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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”

give and receive.

Tuesday, December 29 || 20:43

give and receive appreciation, love, and happiness.

went to twyin's hse today for th project. Met up w twyin and edmund at th backgate's opp bus stop. Wq got sth on in sch so we met her ltr on when she is done. Zh & Lj went to bought uniform for zh's sister. so me, twyin and edmund went to kfc for lunch while waiting for them. Shared lunch w twyin, couldn't finish all anyw. :D

Zh and Lj came and we finshed our lunch for heading back to th backgate's opp bus stop. Met w wq then went to take 87 to twyin's hse. Alighted and walked to her hse. Her neighbour's doggie so damn cuteeee uhh. zomg, hahas. Th dog will keeps jump jump jump de. so adorable. *aww.

Twyin's parents so nice de.

Actually, we did nth at twyin's hse lo. We ate lots of japan's chewy gums & sweets toos. hahas. we slack slack ard and joked almost abt everything. About th project, we only edited some things and did a slide for th powerpoint only. -.- hahas. cause twyin's laptop TOOK AGES to load. Then she must kept restarting. funnny ugh. *laughs.

Then we also explored her hse. See her bedroom, toilet, kitchen, etc. hahas. Then zh and lj also tried th OTO thingy de. is keeps shake shake shake de. Funny ugh. Then when lj trying it, we increase th power until alot. *evil grinnns.

Watched hai pai tian xin, ep 4. nice. hahas. went home at ard 5pm plus. Bused 87 and 25 home.

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k.jiaying: HELLOOOOOOOOO, hahas. :D

Friends.

Monday, December 28 || 17:22

A friend is a present you give yourself.

Merry christmas.

Friday, December 25 || 12:49

Merryy X'mas; hohohos.

Presents time! :>

Merry X'mas, hohohos. hahas. Let's just update about ytd first.

went out to bugis w tingxin. It has been a long long time since i went out w her since our class spilt. haix. But it was fun gng out w her. Met her ard 2pm ytd at bugis. i was earlier. *yayyy.

Met her and went to cotton on. Thr is a big big sale thr. 50% off! *woww. Me and tingxin were tempted and we both bought 2 shorts each. Then broke le. hahas. Thr's a surprise for babyy tmrw. Also got two presents waiting for me to claim them. wakakakas. damn excited about th surprises he giving me. *wooooooooots.

Anyw after buying th shorts from bugis junction, we went to bugis street. We are being SQUEEZED inside thr. Alot ppl shio. hahas. Then we two walked & walked ard. wanted to buy water but no money. After shopping thr, we went back to bugis junction and walked everywhr. Then went to Mac. Tx left $1.50 only. Then she so good buy 2 vanilla cones for both of us to share. Gees, thks alot. :D

Then walked ard somemre and waited for food court for david to come meet us. David gave tx th zinc bag she wanted all along. aww, so sweet. hahas. Th bag is so cute uhh. hehs. Then he ate his lunch thr. and he told me stories and jokes for mre than 1 hr plus plus. gees, that was looong. But his real life stories are really funny. and his that fren rly talk big words. -.-

Went w david & tx to take mrt home ard 6pm +. Rch home after 7pm though, hehs.

OKies dokies, let's talk about today now. woke up at 10am, went to bathe and headed to eat brkfast. after that, walked ard market for awhile and went home at 12 noon. Prepared tings to go pasir ris park. went to eat lunch at sheng siong. After lunch, we headed to pasir ris park le. went thr roller blade and fishing. it was funnnn. :D

We caught 3 fishes and 1 crab. wowwww. coool ugh. hahas. we then digged a hole for them. and build a great-wall-of-china to prevent them from escaping when th tides came. *smart. Stayed till 6pm and went for dinner at sembawang. Rch home at 7pm plus. :D

I'm gng out w babyy tmrw. yayyy. and he giving me by PRESENTS! *clap clap. Excited about it from ytd till now. hehs. Gng watch alvin and th chipmunks 2 w hym. yayy. After tat, we gng to mr ang's bbq together also. hahas. Hope tmrw will be super duper extremely funnnnn. :>

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Henry: helloooo, yooe're welcome. thks. :D

silence.

