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"Why make someone your priority when you're not theirs?"

*C.XIUZHEN!☺
HELLO THERE. I am always obsessed w chocolates, strawberries, milktea & more food. I am a taurus, so taurus people love food and are lazy. SIMPLE.
I've always been wanting to find time to bake, play sports and simply spend more time w my love ones.
I am always craving for food like Seoul Garden, yogurt, BBQ chicken wings, seafood and more. You name it, and I simply will love it.
LASTLY if you love me, I'll love back you. ♥
-That's me-

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"Sometimes you never know the real value of a moment until it becomes a memory."





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"No one gets tired of loving. They just get tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, and hurting."

❤ Angelus. Bitch
❤ 3A'09
❤ Amanda Ang
❤ Amanda Lee
❤ Anji
❤ Belinda
❤ Cheryl Pang
❤ Cheryl Yuen
❤ ChinDin
❤ CianYuh
❤ ChoyTing
❤ David
❤ Desmond Poh
❤ Eeni
❤ Eileen
❤ Glenda
❤ Grizel
❤ HuiTing
❤ Huiyu
❤ HuiMin
❤ Ivan
❤ Jasmine, my Big Kiddo
❤ JiaXin
❤ Jiaying
❤ Joyce
❤ JiaYu
❤ Joanne
❤ Jimmy
❤ Kai Xin
❤ Kelly Chua
❤ Liying
❤ Naka
❤ Ms Lan
❤ Peisze
❤ Szemin
❤ sok kuan
❤ TingXin
❤ Thengwei
❤ vivien
❤ Weiling
❤ WanQin
❤ XiuWei
❤ XinHui
❤ YongChin
❤ YunYue
❤ Zhihui


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“When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.”
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orchard w lazyzhu
Saturday, June 19 || 19:57






Went to 313, then oc, then walked to ps and lastly FAREAST.
Bought a bag w lazyzhu.
Wants to buy THAT dress at fareast. :D

outing w PIGGIES FAMILY.
Saturday, June 12 || 13:53

THE PIGGIES FAMILY.

Wanted to eat seoul garden at ngee ann city.
But closed for tourists.
DAMN, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
So went to eco mall instead.
There seoul garden must wait for 1 hour plus.
SO in th end we went to pizzas hut.
A waiter name Y, so cute. :D

After eating, took pictures and went for movie at ps.
Bought tickets for NANNYMCPHEE.
it's a cute shoe.
me ♥ th pigs and th smallest boy.
hahas, anyw, we are th piggies family.

I'm xiaozhuu,
Cien is zhongzhuu,
Candy is dazhuu,
Hiuting is shazhuu,
Cheryl is benzhuu,
Belinda is muzhuu,
Tingxin is zhucang,
Jaz is crazyzhuu,
Rachel is shyzhuu,
Joyce is sizhu.
WE ARE TH PIGGIES FAMILY, weeeeeeeeeee.♥

is this it?
Wednesday, June 9 || 22:45


Sorry are only an excuse for you to run away,
just like me.
Here i am, avoiding it.
But it came anyw, i don't want to stay here anymore.
I will leave here tmrw away,
to somewhere i don't have to worry or account for anything i does.
Me down here crying and weeping are useless.
But i don't wish for anyone to notice me.
Just let me be.

I don't to pull anyone down w me just cause me is stupid and dumb.
I don't others to have that suffering cause me, especially you.
When i saw your friends, thought you would be there.
But you are not, so i just looked down and away.
I don't want to let them know i was noticing where are you.

As i was walking to th bus stop,
i got used to th feeling of being alone.
Weird of not having you besides me,
walking besides me smiling and joking about random & stupid things.
Slowly, i would get use to it.
I don't want to, but it looks like i have to.
I don't to be th one imposing you of troubles of whatever,
try my best not to let you know i actually cares.
But, at th backs,
i would ask around whether what have you been doing or anything.

I admit to myself,
i haven't done anything worth at all.
All my acts are just plain stupid.
What else do i do but cries?
You are right, i am wrong like always.
I just can't think straight.

I didn't want to tell you anything.
I wanted you to know i trust you.
But actually,
i can't bring myself to do so.
I can lie to you or others,
but i can't lie to myself.
SO what if i admit it?
SO what if i knew th truth?
Airen, you are right.
What's wrong w that?
There's nth wrong,
what's wrong is ME
I cares too much, bothers too much, too kaypo alr.
So me is th dumb one, why must i do so much when no one cares?
Right? yepp, right.

I really don't want to tell you what i think.
Is cause i think my thinking are different from yours,
I don't want to have any disagreements AGAIN.
So me just kept to myself and buried it now.
Is this wrong?
This way of caring is wrong?
Pretend not to be just like any girlf and TRIED to let it bothers me.
I just couldn't suppress it so me always cry.
Crying is better than doing things to hurt myself right?

Perhaps i am waiting for you to make th first step was wrong.
You were also waiting for me.
In th end, this thing will just end like this.
Waiting is th worst pain of love.
But then again, who will be a stalker and notice my strange behavior?

I am so sick and tired of running away and just cry.
Sometimes i would think to myself,
that i am not th one for you.
Does this question ever Cross your mind?
Do you even thinks what do i needs?
You are not giving me th sense of security of th fear of losing me.
Having me doesn't means you can ignore th presence of losing me.
Having th taste of losing it will makes you cherish it more.

I just found out, maybe you are right.
I am useless, didn't do what you did in th past.
Now that you are like th old me.
I will give you freedom, i won't question you anymore.
I don't want to bother anymore since all i am doing are relevant.
I'd changed.
I just can't do it, i am weak.

Thanks J, for advising me to do otherwise.

HIHI.
Friday, June 4 || 15:10

SAW THIS FROM BELINDA'S HSE.
CUTE KIDDOS.

HIHI. ME LOVE BELINDA. :D
and BELINDA LOVES ME TOOS. :>

Mw suppose to be studying now at her hse.
But me now ending up watching 'FIGHTING SPIDERS' amd updating my blog.
weeeee, me ate kfc just now.
went to koven to top up my ezlink and da bao kfc to her hse to eat.
So boring, gotts go do my chemistry homework soon,
plus tons of el hw, grrrrrrrrrr.
toodles. :>

Hello.
Me back to bloggy.
weeeeeeee, boring.
Going out to eat at seoul garden and shopping and movies w clique.
Yipee yipee yayy yayy, hurray.

Me going to amkhub w mummy toos.
GONNA SHOPPPPPPPPPING.
Damn happy luhs,
Me wants buy clothes but she pays th bill.

Anyw, me has not even seen hym today for th whole day.
DAMN BLOODY WHOLE DAY.
yar, and i won't upsets till make my friends sad cause me sad de.

Hush hush, don;t cry anymore alright?