First day, you left.
I were up the whole night, unable to sleep until i know that you are safely on the bus to genting. I didn't know that a heart would hurt that much to know that you would not be here w me for 3 days, 72 hours, 4320 minutes, 259200 seconds. How i wish time would pass faster for these 3 days. I have never seems to cherish much all these while. All those care, love and concerns from you, I always thought it would always be there. Never ever thought of you leaving my side or my view for even a day, now it is so much different. I have always wanted to be and feel independent on my own. But I always dk how to start not relying much on you. That's why i am fearing so much always of you, leaving me just like what happened in the past. So sudden, leaving me hanging on my own there. Sometime I am quite unreasonable but it is just that i want your attention for me and me only. :(
I don't know if it is just me or what, but i would want your attention to be always around me only. I guess this is called, SELFISHNESS. I am sorry, but i have been changing to care and bother lesser, giving you more freedom. No one would like to be tied down, like me as well. OH WELL, i am changing for the better already. But right now, i would just like to wait for these 3 days to be over so that i can feel your warm hug and see your dumbo face again. I am loving you much much more after realizing i can't see your idiotic face for 259200 seconds and i have learnt to cherish this much more than you will ever know. I would be waiting for that call on Friday,the day you would be back.
OMG i were about to post this and i received your call from genting. I were like so shocked @ that moment, i can't describe the happiness i am feeling right now. You took the extra effort to call me to assure me you are alright there. ♥
This is my honey love for you.
♥; As the saying goes 'Absence makes the heart grows fonder', I want to tell you it's so true.