Sunday, December 20 || 17:46

Don't ask, don't say. Everything lies in silence.

went out together w family today. went to eat dim sum for brkfast. it was nice, but JB's nicer. hehs. After that, went to ard amk area thr to try to fix my phone's prob. But they say th cable or wat got sth wrong or wat. Then they order th parts alr will call me back. Hope my phone can be fix.

After that, went to people's park to shop for my daddy's clothes at OG. Well, he bought his clothes. went to bugis after eating lunch at thr. *yayyyyy. Only me & mommy went to bugis though, th rest went home.

Firstly, me & mommy went to bugis street to walk ard. Saw clothes for bro but didn't buy in th end. -.- Lols. Then walk & walk, saw ALOT of nice clothes that i will buy. But i didn't. hahas. Cause i still need to save mommy's money for my bag. *evil grinnnnns. After walking ard for a long time, went to bugis junction to buy my bag. Headed to th zinc shop, bought a small zinc bag. It's brown. hahas. nice. *happyy. Then after walking ard, took mrt to amk. went to amk's fair price w mommy as she needed to buy some food for dinner. i told her to buy lettuce; healthy, nice and not fatty. i am soooo smart. *waakakakakakas.

went to buy tmrw's brkfast then bused home.

P/s: Today is henry chua's bday. Happyy birthday henry chua zhong xiao, hope all your wishes comes true. :D

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Zhihui: yepp yepp sure. I know yooe'll miss me toos. hahas. :>

trip to JB.

Saturday, December 19 || 16:54

*more on fb*

woke up ytd mrng at 650am, late by 50 mins. Supposely i am supposed to wake up at 6am, as i took th looongest time to bathe finish. *hehs. After everyone is ready, we went to bukit batok for th tour bus. The bus left abit ltr as thr are 2 big bus for us. Ard 60 plus people went ytd. The whole Maths Hub's people and other family or blah blah blah went. Then took th bus for 1 hr + until butt rotted and gone through 2 customs.

After rching JB, went for brkfast first. It was dim sum. *yummmmmy. After brkfast, went to fruit farm. wowww, it was a HUGE farm. Filled w cocoa, vegetables, rubber plantations, fruits, etc. Sat in a smaller sized bus for a tour ard it. It was an 'rock & roll' ride. but it was funnn, except th part that butt was very pain. :x

Ate th fruits thr toos. very sweeeeeeeet. hahas. After a few hrs of touring th farm, we went for lunch. Ate bakut teh and curry fish head. It was very nice, hahas. After that, we went to kelang, out in th sea. Surprisingly, thr got reception. Received babyy's msgs.

After that, it was SHOPPING! *lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvves it. I spent alot of my daddy's money. sorry ugh. hehs. I spent over RM$160 of my daddy money on alot clothes & a star necklace. But it was only an 1 hr shopping spree. NOT ENOUGH TIME!! *arghhhhhhhhhh. If only got a few more hrs for my shopping spree, then it would be th best. *evil ginnnnns.

Lastly, it was dinner time!! It was a seafood feast. Got crabs, prawns, sotongs, veges, etc. But i don't dare eat toos much, cause FATTY. i wanna LOSE FATS!! *Grrrrrrrrr. It was very late after dinner. Bused home for very looooong then. Felt so god damn tired sia. *aching. Rch home at 1030pm. Bathed and while waiting for very loooooooooooooong for hair to dry, phoned babyy and chatted. Slept at 1130pm +.

Okies dokies, let's talk about today. went to daddy thr to help out DUE to some blackmailings from my mommy. She said she will buy me a bag. *wooooooooooooots. and somemre i shld go help out since ytd i spent so much of my daddy's money, so i must be more sensible to go help out ma. *clap clap.

But i cut my finger. D;

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Joyce: Lols, okies wat's th **** for? -.-

for me.

