▼ Ironically ▲

“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”

Wednesday, May 26 || 17:21

It's th silence that draws us apart.

would i?

Sunday, May 23 || 15:01

Would i eventually becomes that gentle light of yours?

Wednesday, May 19 || 17:30

Love is blind.
Maybe you knew that things would still remains unchanged,
but you would still be willing to do it,
as you might think that person is worth it.
And i know that you are.

Isn't it beautiful?
I hope to see th London's eye though.
It would be spectacular.
To tell truth,
i had never sat on it before.
idk why toos. -.-
Just can't find time to sit inside there for 3o mins.

However, just by observing from th outside,
it's beautiful.
Perhaps it would change my view of it when i am on th top.
Uhhh, maybe wor.

Although me myself dk what happened to me.
Why i would behave like this.
What caused me to do things i don't understand.
Why my attitude become like this,
But i am sorry, truthfully.
I always keep th word 'sorry' as my excuse,
which idk why toos.
Sigh, idk alot things.
Stupid right?
Sigh, .. okay.
Trying my best not to be too sensitive,
or to overreact and not to keep suspect things anymore.
Shall stop poking my nose into everything,
and keep spamming out questions like nobody's businesses.

Sometimes, i just think i changed alot from last time.
In th past, i would not bother about anything and let th thing be th way it is.
However, now, i am trying my best to cover up.
I tried ways to please you, cheer you up.
Learn from my stupid mistakes and applied it in my NOW life.
Put more attention and thoughts into making this relationship better.
But, i don't seems to be succeeding.
Things began to become from bad to worse.

Is it i used th wrong method to do it?
Or i am not giving enough freedom by keeps questioning you?
Guess so.
That's it bah, gonna go do homework now.
Toodles. :<

outing w airen.

Monday, May 17 || 18:39

Outing w airen. :>

Firstly, went to compass point earlier,
before meeting airen to eat lunch and go shopping.
Went to KFC and bought breakfast for hymm.
Bought hym porridge and an egg tart.
Hmmm, me hungry toos but didn't eat,
cause me eating w airen at th cafe instead.
Anyw, buy le then went to his hse to give hym.
Me dk he got get surprised anot.
I was like knocking on his door but he didn't ans. -.-
Hence, me called hym to open door loh.
Retarded. -.-

Next went back to compass point to meet airen.
Went to walked around for like 1 HOUR,
cause th cafe at 12 noon then got student's meal. -.-
We then walked all ard in circles loh, dots.
Then at 12 noon went to eat then headed to take mrt.
Took from sk to serangoon,
then serangoon to paya lebah then to bugis.
hahas, long trip but got ME. :>

Reached bugis then went SHOPPING! :>
wooots~
But bought chicken ball to eat first.
Shared w airen, yummmy. :>
Then walked to bugis street shop first.
Damn happy, me bought couple bags (black) there.
Nice, wakakaks, cause ME BUY DE.
It's a cuteeee bag. :>
Saw desylia, lijun, amanda foo and chindin eating fries at mac.
Waaaa, rather surprised.
Those guai peeps will come bugis shopping de.
hahahas, hope to see them soon.
Then went back bugis junction.
walked around,
Then saw naka, vivien and jiaying taking neoprints.
Wooooo, see so many peeps i know.
Happy, happpy. :>

Lastly shopped all ard bugis junction, bugis street then iluma.
HAHAS, Luckily didn't spend all of my money.
heeeee, Laughs.
But still damn happy. :>

Then went back to compass point.
Went back to th cafe to drink and chat there.
Damn tired, meet hym and pass hym th bag
that i bought for hym.
Hope he likes bah, hehs. -.-
He bused home w me and i reached home ard 550pm.
Bathed and watching tv now.
Gonna iron my uniforn later, sighhhh. -.-
Toodles~ :>

sigh, ...

Sunday, May 16 || 18:50

Are you supposed to be there?

idk what's wrong w me this few days?
Maybe too bored or may have been thinking too much?
Hmmmm, guess so.
I hate this feeling of being so A P A R T from you.
eeeeeeeer, this sucks ttm.
But no one knows till they read this freaking post,
just like what YOU are doing now.
Reading my post,
thks for bothering to read through.
Geees, thks. :>

Hmmmm, idk what to talk about.
If you dk,
Malihah passed away ytd at ard 3.
idk whether it is in th mrng or afternoon.
Sighh, Although idk her so well.
However, i joked w her and always see her smiling ever so brightly.
I always take it that she was a cheerful girl,
and of course i am always right.
Bless you girl.

After th ritual,
went to hougang point w twyin.
She bought 2 pairs of shoes.
waaa, spend $$ like water loh.
hahas, we bought SWEETTALK,
and drank while walking and shopping.
Me accompany her waited for her bus,
despite th dark clouds.
See me so gooooood right? :>
Luckily me reached home just in time,
before th heavy rain started pouring now.

