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Sunday, December 6 || 22:10
If yooe continually give, yooe will continually have.
idk what got into me today. babyy had his first tution today. yayy hoorayy for hym. haix. idk wat happened to me, i just lost control. having this f. up feeling inside me now. Don't ask me why or not, cause idk toos. It's just an natural feeling i has today. and for everyone's sake, i hate it. *arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
It's just normal to always lie about how much they meant to yooe although yooe said they are not impt. It's just not admitting that yooe cared for someone & maybe that yooe are just quietly caring and loving someone behind their backs. It's just that they don't realise what yooe have done for them and they don't realise all th love yooe had given to them. Just thinking about this fact, it hurts. Please go away. D; *shoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Speaking of letting go abit? i tried just now. well, not bad. Maybe it's just myself being toos over. Just like how over protective yooe are to me. Maybe i learnt it from yooe. But i SHALL promise myself to learn hard to let go abit. *hurting.
I think i am just toos selfish. idk why i will have this protecting feeling. It just occurs & it's hurting me now. hate it. can it please go away. If by letting go of this protective-feeling will make yooe & me feels better, .. why not? *signnnnn.
Just had an agreement w joyce. idk if she is willing, but i want to try it. Thr is always a first thing for everything right? same here toos. try try try. But idk if i am childish or i find it thrilling or i am just saying it in a fit of anger. Joyce told me to let go abit? Could I? I am now here trying my best now, wants to cry out now. But i can't. I still got to face my parents w a smiling face. so here i am, trying to fit in a mask. A mask that i hopes could hide everything behind it. *smiles?
Lastly, babyy have fun okies? I know yooe are having fun now. that's great to finally be w ur frens and just enjoying every moments. HAHAHAS. ...
P/s: and my horoscope is true.
