. yayy, i am soooo excited now. woots~ hahas. He said it is gng to arrive after 1 or 2 more weeks. yipeeee, So happyy, it is very special i guess. :D
He told me th heart keychain was broken apart. I tink it could be fixed together so told hym to collect all th small parts and give me. I try to fix it back together. Hope it can be fixed back, hehs. :D

Tags replied:

Szemin: helloooo! uhh? really ar? Sk lo, she kept scaring me when i bathing. She put her hands at th door thr, pretending to climb in. scared me. hahas. :D
Zhihui: hahas, okies okies. i tag yooe only then yooe happyy until like that? cutee ugh, hahas. :D
Gd: okies, that's seriously is very lame. -.-

obsessed.

Saturday, November 14 || 15:44

Obsessed.

Let's talk about ytd first. :D

went to trng early in th mrng of course. It was tiring, aye. haix, but was still very funnn in th back. Ly and ps came. W them, trng soon was filled w laughters. We played match together w th 'c' boys. idk who won or who lost, nobody is counting. :x

In th end, we just continued playing until we were damn tired. Then took a brk then realised th trng alr ended lerrs. hahas, funnnny wor. Sorry couldn't join seniors for lunch.

Went to bathed w only sk of course. Don't get th wrong meaning. We were in DIFFERENT cubicles. hahas. SHe needed shampoo. As usual, she bathed damn fast. Not even 5 mins, i took about 20 mins ONLY larrs, hehs. :D

After bathing, went back to ISH to find them. They are still thr. But i had to leave first, gotta eat lunch w babyy.

We dk wat to eat at first. It was at last that we decided to go eat pepper lunch agn. hahas, it's nice. We ate th chicken noodles de. Hahas. After eating, went to walk ard for a short while before heading to babyy's hse. Went to his hse to continue watching th dvds. Got obbessed w it le, zomg. :D

As for today, i am rotting at home as usual. Haix, super duper boring de lorrs. Rot, rot, rot! :D

I want to go to th night market ltr, i hvnt even go yet. wakakakas. :x

Tags replied:

Gd: heyy heyy, excuse me, my name not dumbo la. Is DUMBDUMB. it's different. and eat pepper lunch won't die de. will only be full. Being able to eat is a bliss. But eat toos much will fat. D;

Zhihui: hahas, thks for th tag SU ZHI HUI. meeeee will tag yooe back soooon. :D

Babyy: FINALLY, i am able to use com now. :x

Sk: Yeahh yooe are welcome man! Yooe sure yooe not rough ma, i also very rough de hor. :D Grrrrrrrrr... hehs. Yepp, i agree it's super duper nice nice toos. :D

forever happyy.

Thursday, November 12 || 19:53

All i ever wanted for was just a simple wish,

for yooe to be forever happy.

Went for trng early in th mrng of course. hehs. bathed then headed out le. I rch early though, hahas. Mr ang didn't came today, miracle. I thought he will come our every trng derrs. :x

Anyw, hurt till my left arm, agn. -.-

Hahas, but i am alright of course, I AM A STRONG GIRL! rawrrrrrr.. hehs. :D

Sk was abit rough today, idk why. But it was ltr that she told us she got difficulties breathing! wth, why don't want earlier tell us? Then can rest le, then won't suddenly like this le. Aiyo, must listen to us la. hahas. :D

After trng, went to bathe. Joyce had to go for poa remedial. So only left me, sk, elis & th 2 juniors. hahas. But only me & sk bathed. Sk bathed damn fast la, i bathed for like 20 mins? she bathed for less than 10 mins?! hahas, she like rushing for dk wat de. hahas. Then end up, elis had to go first. Then sk kept making meeee screamed! hahas, irritating. Don't wanna talk about it le, funnnnnny. :D

After bathing, went to hougang mall to eat lunch w babyy. Went to eat PEPPER LUNCH! hahas, nice ma. especially th SALMON de, waaaa, it's finger lick'in goooooood! wakakakas. :D

After eating went to walk walk ard, felt tired. :x

went to his hse to watch th dvd shows. NICE! hahas. He was very very tired so he went to sleep in his room. I watched th show in th living room. I felt asleep on th sofa for 20 mins. hahas. But i wake up le, he's still sleeping. :x

He is gng to become a FAAAAAAT piggy soon, comfirm de. But i tink it's cause he is toos tired. Everday he slept at 1 am +, i sooo angry w hym lo! So late then sleep, furthermore th nxt day got trng!?! NO wonder his eyebag so big, just like a panda. hahas. Seriously, his eyes soooooo small, like mine. :x But my eyes BIGGER! wakakakas, i tink. :D