Tmwr not going out anymore w qy and jack they all anymore le.
Hence, me going out w airen, joyce.
Hope me got fun,
wanted to go shopping for more clothes and THINGS.
Hope i can find th THINGS i want and finally BUY them.
Had been so busy w exams till no time,
and sorry twyin, for not going out w you on sat.
Sigh, sorry sorry.
Hope to go out w you shopping soon. :>

Cut my finger a while ago,
saw th blood and almost fainted.
So pain, and i scare BLOOOD.
Although i love red,
BLOOD still scares me.
Accidentally cut my thumb,
but so what?
sigh, so nothing also.
Why makes such a big deal over it?
since it is ONLY a small injury?
Right? >;
Rightt!

Had been listening a song,
laughs bah.
QUite nice, cause i listen de.
wakakakakas? >:
Haix, can't be forcing myself to smile anymore.
I didin't see any need to do so toos.
No need, no need, no need.

Nvm, shall start clearing my small little brain
for more cheerful and happy things.
Brain so small so why stall in useless and unhappy stuffs?
Press DELETE ALL and says ' toodles' to them.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAS, Laughs? :>

Shall tell myself to enjoy myself tmrw,
Yeppp i can and i will.
Woots, Toodles peeps. :>

Rotting at home when i am supposed to be out. -.-

Saturday, May 15 || 17:45

I am SUPPOSED to be outside,
enjoying myself w twyin de.
But me STUCK at home,
can't go anywhere except staying home to rot.
B.O.R.I.N.G T.T.M! >:
Grrrrrr, can't stand this feeling.
waant to go out uhs, but can't.
Everyone will understand this freaking feeling when
they homed and got nth to do.
Blah blah blah,
bored bored bored.

ARGHHHHHH, what shall i do for th
remaining 7 plus hours.
Hmmmm, idk why but we are really drifting apart.
Do you tinks it is because we didn't spend enough time?
Or is everything fading?
If it is, i won't let it happens.
Even if we both are sian sian at any moment,
and we saw each other's msg,
i will still stay cheerful or wdv.
Cause i know ifyou don't and me dont toos,
th msging would just be stupid.
Sending each other smileys and receiving smileys or 'lol' or' ok' back.
Sigh, i am really trying my best.
Would you toos? :(

seoul garden after MYE

Friday, May 14 || 21:14

Finally, chem second SPA is O V E R!

yayyyy yayyy yipeeeees. :>

Alright, finally feeling RELAXED.

But it's only end of MYE only, sighh.

still got th 'o's appoaching.

JIAYOUUS EVERYONE! :>

Let's talk about today.

Went out w chery P, huiting, cien, jazz, david, tx, kelly, belinda and myself of course.

IT WAS FUNNNNN.

hahas, took lots pics.

Firstly, met at kovan at ONE PM.

Of course i was th earliest lah.

wakakakakas.
Tell you guys sth fcuking.

When i taking th bus to kovan.

Got an old man was like STALKING ME.
wtffffffff hell is this man?!?

I was so scared loh.

I alight he alight, me board he board too.

Then me dun dare talk or do anything.

Cause he was like LOOOOKING at wat i was doing.

Fcuk loh, damn fed up.

ANYW, laughs.

Met w others then went to take mrt to farrer park,

to meet tx and david there.

Very looong never go out w old frens le,

th feeling was great.

hahas, me and cheryl got alot of 'high-fives'. :>

wakakakas, meet le went to eat SEOUL GARDEN.

idk wat i doing loh.

Then got a very POLITE waitress asked us want clear th rubbish's plate mah,

Then me apologised to her. :>

She so funny.

We ate DAMN ALOT.

Until our shirts want to burst liao,

okies kies this just an expression only llarhhs. :>

For student's price, only can ordered until 4.45pm only.

Then when left 30 secs,

we are like so "KAISU" like that,

order all th food like no need money like dat.

hahas, then i there screaming,

"LEFT 30 SEC ONLY, QUICKLY PRESS PRESS WATEVER OR ANYTHING".

and everyone was like laughing. :>
Retarded leh, me loh.

Then after eating went walk walk.

So tired, full and sleepy loh.

hehs, lalas.

Me, cheryl and jazz bought th very-nice-tarts home.

I bought 6 for my family.

ME LOVES TH CHOCO DE>

woots~ *Laughs. ;>

Went to ps.

headed for neoprints w tx, david, cien and jazz.

Cute uhh, hahas.

Then acrade before heading home,

tireeeeeed uh.

sigh, aching all over.

Going to eat my double choco and melting choco tarts soon.

hmmmmm, yummy.

Toodles~ :>

END OF MYE

Thursday, May 13 || 17:06

END OF MYE, FINALLY.

Damn happyy ttm! <33>