Thursday, December 17 || 21:29

stars are validating this for me.

went for trng today at 10am. It was drizzling, asked coach still got trng ma and he replied yes. okies dokies, then i left hse w/o an umbrella. Amazingly, i didn't fall sick; i tink. *oppppppppsy.

when i rch sch, thr was only me, yc, shurong and another eastview bb player thr. I felt soooooo odd. hahas. Then they very funny, keeps saying jokes de. and and th court is used by sl camp, i tink, then cnt use th court for bb. Then dk who say, bb court is for bb de not for camping de. hahas, funnnnnny. Then we, 4 dorks, sat thr waiting and waiting for other players and coach to come.

When coach came, it was still rainning. so we sat thr awhile waiting for rain to stop. Finally, it stopped BUT for awhile only. Then all th others went to dry and mop th ourdoor court for use, only me, joyce, cheryl, gd and simu outside th pe room, sitting thr chatting. *hehs.

Babyy was late for th trng, as usual. he bought nuggets for me. aww, thks. hahas. but i didn't eat. after trng then eat finish. so went to th outside court to shoot. then awhile ltr, it started raining. -.-

But me and joyce and cheryl still STUBBORNLY went outside, then in th end scolded by mr ang ang ang. *Grrrrrrrrr. went in to sit lo, outside th d&t room. Then all th boys sat at 1 corner w coach. Then we 3 girls surrounded simu also, funnny. Then she pretended to talk like coach, damn funnnnny ugh. hehs. Then we started talking bout *ahem. hahas Then when *ahem coming then we will suddenly change topic. But today i negotiated w mr ang and I AM GREAT W IT! *woooooooooooooots. Actually he treating us eat swensens but we want to change to soeul gardens. Then after wasting th whole bucket of my saliva, he actually agreed; i tink. hahas. i tink i am GREAT. *grinnnns.

Talk & talk until saliva dried up le. hahas. After th rain stopped, we 3 headed outside and start cleaning th court. cause very wet. Then played match w 'c' boys awhile then went to bathe le. Then went to wt w babyy to eat then bused home.

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Sk: no no, i take is edusave award. :D

Vivien: Konichiwa, vivien. :D

it's right.

Wednesday, December 16 || 22:53

just know it's right and jump without hesitation.

went for match today. Cab down as usual. hahas. finally today almost all came. The venue is supposed to be at geylang serai cc. But it suddenly poured heavily, so changed th venue to SBC. *clap clap. The flooring thr nicer by alot! hahas. We won mayflower, 30-54. and and and i am damn freaking happyy i shot in 4 points. *woooooooooooots. But i missed a couples and a layup toos. *signnnnnnnn. But stll happyy we won th championship & WILL BE TREATED TO SWENSENS! hahas, yayy yayy yayy. Mr ang treat de, he promised de. I want a adult meal, drinks, desserts, ice cream, floats, cake, another adult meal. *wakakakakakakakakas.

( Pics will be uploaded soon, i lazyy. hehs. )

Thr is trng tmrw at 10am. sian diao. -.-

Actually are dated out by tx. But will be damn tired to go out after trng. so postponed to fri instead. They say gng marina. hahas. I want to go w joyce to bugis!! Looking forward for a shopping spree w her. *happyy.

closer.

Monday, December 14 || 20:16

See both sides of the coin before you make moves

and you will be closer to what you want than you may think.

Currently hating th new rule of mixpod. Must post th video of youtube de. *irritated. how sia? haix, nvm. no tym to tink about this now. Just put in th video lo. -.-

went for th match at geylang serai cc. Rch thr so damn early. cause we all shared 2 cabs and cabbed now. hehs. Claimed money from mr ang. *wakakakakas. won th match against macpherson, 32-48. Didn't scored today though, missed. Felt so disappointed in myself. *tsk tsk. D;

eeni scored th most though. *congrats.

After th match; me, ct, wk, ly & sk cab down to serangoon central. Ly sat at th front seats then th rest all squeezed up at th behind seats lo. hahas, funnnnnnny. Alighted & waited at mac for ly to bathe at her aunt's hse. Ate mac. Me, sk, ct & wk all ordered MEGA MACSPICY and we all upsized somemre. After eating that meal, i seriously decided it's time to start losing some ugly fats.

*shooooooooooooooooo away!

went to slack slack ard until 530pm while waited for ly's fren to go work w her. went to take 315 and bused home.