Thr's still trng tmrw, gotta rest early toos. Goodbyeeees, peps. :D

Tags replied:

Wanqin: yayy, i totally agree w yooe man! wakakakas, smiles, SK! :D

Sk: Please, yar yar, th whole wideeee world de cutest person is yooe liao. :D hahas. yooe very gentle meh? hahas, yar sometym lo. Yar! pepper lunch nice! hehs. SO RANDOM! :D

Jiayi: Hehs, hellooooooo. thks lots for th tag, will tag yooe back sooon. :D

(L) twyin: heyy hellooooo, thks fot th tag! :D lova ya.

Joon: hahas, cutee ar? only tag this? hehs, but thks. :D

pulled away.

Wednesday, November 11 || 11:49

Being pulled in many different directions at once.

Felt so tired th whole day. I guess it's cause i am rotting at home now. So boring. idk wat to do but surf th net. i wants to buy lots of stuff and watch lots of movies. Just by tinking of it makes me so excited. But i needs to save money first, and i still needs to find time out to study toos. To prepare for th big jan's examination. D;

I am gng out w mommy ltr. Gonna go meet her at amkhub ltr. waiting for her call now. waiting for her to be done w her work first. It's has been a loooong time since i went out w mommy alone to go out shopping. I hopes it will be funn. hahas. I am gng to buy lots of clothes, i hope can. hehs. Waaaa, so excited now. I want to buy alot of things once i saved enough money. I wanna buy clothes, shorts, bags, earpiece, necklaces, etc. hehs. :D

Hellooo, peps. I am back from shopping w my mommy. Bought 2 clothes, wooooots, love her man!! wakakas. Bought some drks and foodies toos. Tink i have alr put on some fats le. D; boooooos.

It was funn, i spent going on more than $50 of mommy's. zomg, hahas, bravo. hehs. I realised i had alr put on some weight when i tried th clothes. I wore XS last tym. Now i am wearing some S or even M sizes le. ZOMG! gonna needs to lose fats sooon! D;

Toodles~

Tags replied:

weiling: gees, thks. :D

Zhihui: welcome! welcome! yooe must tag meee mre & mre toos. :D

Cherie: hahas, helloooo! thks for th tag! :D

seeking out

Tuesday, November 10 || 18:35

Actively seek out the answers you are looking for,

instead of waiting for them to fall in your lap.

went for trng early in th mrng of course. woke up late so must quickly bathe before gng for trng.

I wore slippers in, don't care. Only showed th guard my stinky shoes, wakakas. When i rch, thr's only a few people thr only. Of course, it's still so early. Changed out of my class tee to jersey and changed my slippers to shoes. Went outside de court to shoot ball w sk & cheryl. Joyce was late, simin was later than late. hahas.

Trng, trng, until i got hurt in th knee and suddenly got gastric. Th pain was SO unbearable, pain, pain. D; haix. beared it all th way till 2pm then eat lunch.

After th trng, went to bathe. zomg, th water is so cold. & i soooo scared anytym will got cockroaches come out. zomg. D; joyce & cheryl didn't bathe. Only me & sk bathed. But guess wat? I was th last to come out of course. hahas. I brought my shampoo, conditioner & others, hehs.

After bathing, went to eat w babyy. HUNGRY! hahas. went to hougang mall. wanted to eat pepper lunch, but alot of people! so went to ajisen! but student meal is only after 2pm. Hence, babyy bought a little snacks to eat first. went to walk walk ard & went outside to take a breathe before heading back to ajisen at 2pm. hahas. funnny. :D

Ate th ramen, so nice. But very big serving. Almost couldn't finished it. zomg. gng to get fatter soon. D; wanna lose some fats! D;

went to babyy's hse after eating to watch some dvds shows. Headed home at 5pm. Took th bus alone as he needs to rch home early. & th bus came late. :@

Tired. :x

P/s: Wanqin's bday is tmrw! :D

Tags replied:

Tingxin: hahas, great, hope can go out real soon toos. hahas. they like 2 small boys lo. hehs. funnnny. rmb to date meee out! :D

a simple smile

Monday, November 9 || 10:21

Just a simple smile,

to express how much yooe are loved by me.