Th last match is on this wed, 16th. The match is at 3pm. But we gng earlier cause wk said want to be familiar w th court first. we decide to cab down toos. and mr ang will pay. *wakakakakas. we need to stay till 7pm after th match, for prize presentation & buffet.

P/s: Thks joyce, i know yooe tried ur best today. yooe can't be blamed. I know yooe will get well soon de. Got me always standing besides yooe, so no worries. and biggest thks for th ****. Loving yooe always. :D

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Twyinn: twyin tywin, HELLOOOO! :D

Szemin: hello. welcome for th tag and tks for th tag back. :D

fall to th sky.

Friday, December 11 || 21:08

If i could fall to th sky.

Felt so frustated that i am not able to use th internet for th past few days due to sth wrong w th mio broadband. went to th manifax company to get it done. Just called th mio service centre to ask wat''s wrong w th phone connection. Haix, feel so tired now. They are sending service centre's fixing ppl over to my hse on mon, to get it fix properly.

Today, went to my daddy's thr to help out. i am totally drained out. *haixxxxx. After helping out, went home. bathed & straight went to 76 playfair rd at dk whr building. hahas. Ate noodles for dinner.

Having another match at geylang serai cc on mon at 3pm. Meeting w junior & others to go together, & i have no idea how to. so all of us following choyting. *geeeeeeeees. so excited bout th match, hope can score 6 points. hope so omly. Mr ang ang ang say will treat us all eat swensen after th mon's match. *YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Currently talking to a big-fat-pig-who-just-injured-his-last-toe-due-to-a-stupid-reason. *tsk tsk.

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AmandaL: hellooooooo, thks for th tag. :D

Chindin: welcome for th tag. hahas. yar, long time no see toos. :D

hard times.

Tuesday, December 8 || 18:13

The hard times will begin to fade,

joy will take their place.

went for trng at 10am today. Rather pathetic, only me, joyce, cheryl & simin came. *haix. Miss those trng days w seniors. After trng, went to bathe. Thks joyce; for waiting for me. went to heartland mall w her. She needs to collect her sis specs at thr. then she took taxi home. i took mrt to hougang to find babyy & eat lunch.

Ate pastamania. *yummmmy. hahas. Got students price also, hehs. After eating, went to his hse. watched th dvds, nice sia. *woots. went home at ard 5 plus. he took bus w me.

I will miss joyce. She is gng to genting at 5am tmrw. i miss her narhs. Must miss me toos. hahas. *awww. She will miss th matches though. Tmrw we having match at queenway sec at 3pm. But jiayan, ros, joyce & sk not gng. But we will try our best de. meeting at mac at 1pm to go together though. *smiles.

happyy 19th months w yooe, ng jooooooooon kiat. ♥

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Joyce: hey cnt don't agree. alr made th agreement w me le hor, cnt back out le. saddened. aww. I am alr th legal age hor, and i am NOT a young kiddy. I MATURE le hor not like yooe so CHILDISH, wakakakakakakas. :D

lost.

Monday, December 7 || 16:32

Something i lost;

will soon turn up.

Fell sick ytd nite, gotta a fever. Only told joyce bout it ytd; didn't want anyone to be worried. Feeling better now, but in th mrng still had a slight fever. *signnnnnnnnn, hate it.

went to daddy thr in th mrng till now. Tired, fel so restless, no appetite & moodless. haix. idk why toos, may be due to th fever. *hehs. Off to rest. *toodles.

I hope someone can help me put my feet in th right direction when it comes to love; please don't mislead me.

Just a mask.

Sunday, December 6 || 22:10

If yooe continually give,

yooe will continually have.

idk what got into me today. babyy had his first tution today. yayy hoorayy for hym. haix. idk wat happened to me, i just lost control. having this f. up feeling inside me now. Don't ask me why or not, cause idk toos. It's just an natural feeling i has today. and for everyone's sake, i hate it. *arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

It's just normal to always lie about how much they meant to yooe although yooe said they are not impt. It's just not admitting that yooe cared for someone & maybe that yooe are just quietly caring and loving someone behind their backs. It's just that they don't realise what yooe have done for them and they don't realise all th love yooe had given to them. Just thinking about this fact, it hurts. Please go away. D; *shoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Speaking of letting go abit? i tried just now. well, not bad. Maybe it's just myself being toos over. Just like how over protective yooe are to me. Maybe i learnt it from yooe. But i SHALL promise myself to learn hard to let go abit. *hurting.