Woke up early in th mrng. went plurking but thr's no one. *sign*

Was so tired but i also dk why i wake up so early toos. oh! i tink it's cause my brother is sick then kept coughing then wake me up. :x

I hope he gets well soon. thr's nth to post now that's it is so early. Tink i will be posting ltr in th afternoon when i got sth to post about. Wait for my post! :D

Ta-taas. :a

Hello, i am back. Felt ever so disappointed. But guess that i am just numb to it. Disappointment is all i get at th end of th day. Could i help it? i don't want this either. Just don't feel like talking about this now. D;

Tags replied:

SK: Maybe thr are frens ard yooe who will put trust in yooe, which yooe could also put trust in them. Learnt how to get away th darn feeling yooe are having bout ur frens. Instead, find back th frens and those who truly will standby w yooe when yooe rly a shoulder to lean on. Thr's such frens, it's just that yooe didn't notice that maybe they are just by ur side. Learn how to cherish them before yooe lose them. :D SK, i believe yooe can overcome this prob. Stand strong. We'll be here for yooe. :D i want th cheerful sk back, love ya! :D

always he here for yooe

Sunday, November 8 || 15:58

My heart is a place to draw true happiness.

Today is th perfect boyy for me's bday.
HAPPYY BIRTHDAY. :D
I hope all your wishes will come true to yooe. & best wishes for ur studies toos. Always rmb to carry a smile w yooe. As that's wat got me so memorised.

Heard that yooe got cut today in th mrng. Be more careful nxt time. Learn how to take care urself. tsk, tsk. Now alr 15 le, still dk how to be careful when cutting garlic. Nxt time i buy yooe one robot maid for yooe, so i don't have to worry yooe being hurt. wakakakas. :D

Guess by now, ur frens will alr be at hse alr. Rmb to eat more & more for dinner toos. Good that yooe're celebrating w ur family ltr toos. Today yooe ate so much, Hope yooe become a fat piggyy soon. :D

As for me, i went for tution as per usual . :x
But tution is ending nxt week, yipeeeeeee! So happyy.
I was damn fed-up just now. Actually parents said gng to buy clothes for me,
but my bro got sick. But however we still went to OG to shop. I was sooo excited. But after waiting for my mommy to buy finish her shoes. They said going home alr.
I was damn pissed off uh. wtf. i waited & waited and even picked th clothes i wanted but in th end, just left th shopping centre empty-handed. F.

Tags replied:
Babyy: erm, okies. welcome. I did nth much toos. Just hope yooe are happy ytd. :D
Szemin: hahas, thks. & ty for tagging. :D
Tingxin: okies dokies, i am afraid. zomg! :D hahas. okies let's go out together sometime. Guess it will be fun being w 2 boys kids. :x hehs.

the tendency

Saturday, November 7 || 20:29

have the tendency to say;

and do things that i will likely regret later. D;

Happyy 15th Bday & happyy 18th months together! :D

Actully wanted to go ps to watch th 1145am movie. Intially we meeting at serangoon mrt at 11am. But i was late. Truthly, i am soory. D;

If i weren't late, yooe will be able to catch that movie earlier. Hence, everything yooe had planned will go on smoothly. But just because i am late, th plan is changed. Wat a bad start. D;

I am soorry. D;

Hence, we went to bugis instead. Went to buy tickets first. Bought tickets for 'astro boy'. hahas, nice & adorable okies! hehs, we like small kids. :D

Anyw after buying th tickets, went to buy food to eat cause we are STARVING! bought tako balls ( yayy!), and alot other yummmy foodies. wakakakas.

Went to bugis junction to walk ard. went to iluma toos. But quite empty lo.

went to aracade, watched hym played games. hahas, he played violence games. zomg. :D

bought 2 cutee turtles' keychain. damn cute. will light up de. zomg, cute uh. :x

went back to bugis junction to buy a little food in to eat during th movie.

After watching finish th movie, went to vivo to find tx & david. Bought combs from daiso first before meeting them. Met them at 'toys R us'. Both babyy & david so lame uh, playing w diff types of toys. Then me & tx pretend not to know them. :D

went outside to walk ard before gng to eat th ben & jerry's ice cream. It's super duper nice & smiliarly super duper ex uh. One small scoop of cone de, needs $4.90.

I wanted to pay but babyy don't let. humph. :x

Headed home soon. Took mrt to seangoon. Just nice missed one bus, stupid uh.

babyy quaralled w his parents also. haix, sorry uh. shld had go home earlier. shld had tink of wat other buses to take. we waited for th nxt bus.

Looking at how tired he is when he slept on th bus, it just aches inside. Knowing that he will be scolded ltr, i just felt uneasy inside of me. D;

Tags replied:

G: yooe sure not bling ma, ah dey. :x

open to hearing what yooe have to say.