I think i am just toos selfish. idk why i will have this protecting feeling. It just occurs & it's hurting me now. hate it. can it please go away. If by letting go of this protective-feeling will make yooe & me feels better, .. why not? *signnnnn.

Just had an agreement w joyce. idk if she is willing, but i want to try it. Thr is always a first thing for everything right? same here toos. try try try. But idk if i am childish or i find it thrilling or i am just saying it in a fit of anger. Joyce told me to let go abit? Could I? I am now here trying my best now, wants to cry out now. But i can't. I still got to face my parents w a smiling face. so here i am, trying to fit in a mask. A mask that i hopes could hide everything behind it. *smiles?

Lastly, babyy have fun okies? I know yooe are having fun now. that's great to finally be w ur frens and just enjoying every moments. HAHAHAS. ...

P/s: and my horoscope is true.

Emotions.

Saturday, December 5 || 19:16

Emotions can lead to a confrontation.

stayed at home & rot th whole day. *suckkyy. Hate this feeling i'm having now, although i dk wat it is & also dk how to make it go away. Left so lonely now, idk why. so i using computer to kill some time now. *Grrrr. Lonely, all alone in my room, dk what to do, rotting away, hungry but don't feel like eating, lost my appetite, hoping to receive msg from friends so my hands won't at least be so bored. *signnnnnnn.

I am troubled whether i should wear contact lenses. idk, people gave suggestions. Espically jimmy, says wat be prepared maybe got eye infections. Hear until this, idk what to do. Haix, shall not bother bout this right now. idk what to do anyw. *irritated.

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Chindin: hahas, your name cute uhh. thks for th tag. :D

Tingxin: HELLOOOOOOO, miss yooe. Thks for tagging. Tag more! :D

tempted.

Friday, December 4 || 20:50

Feels tempted to be a little intense w what's going on emotionally; ♥

untruthful.

Thursday, December 3 || 18:00

Your blessing is no more than being

safe and sound for th whole lifetime.

*Drained out, moodless. D;

Search your true heart before answering anything untruthful.

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K.jiaying: yar, cuteee lo. hahas. (L)

Love.

Wednesday, December 2 || 17:44

Love conquers all.

woke up late. Ard 930 to 1000am. *tired. Bathe & got alr to go to daddy's thr to help out in his new shop. It was crowded w ppl. Helped all th way till ard 5pm. didn't have time to eat brkfast & lunch. only ate a little at 5pm. Toos tired to eat anything le. *signnn. felt so moody today, no idea why.

Daddy drove me home & took a quick shower before returning to work. Must be so tiring for hym. Jiayouus daddy! As for me, i bathed & here i am blogging and listening to songs. *lalas.

Thr's trng for us, girls, at 12pm this fri. *drained out.

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SOKKUAN: Thks for th jiayous. Rly hope yooe will come back soon. We will do our best! Rmb to enjoy urself & come back real soon okies? Miss yooe. Bon vongage.

disappointment.

Tuesday, December 1 || 21:05

The higher yooe tried to climb,

the harder yooe will fall.

went for 3A's class bbq ytd. was funn. met up w twyin then stephen, jimmy, terence then walden. Took 32 to bbq wholesale centre to buy th food. didn't know can deliever de. -.- so retarded lo. It was fun & i rch home ard 1130pm. Slept at 12am plus. Pics is at jimmy's fb.

Was so excited bout today's match against NV. We won, 51 - 60. NV was leading by 1 point in th 1st & 2nd quarter but soon we chased it up. didn't know it was so tiring, totally lost touch of how it felt like to play match. But to me, it was a great disappointment. I know myself didn't do well, and i tried to improve wat coach said. Guess i just has to train harder. Thr's trng on fri at 12pm. Hope th trng will helps us to win th geylang serai cup's 1st match on 9th dec. Hope so. *signnn.

Currently enjoying my gummies. (L)