Friday, November 6 || 21:08

open to hearing what yooe have to say.

Had Physics SPA today. Tink shld be cmi le ._.

Burnt my hand, almost cried infront of cher, did wrongly, calculate wrongly. EVERYTHING wrongly. boooos. D;

Thks mr. peh. :D

Everything seems to be gng wrongly for me. I spent alot time to study, i tried to do my best. But when i go in th lap and start doing it.

I started panicking and everything goes wrong. D;

Why, why, why?

After sch went to eat w jiaying, vivien, zhihui & twyin. Went to kfc.

Actually didn't want to eat de. But they all say follow them is MUST eat de. SO must eat lo.

But i shared w twyin. yayy. :>

Thr's trng today. TIRED! run, run, run. Th mr ang also very wat de lo. Asked us to run 10 sets of sucide! rly will die de leh. grrrr.

tiring toos. Naka and vivien gave their presents to babyy le. So embarassing lo. zomg. hehs.

yayy, thr's night market at my hse & vivien's hse. Woooo, gng to stuff myself w foodies! Not oily de. Want to eat sharkfins, TAKO!, and and more more. ^^

wakakakas. :D

Tmrw is going out w babyy's frens. Others cmi. Haix. okies dokies barh. I know no choice also.

Tink will be damn bored tmrw. haix. tink will start msging twyin. :D

Tink gng to bugis new open de shopping mall. I want to start saving lots & lots money.

Thr's alot of tings i want to buy.

Bags, gummies, earpiece for mp3, and more. so excited to buy but no money. D;

Booooooooos! :x

Tags replied:

G: Of course yooe see ur name. yooe not blind la, dey :x

Tingxin: Lols? why suddenly boo-ed me? hahas. idk about tmrw leh. :D

woeiwen: thks for tagging me even though yooe are bored. :D

Ellis: hey hey, i am not xiao zhar bor hor. I am CHEE XIU ZHEN! yayy, loved.

Zhihui: SU ZHI HUI! :B

Are yooe hiding sth to me? Why is it yooe feel disappointed? Did i do anything wrong? Did i say anything wrong? Questions are all popping up in my minds.

Thursday, November 5 || 12:30

Hello,

currently slacking at com lap now.

Now everyone go plurking.

So funnn to play.

hahas.

Responses and plurking.

hehes.

So boring.

Idk wat to post now.

twyin is best! but i am th greatest.

SU ZHI HUI is th best of best.

She wanted me to say this, muhahas.

EDMUND SUCKS TO TH CORE!

G is using phone msging,

and i am rotting here.

BORING!

Today's chem SPA tink cmi le.

hahas.

Must stay happy happyy de anyw.

Just hope i'll do well for tmrw's physic SPA.

OKies i accidentally spell ms lan's name as MA LAN.

opps :B

Monday, November 2 || 19:19

The first step to better times,

is to imagine them.

Happyy Birthday,

Chua Poh Kian!

Today is this boy's bday.

A very happy bday to yooe.

wakakakas,

see i rmb! :D

Nth interesting happened today.

Just a little moody in th mrng only.

muhahahas, shhh.

But it's fine now le.

Thks for caring.

Went to babyy's hse,

waited for hym to bathe

& take money to eat lunch.

After that,

went to swensens to eat!

Th food thr is nice.

Actually wanted to eat th ice-cream thr de,

but cnt.

haix, tsk tsk.

so saddened!

But i want eat it nxt tym!

hehs, babyy bought gummies for me.

muhahahas, thks.

Love ya :D

yummmmmmmy!

cried

Sunday, November 1 || 16:28

why is it so hard to be strong?

Went for tution as per normal.

We all demanded for sweets in exchange for th hw.

hahas.

Cute hor

The cher says how old le stilleat sweets.

Then i says is cause we got childhood ma.

hehs.

Didn't went to buy clothes today though.

Rather disaapointed of course.

But mommy says ltr brg us out then go swim,

or go buy clothes.

idk whether rly gng buy ma.

Just don't hope toos much.

hahas, just hope can buy lots nice clothes. :D

Just watched th 'where got ghost' till half-way.

But not watching le.

Got scared.

& cried.

Don't laugh larrs.

hehs, i watching it for th 2nd tym le.

But still cried.

Funny hor.

Now th show ending le.

Luckily when i watching th show,

i got my eeyore.

wakakakas.

But in th end, still cried.

shhh. :D